SNSD LIVE IN SINGAPORE 2011 !

(_ _) hello readerssssssss ! ;D

im back from Singapore.

the day we've all been waiting for - 9th December 2011 ;)

wae ?

BECAUSE WE'RE ALL GOING TO SINGAPORE FOR SNSD'S CONCERT !

a dream come true concert.

for me, its like a double dream come true

going to their concert, and going with ppl i wanna go with, is really a double dream come true :D

been planning and waiting for a year plus.

and finally, we made our own dream came true ! ;)

woke up around 6am, meet up with unnie and Ck oppa at Ts to get the bus there.

one of the passenger that i accidentally threw TAM TAM at him capture this for us :)

i was playing with a snack called Tam tam .

throwing up and hoping i can catch it with my mouth.

mana tau, it flew to the backseat and i guess it hit the uncle ?

anyway, SORRRYYYYY ! ><

accidents always happen u know ? xD
our first time outstation together ;)

wheeeeeee !

we're both like, omg, few more hours, we're going see them in real

REAL PERSON . omg. are we dreaming ? or am i dreaming ?

we were actually nervous :x

and i guess its really dangerous to have Ck around when he has his camera -.-
so, i did the same !! ;D

HI, CK ! IF YOU'RE READING THIS, SMILE PLEASE ! :D
after 5 hours plus of stretching and everything, WE FINALLY REACH SINGAPOREEEEE !

met James, the ticket seller.

he gave me a good impression abt Singaporean tho.

i guess he've been waiting for us for so long because i saw his shirt was really really wet.

and he allow me to pay the exact amount for the concert.

which is $220.

there's alot ppl who's selling at $250 and above because they're selling it thru the net or something.

we searched his phone abt places we need to go.

thats very nice of him :)

so, we've split into 2 groups.

unnie and i went to the hotel for check in and the others went to the stadium for Q.

after check in , we still got time to roll on the bed since we're thinking the guys are Q-ing up :x
when we reach the stadium, we cant find the guys.

and we fail to contact the others.

we're like, DIE LAH THIS TIME .

and finally, when Owen called unnie, they said they nvr Q up /.\

we let go a big sigh and thinking, still got time to roll around the bed hor ? -.-

and Gordy oppa, Dorky and Yee sin came and join us after their exam.

yay-ness ! xD

ahhh. meet my 2 oppas ! ;)
i was trying to be scary because i got tired of Q-ing up -.-

failed = Ck's skill :P
we're finally inside !!

we were all running in after getting our tickets checked.

i was running and screaming : Chagiiiiiiii !!!! Yeobooooooo !!

and the security suddenly stopped me and said : NO RUNNING !

-.- i said okayyyyy. then i'll walk faster then :x

nyahhahhahahhaha !

we actually obeyed the rules abt no camera.

i wanted to take the risk abt getting my camera out and capture some

but i saw ppl has been chasing out after capturing .

ck manage to capture few pic of the girls and security forced him to delete everything.

he begged and apologized but the security answered him : delete it now or you're out from this concert.

MEANIE ! >:(

so, i've grabbed some from smtown's facebook :)

seohyun, the maknae of SNSD :)

she was really really cuteeeeee ! during Naeng Myun and Himnae

she came to me and unnie's side.

she was waving to everyone, jumping around in a circle :)

giving the might to us and call us to sing along.

sweet isnt she ? :D

she was waving waving waving.

and the moment she spot me and unnie, her jaw drop open wide and wave even harder xD

we're both screaming and said : CUTEEEEEEEE !!
Tae taeeeee ! my yeobo i super love.

the dorkiness of hers made me love her even more

seeing her in real, made me love love her even MORE MORE MOREEEE !

her milky white skin.

i feel like touching it and rub and ask : is this real ? :x

and when she turned around after waving to me and unnie.

unnie and i stand still and we start looking at each other.

that moment, i knew whats on our mind and i said : nice butt huh ? xD

her smile, singing high key right infront of both of us !

rawrrrrrr tae taeeee !!! :D
Eys smile princess, FANY FANY TIPPANIIIII ! :D

when she walked towards us, i grab unnie's arm and said, tiffany tiffany !!!

and we both start screaming and shouting :x

she was looking around and not looking at us, and our scream turn into smile and just stare at her.

unnie said : she's not looking.

and after unnie said that , she looked at us right away.

both of our face are like O.O and start smiling and screaming :)

she wink, smile and turn her hand into a gun shape and shoot us during hoot :D

*happppppyyyyy *

we screamed even louder and when she walked away, we're both like : DIE DIE DIEEEEEE !

she's really really pretty ! her eye smile is so perfect ! ;D
Jessica Jung !!

guess what ? she's like a real doll in real !

i caught her starring around when the tent came up ;)

i threw patrick up for the first time and it fell off the stage =/

it shocked her i guess. and her shocking face is really really cuteeee !

she pout a little and do a peace sign to where i actually threw.

i wonder did she spot me that time :x

called the security to picked it up for me and i threw it the second time when she come over again.

it fell AGAIN ! this is why i nvr play basketball -________-'''

she tried to catch it but failed :(

but she bent down a little and do a peace sign again.

SO HAPPY CAN DIEEEEEE !!

it was something like this :)

her O.O stare is so angelic.

IM SERIOUS ! prettyyyy !
spot me and unnie in this pic :)

our unofficially pic with Sunny, Yuri and Yoona xD

Sunny's aegyo can seriously kill ppl :x

she's really really cuteeeeeee !
pretty isnt it ?

they're prettier in real like, like a doll ;)

when the diamond thingy open, taeyeon said : seowanel malhaebwa.

and put he hands on her ear.

i was down there, grabbing my hair up and said : OMG. its real. they're right infront of me. im seeing them in human form, not screen form with my own eyes.

and i almost cried :x
PINK SEA :)

These pics below, i capture it myself.

last minute. i nvr care abt the security anymore.

since its the last song.

but i only manage to capture their butt -.-

im not a byunnnnn !
Epic + cute sunny xD

if she sees this, she'll laugh and kill me xD
Taeyeon ahhhhhhh.

Tae tae ahhhhh

yeobo ahhhhhh ~~
We reached our hotel when its almost 2am.

and see, its like camping xD
the next morning, even we didnt get enough sleep, we still can LOL + LMAO +ROFL xD

LIKE THIS ! :D
with the unnie and oppass !! ;D

sarang sarang saranghaeeee ! :)


Dorky and Yee Sin joined us after they packed up their stuff.

we put 3 self timer camera on top of the tv

and unnie actually hide behind me :/

me + unnie .

kitty + totoro

Tiffany Hwang's favourite :D

Gordy oppa and spot Ck oppa behind xD
after that, we went to a restaurant nearby for brunch :)
walking all the way to Mrt station because we wanna get to Jurong East

were planning to go to Snowcity ! :)
from walk to Mrt and more walking
and tadahhhhhhhhh ! WE FINALLY REACH !

they said no camera.

and i disobey the rules and pull unnie to hide behind the ice so we can selca xD

and the consequences of disobeying, my camera spoil -.-

i din know camera cannot stand cold maaaaa

it was negative 5 inside .

sigh sigh sigh :(

need to spend for a new camera again.

imma buy those which can stand cold

because we're all planning for korea next year !

hope things can go smoothly and plans wont fail :(

araseo ? :D
we're like firefighters and look so fat in those costume :x
the girl next to unnie is Airena :)

unnie's maknae.

nice meeting her tho :D
my oppas ! we hide inside the igloo to scare those children.

and start throwing snow out the igloo so the children will bend down and we'll roar :x

and guess what ? we did roar really loud and non stop.

HAHAHHAHHAHA !

WHO'S THE CHODING NOW ? xD

took the 7pm bus and bye bye Singapore.

my heart wasnt heavy to leave Singapore but it was heavy to leave SNSD :(

i cant really sleep but was looking at the clock.

when it ticks 11.50pm, i looked up and my heart says : annyeong yeoshin. hopefully to meet u girls again :')

reached Ts when its almost 1am.

went to Mcd in cheras for supper with unnie, ck and gordon.

reached home around 3am.

thank you for the ride gordon oppa.

i know its very far for u. \(_ _)/

i had great time being with all 5 of u.

really great ! i've forgot abt worries and sadness when there's 5 of u.

lets all plan more outing ! :D

i miss everyone of u already .

SOWONSSSSSS outing ! :)

i'll make it short.

i dont really have time to blog right now.

or, maybe, im just lazy :x OPPS !

we had some sowons outing last friday.

to make it short, we travelled so many places, laugh too much, i met new friends ;)

oh oh ! and no to be forgotten, WE PRANKED CK AND HIS EPIC FACE MADE US LOL NON STOP ! :p

korean village, korean songs in the car, korean food.

:)
few things i bought during our sowon outing.

i wanna throw the turtle to Taeyeon

wanna throw Patrick dog to Jessica

Kitty is mine :P

its a blanketttttt ! HEHEHHEHEHHEHEH .

Andrea unnie bought something for tiffany as well :)

reason why im busy ?

we're having event for 1 whole month -_______-''

oh ! and these are my new colleagues :)

all the monkeys xD

wae monkeys ?

cause we're all same age

and nobody thinks im 19 .

sadddddd ! :'(

will blog abt bro's bday party during the next post.

WHEN IM FREE

annyeong ! *curve hands into love shape* :D

i did have flashbacks..

the time we first met, things start growing, we start getting closer.

but the moment the flashbacks reach mean things you've done, i had tears in my eyes..

i tried to hold back..

i nvr know holding it back would be this suffering because flashbacks wouldnt stop..

i tried to forgive and forget.

but my mind and heart told me, there's once, there will be twice and more.

i miss everything we've done together of course.

and yes, i treated u as my real sister already.

i tried my best to be the best sis.

i tried to treat u better than the way u treated me.

i tried so hard..

but, the moment i realize i've been betrayed, i first ques i ask : did i do something wrong that changed everything..?

i read old blog post.

all those advice i've receive...

oppas..

unnies..

so many of them...

im still watching all those videos, still supporting...

but due to what happen, things changed...

within 1 year plus, things changed too much...

being all heartbroken, i dont know what should i do...

i can old read those post

i can only have flashbacks..

i can only miss everything... not doing anything..

being single now, make me realize, i have more shoulders to lay on..

everyone was worry during day one because i start skipping meal and start locking myself in my room and burst into tears.

im stronger this time than i thought

my friends are proud of me.

my families are proud of me.

seeing the way i smiled and everything.

seeing me go thru everyday with smiles and laughters.

they're glad.

the moment he ask back, i tried

i tried going back.

i tried telling myself to turn back because of how i feels.

because i know the feeling is still there.

but that few days of turning back, i felt diff already.

i can feel the distance eventho we're like just next to each other.

i cant see the word ''lovebirds'' between us anymore....

and thats when i know things arent working out.

yes, i do miss him..

but things doesnt work out means doesnt work out anymore..

i cant forgive and forget all the scars i've receive.

im so sensitive.

im so weak...

call me cold blooded or anything negative , i just doesnt wanna turn back this time and regret months later..

the moment u had me, u waited for others, u wanted others.

the moment i left, u blame others for having me..

but u didnt know, u can only blame yourself for not appreciating me and giving me too much scars and tears...

i heard enough lies

i've go thru so much act-dont-know days...

i've go thru too much hiding-things-away days.

im tired for cant spilling out how i feel anymore...

im tired for keeping everything to myself and cant even burst to someone who is this close to me.

no, im not blaming you...

blame how we both cant tolerate each other anymore..

blame how we both isnt the same old us anymore....

girls heart are so weak..
and once its break, its very hard to mend it back.

Guys that has still have ego inside them means they are no man at all..
If you are comparing to another guy, of course..
we must be ego.
but why be ego towards a girl ?
dont make any sense...

Here's my concept.
Girlfriend are to have.. is to be love.
not a doll for you to let go your anger at..
Is like...
You want to give love... you want to love..
so you find a girlfriend that love you.
Rule number one, namja dont lay hands on their girl..
this is never ever, cos,,, if he ever does.. means.. he is not a namja !
Rule number two, guys dont raise their voice to show that they are angry.. if true guys... they will just tell other close namja how angry they are, cos if they love their girl.. they wont scold or shout at them..
Rule number three, for the most important.
no namja should make his girl cry because of his wrong doings.
If your namja never did this, then you can give him another chance ^^

i miss his advice on everything..

one guy who nvr fail to make me smile with tiny little bit of things....
and i wonder, are u still keeping my pic in your phone....

or, you've forgot i've exist...

just... wondering...

SHORT !

i've transform this hair....TO THIS.

yes yes *nod head*

i've chopped them offfffff ! :'(

dam regret cause

1st, i nvr wanted it to be this short.

2nd, I SUPER LOVE MY LONG HAIR.

too bad they dont love me, they spoilt and have to leave me in the end D;
and guess what ?

i asked pond : any difference ?

she nod her head and say : yeaaaaaa. u dyed your hair ?

i stare at her with the OMG-SERIOUSLY-LOOK

and she finally realize !!!

HAHHAHAHHAHA. i was laughing like mad cause she din realize the hair cut but hair color xD

i'll get use to it slowly...

it's been a week and im not used to this hair yet.

was on skype with pan dao, he cant stop calling me xiao mei mei -_____-''

NVM NVM. IT WILL GROWWWWWWWW !