XuanNy :)

SNSD LIVE IN SINGAPORE 2011 !

2011-12-11T20:29:00.000-08:00

(_ _) hello readerssssssss ! ;D

im back from Singapore.

the day we've all been waiting for - 9th December 2011 ;)

wae ?

BECAUSE WE'RE ALL GOING TO SINGAPORE FOR SNSD'S CONCERT !

a dream come true concert.

for me, its like a double dream come true

going to their concert, and going with ppl i wanna go with, is really a double dream come true :D

been planning and waiting for a year plus.

and finally, we made our own dream came true ! ;)

woke up around 6am, meet up with unnie and Ck oppa at Ts to get the bus there.

one of the passenger that i accidentally threw TAM TAM at him capture this for us :)

i was playing with a snack called Tam tam .

throwing up and hoping i can catch it with my mouth.

mana tau, it flew to the backseat and i guess it hit the uncle ?

anyway, SORRRYYYYY ! ><

accidents always happen u know ? xD
our first time outstation together ;)

wheeeeeee !

we're both like, omg, few more hours, we're going see them in real

REAL PERSON . omg. are we dreaming ? or am i dreaming ?

we were actually nervous :x

and i guess its really dangerous to have Ck around when he has his camera -.-
so, i did the same !! ;D

HI, CK ! IF YOU'RE READING THIS, SMILE PLEASE ! :D
after 5 hours plus of stretching and everything, WE FINALLY REACH SINGAPOREEEEE !

met James, the ticket seller.

he gave me a good impression abt Singaporean tho.

i guess he've been waiting for us for so long because i saw his shirt was really really wet.

and he allow me to pay the exact amount for the concert.

which is $220.

there's alot ppl who's selling at $250 and above because they're selling it thru the net or something.

we searched his phone abt places we need to go.

thats very nice of him :)

so, we've split into 2 groups.

unnie and i went to the hotel for check in and the others went to the stadium for Q.

after check in , we still got time to roll on the bed since we're thinking the guys are Q-ing up :x
when we reach the stadium, we cant find the guys.

and we fail to contact the others.

we're like, DIE LAH THIS TIME .

and finally, when Owen called unnie, they said they nvr Q up /.\

we let go a big sigh and thinking, still got time to roll around the bed hor ? -.-

and Gordy oppa, Dorky and Yee sin came and join us after their exam.

yay-ness ! xD

ahhh. meet my 2 oppas ! ;)
i was trying to be scary because i got tired of Q-ing up -.-

failed = Ck's skill :P
we're finally inside !!

we were all running in after getting our tickets checked.

i was running and screaming : Chagiiiiiiii !!!! Yeobooooooo !!

and the security suddenly stopped me and said : NO RUNNING !

-.- i said okayyyyy. then i'll walk faster then :x

nyahhahhahahhaha !

we actually obeyed the rules abt no camera.

i wanted to take the risk abt getting my camera out and capture some

but i saw ppl has been chasing out after capturing .

ck manage to capture few pic of the girls and security forced him to delete everything.

he begged and apologized but the security answered him : delete it now or you're out from this concert.

MEANIE ! >:(

so, i've grabbed some from smtown's facebook :)

seohyun, the maknae of SNSD :)

she was really really cuteeeeee ! during Naeng Myun and Himnae

she came to me and unnie's side.

she was waving to everyone, jumping around in a circle :)

giving the might to us and call us to sing along.

sweet isnt she ? :D

she was waving waving waving.

and the moment she spot me and unnie, her jaw drop open wide and wave even harder xD

we're both screaming and said : CUTEEEEEEEE !!
Tae taeeeee ! my yeobo i super love.

the dorkiness of hers made me love her even more

seeing her in real, made me love love her even MORE MORE MOREEEE !

her milky white skin.

i feel like touching it and rub and ask : is this real ? :x

and when she turned around after waving to me and unnie.

unnie and i stand still and we start looking at each other.

that moment, i knew whats on our mind and i said : nice butt huh ? xD

her smile, singing high key right infront of both of us !

rawrrrrrr tae taeeee !!! :D
Eys smile princess, FANY FANY TIPPANIIIII ! :D

when she walked towards us, i grab unnie's arm and said, tiffany tiffany !!!

and we both start screaming and shouting :x

she was looking around and not looking at us, and our scream turn into smile and just stare at her.

unnie said : she's not looking.

and after unnie said that , she looked at us right away.

both of our face are like O.O and start smiling and screaming :)

she wink, smile and turn her hand into a gun shape and shoot us during hoot :D

*happppppyyyyy *

we screamed even louder and when she walked away, we're both like : DIE DIE DIEEEEEE !

she's really really pretty ! her eye smile is so perfect ! ;D
Jessica Jung !!

guess what ? she's like a real doll in real !

i caught her starring around when the tent came up ;)

i threw patrick up for the first time and it fell off the stage =/

it shocked her i guess. and her shocking face is really really cuteeee !

she pout a little and do a peace sign to where i actually threw.

i wonder did she spot me that time :x

called the security to picked it up for me and i threw it the second time when she come over again.

it fell AGAIN ! this is why i nvr play basketball -________-'''

she tried to catch it but failed :(

but she bent down a little and do a peace sign again.

SO HAPPY CAN DIEEEEEE !!

it was something like this :)

her O.O stare is so angelic.

IM SERIOUS ! prettyyyy !
spot me and unnie in this pic :)

our unofficially pic with Sunny, Yuri and Yoona xD

Sunny's aegyo can seriously kill ppl :x

she's really really cuteeeeeee !
pretty isnt it ?

they're prettier in real like, like a doll ;)

when the diamond thingy open, taeyeon said : seowanel malhaebwa.

and put he hands on her ear.

i was down there, grabbing my hair up and said : OMG. its real. they're right infront of me. im seeing them in human form, not screen form with my own eyes.

and i almost cried :x
PINK SEA :)

These pics below, i capture it myself.

last minute. i nvr care abt the security anymore.

since its the last song.

but i only manage to capture their butt -.-

im not a byunnnnn !
Epic + cute sunny xD

if she sees this, she'll laugh and kill me xD
Taeyeon ahhhhhhh.

Tae tae ahhhhh

yeobo ahhhhhh ~~
We reached our hotel when its almost 2am.

and see, its like camping xD
the next morning, even we didnt get enough sleep, we still can LOL + LMAO +ROFL xD

LIKE THIS ! :D
with the unnie and oppass !! ;D

sarang sarang saranghaeeee ! :)

Dorky and Yee Sin joined us after they packed up their stuff.

we put 3 self timer camera on top of the tv

and unnie actually hide behind me :/

me + unnie .

kitty + totoro

Tiffany Hwang's favourite :D

Gordy oppa and spot Ck oppa behind xD
after that, we went to a restaurant nearby for brunch :)
walking all the way to Mrt station because we wanna get to Jurong East

were planning to go to Snowcity ! :)
from walk to Mrt and more walking
and tadahhhhhhhhh ! WE FINALLY REACH !

they said no camera.

and i disobey the rules and pull unnie to hide behind the ice so we can selca xD

and the consequences of disobeying, my camera spoil -.-

i din know camera cannot stand cold maaaaa

it was negative 5 inside .

sigh sigh sigh :(

need to spend for a new camera again.

imma buy those which can stand cold

because we're all planning for korea next year !

hope things can go smoothly and plans wont fail :(

araseo ? :D
we're like firefighters and look so fat in those costume :x
the girl next to unnie is Airena :)

unnie's maknae.

nice meeting her tho :D
my oppas ! we hide inside the igloo to scare those children.

and start throwing snow out the igloo so the children will bend down and we'll roar :x

and guess what ? we did roar really loud and non stop.

HAHAHHAHHAHA !

WHO'S THE CHODING NOW ? xD

took the 7pm bus and bye bye Singapore.

my heart wasnt heavy to leave Singapore but it was heavy to leave SNSD :(

i cant really sleep but was looking at the clock.

when it ticks 11.50pm, i looked up and my heart says : annyeong yeoshin. hopefully to meet u girls again :')

reached Ts when its almost 1am.

went to Mcd in cheras for supper with unnie, ck and gordon.

reached home around 3am.

thank you for the ride gordon oppa.

i know its very far for u. \(_ _)/

i had great time being with all 5 of u.

really great ! i've forgot abt worries and sadness when there's 5 of u.

lets all plan more outing ! :D

i miss everyone of u already .

SOWONSSSSSS outing ! :)

2011-12-04T18:40:00.000-08:00

i'll make it short.

i dont really have time to blog right now.

or, maybe, im just lazy :x OPPS !

we had some sowons outing last friday.

to make it short, we travelled so many places, laugh too much, i met new friends ;)

oh oh ! and no to be forgotten, WE PRANKED CK AND HIS EPIC FACE MADE US LOL NON STOP ! :p

korean village, korean songs in the car, korean food.

:)
few things i bought during our sowon outing.

i wanna throw the turtle to Taeyeon

wanna throw Patrick dog to Jessica

Kitty is mine :P

its a blanketttttt ! HEHEHHEHEHHEHEH .

Andrea unnie bought something for tiffany as well :)

reason why im busy ?

we're having event for 1 whole month -_______-''

oh ! and these are my new colleagues :)

all the monkeys xD

wae monkeys ?

cause we're all same age

and nobody thinks im 19 .

sadddddd ! :'(

will blog abt bro's bday party during the next post.

WHEN IM FREE

annyeong ! *curve hands into love shape* :D

2011-11-13T00:00:00.000-08:00

i did have flashbacks..

the time we first met, things start growing, we start getting closer.

but the moment the flashbacks reach mean things you've done, i had tears in my eyes..

i tried to hold back..

i nvr know holding it back would be this suffering because flashbacks wouldnt stop..

i tried to forgive and forget.

but my mind and heart told me, there's once, there will be twice and more.

i miss everything we've done together of course.

and yes, i treated u as my real sister already.

i tried my best to be the best sis.

i tried to treat u better than the way u treated me.

i tried so hard..

but, the moment i realize i've been betrayed, i first ques i ask : did i do something wrong that changed everything..?

i read old blog post.

all those advice i've receive...

oppas..

unnies..

so many of them...

im still watching all those videos, still supporting...

but due to what happen, things changed...

within 1 year plus, things changed too much...

being all heartbroken, i dont know what should i do...

i can old read those post

i can only have flashbacks..

i can only miss everything... not doing anything..

being single now, make me realize, i have more shoulders to lay on..

everyone was worry during day one because i start skipping meal and start locking myself in my room and burst into tears.

im stronger this time than i thought

my friends are proud of me.

my families are proud of me.

seeing the way i smiled and everything.

seeing me go thru everyday with smiles and laughters.

they're glad.

the moment he ask back, i tried

i tried going back.

i tried telling myself to turn back because of how i feels.

because i know the feeling is still there.

but that few days of turning back, i felt diff already.

i can feel the distance eventho we're like just next to each other.

i cant see the word ''lovebirds'' between us anymore....

and thats when i know things arent working out.

yes, i do miss him..

but things doesnt work out means doesnt work out anymore..

i cant forgive and forget all the scars i've receive.

im so sensitive.

im so weak...

call me cold blooded or anything negative , i just doesnt wanna turn back this time and regret months later..

the moment u had me, u waited for others, u wanted others.

the moment i left, u blame others for having me..

but u didnt know, u can only blame yourself for not appreciating me and giving me too much scars and tears...

i heard enough lies

i've go thru so much act-dont-know days...

i've go thru too much hiding-things-away days.

im tired for cant spilling out how i feel anymore...

im tired for keeping everything to myself and cant even burst to someone who is this close to me.

no, im not blaming you...

blame how we both cant tolerate each other anymore..

blame how we both isnt the same old us anymore....

girls heart are so weak..
and once its break, its very hard to mend it back.

Guys that has still have ego inside them means they are no man at all..
If you are comparing to another guy, of course..
we must be ego.
but why be ego towards a girl ?
dont make any sense...

Here's my concept.
Girlfriend are to have.. is to be love.
not a doll for you to let go your anger at..
Is like...
You want to give love... you want to love..
so you find a girlfriend that love you.
Rule number one, namja dont lay hands on their girl..
this is never ever, cos,,, if he ever does.. means.. he is not a namja !
Rule number two, guys dont raise their voice to show that they are angry.. if true guys... they will just tell other close namja how angry they are, cos if they love their girl.. they wont scold or shout at them..
Rule number three, for the most important.
no namja should make his girl cry because of his wrong doings.
If your namja never did this, then you can give him another chance ^^

i miss his advice on everything..

one guy who nvr fail to make me smile with tiny little bit of things....
and i wonder, are u still keeping my pic in your phone....

or, you've forgot i've exist...

just... wondering...

SHORT !

2011-11-08T04:28:00.000-08:00

i've transform this hair....TO THIS.

yes yes *nod head*

i've chopped them offfffff ! :'(

dam regret cause

1st, i nvr wanted it to be this short.

2nd, I SUPER LOVE MY LONG HAIR.

too bad they dont love me, they spoilt and have to leave me in the end D;
and guess what ?

i asked pond : any difference ?

she nod her head and say : yeaaaaaa. u dyed your hair ?

i stare at her with the OMG-SERIOUSLY-LOOK

and she finally realize !!!

HAHHAHAHHAHA. i was laughing like mad cause she din realize the hair cut but hair color xD

i'll get use to it slowly...

it's been a week and im not used to this hair yet.

was on skype with pan dao, he cant stop calling me xiao mei mei -_____-''

NVM NVM. IT WILL GROWWWWWWWW !

Leftovers :)

2011-11-01T19:38:00.001-07:00

these are the leftovers :)

i'll just write some caption , dae ? :D

was lc-ing ah pek.

i din know i look this LC .

wo de tian ahhhh.
ah pek brought these candy from ipoh.

i used to called it dinosaur egg.

manage to get it from Kepong's night market.

but right now, i got its really hard for me to search for it.

it was my fav.

and imagine my excited face when i saw ah pek bringing them out :x
pan dao love to act cute since I DONT KNOW when -.-

sibeh cute !

HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA !
ah pek was actually hiding behind me .

i guess im actually fat or TALL enough to cover him

opps.

ter-caps lock for TALL !

so, we actually claimed the lady behind is him :x
seee. everyone look so happy.

ah bii say i look so jimo.

so i sang : jimo jimo jiu haoooooo~~~
:X
i look... GAINED WEIGHT.

wtf.

like seriously, i gained weight.

bloody 45KG now -.-

haihhhhhhh !

nvm. fei si fuk ahhhhhhh !
the QUEUE

we spot ah bii's eye like this
so i suggested THIS.

nahhhh. pan dao no need act.

natural to have small eyes :P

onn onn is a spoilerrrrrr !

roar !~ :/

btw, WE LOOK SO CUTE ! HAHHAHAHHAH !!
nahhhh.

pan dao also LC.

im not the only one :P
JOJOJOJO ! xD
we manage to play this for 2 rounds.

after 2 rounds, it start raining.

we thought its just bulu bulu rain .

mana tau, rain like waterfall -.-

we ran with our hoodie on.

zao dou zao mm chit -.-

the stripe guy.

wei de .

i told my friends his name is wei ru.

hahahhhaa. WTF.

in the end, we found out he's wei de.

and ppl start calling him WAITER -.-

he's only 15.

WHY U SO TALL ?!
my leg look longer here.

oh well *satisfied*
I DONT KNOW WHY PPL LIKE TO CAPTURE ME CLOSE UP.

so close up '________________'

okay. THIS IS NOT ME.

BUKAN SAYA

MM SI WA

BU SHI WO

MM HAI NGO

:D
JO claims im super pink.

i should wear my jacket in this pic.

will make me look more pinkish ! :P
the game that cause me .... VOMIT.

-_________-''

spoil my mood because its like i have butterflies in my stomach.

and yet, i fail to vomit everything out :(
after vomit face ?

HHAHAHHAH

ewww, i know :x
look at pan dao !
HIAO LOH !!!! HAHHAHAHHAH
the sleepy face of us.

SHO SHREPPY isnt it :x
this pic reminds me of....
THIS ! HAHHAHAHAHHAHHAA !

its a candid by i dont know who btw.

we were watching ANTM and sinji and i were talking abt that show .

the next thing, i spot this

UGHHH. the bed and pillow look so comfy i feel like sleeping by just looking at it :x
i miss u guys alot alot :')

p/s : you'll nvr know, i've hurt even more by saying it....

im sorry things nvr work out anymore..

sorry for letting go..

saranghae..

DAY TWO ! :)

2011-10-28T21:01:00.000-07:00

sleeping at 3am.

everyone woke up at 8.30am AUTOMATICALLY .

when one awake, everyone awake along.

and we thought it was 10 something already

when our ah bii said : ITS ONLY 8.30am

everyone have their wtf look on their face.

no choice

we woke up and head for breakfast.

dim sum timeeeeeeeeeee !!!!

RAWR !

oh, btw, if u doenst wanna get chocked , u can click [X]

i didnt put any make up on .

was lazy and rush .

i bet u nvr wanna see my makeupless + not enough sleep look -.-

anyway, look at all these FOOOOOODDDDSSSSS !

so full can die. seriously -.-

ah pek did something embarrassing

and i was right beside him !!

we cant finish our food.

the waitress came over and pack our table

ah pek left a xiu mai on his plate

JUST ONE XIU MAI !

he look at the waitress and asked : miss. i cant finish . can dapao or not ? *point at the xiu mai*

i pushed him away and said : sorry miss. sat lai sai. u can totally ignore him.

HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

Sinji's niece :)

kitty fans too ! xD
after breakfast, we walked outside

full of mist, so windy, so cold :x

but the moment we step out, the mist is fading -.-

sien liao loh macam itu

thought ada feel sikit when take pic ! xD
and its really really colddddddddddd ! -.-
after satisfied abt taking pic, we decided to go back to hotel and wash up before check out.

wanna camwhore after bath

and 3 of us accidentally found something interesting with ah pek's camera xD

self-timer and self-capture.

i called the guys right away and call them to come over after everything is done.

ended up all the pics are like this

*ehem* please scroll down :)

one of my fav pic.

EVERYONE LOOK SO HAPPY !!! :'D
we dont know what pose to do anymore

so the guys start gay-ing :x

opps opps !!!

ter-say out :P
finish gay-ing, round 2 xD

done, lazy already.

start lazying around before check out.
cold weather nvr stop us getting away from ice cream

especially ah bii's choco drumstick ! xD
on our way back :)

reached home, slept half and hour and was on the call with ah pek.

ah pek and pan tau came over to MCD by taxi after hearing my sobs :/

i drove to MCD and meet them, talk to them and drove them to 1U to get cab cause i dont know how to go to TS -.-

sorry guys :(

and thank you for being here right away :')
the next day, ah pek, pan tau and jojo came over to have lunch with me :D

we went to Hokkaido Ichiban

waited for 1 whole hour for the food to be serve.

all of us were complaining how hungry we were :(
they waited for me to finish my work, Jo fetched me home and changed my clothes

and we both drove back to Mv for dinner :x

i drove home alone, at night, FOR THE FIRST TIME ! :D

when i reach home, my phone was ringing non stop because of all the sms and phone calls from my friends

they asked me did i reached home safely and everything.

bet they saw how dangerous my driving skill is :x

whoopssss ! :)
dinner at Gardens Cafe :)
the staff there got a bad skill :/
so, we think is better for us to set timer.

much better , eh ? :D
but i forgot to turn off the self capture as well.

ended up too much pic, AGAIN :x

too tired to pose ad.
so, its better for me to cover my face.

i did a mistake :P

look at pan tau.

was teasing me >:p

end it with this

NAH NAH NAH !

happy ????????

ah pek capture all this when my crazy mode was turn ON !
ended up, macam ini lo.

planning for next trip.

TO WHERE TO WHERE ???

mum said : your study period with them isnt long.

all your ages are diff.

how can u guys be this close ?

how can u guys get along that well ?

DAY ONE ! :)

2011-10-28T19:41:00.000-07:00

pics are uploaded as soon as ah pek reach Ipoh.

HAHHAHAHHAHAHAH.

i think i bother him too much so , he uploaded them asap :x

oppps !

we were commenting on each other till1am last night.

laugh like mad when lee niu admit he's a cow.

and i cant stop laughing when i read it this morning :x

i have to work morning shift today.

SO SLEEPY /.\

errr. i'll eleborate thru pics, araseo ? :D

ah pek and pantau reached KL on sunday.

they came over to Gardens as soon as they reach.

SOBS ! :')

gan dong daoooooooo ! :P

on monday morning, we gather at KL Central.

plan plan plan.

and finally took the LRT to Gombak just to get a the package ticket .

i was so sleepy inside the lrt so i start lip syncing with big movement :x

they got used to it tho, I THINK .

oh, btw, nobody is inside the LRT, except US !

ngek !

i can even climb around and swing around like a monkey.

i just didnt :p

finally got into the bus !

i bet we are the noisiest one in the bus.

everyone who sat infront was soooooo..... QUIET. *cold wind*

we camwhore like mad.
hehehehhehheheh !

finally the teammates reunited ! ;D
one of my fav pic with ah pek.

we both got STRAIGHT TEETH.

hahhahahha.

u can totally ignore my face expression -.-

ah pek bought a new camera.

G12 if not mistaken.

i dont really know G-WHAT.

anyway, we can flip here and there with the camera.

and we got addicted to it :x

kesian ah pek have to upload so many pics

kesian me that i've promised to blog abt this trip :x

no, im not complaining.

i smiled when i saw these pics

slowly, i frowned when i realize, EVERYONE WENT BACK TO EARTH.

gahhhhh ! back to reality :x

finally reach

cable car time

we Q-ed for like half an hour

sibeh tired with the heavy luggage.

i know i know.

we were there only for 2 days

i packed my bag as if we will be there for a week D;

inside the cable car :)

we spot some blood spot outside our window.

and the guys asked : WHO'S ON PERIOD

o-o

everyone was starring at each other, and laughed like mad in the end.

and guess what crazy things we did ?

we waved to every single cable car that pass by :x

my babess ! :D

after getting off, we went for lunch

everyone was freaking hungry

yes , including me.

stomach dam flat ad okay ? hahhaa
we decided to have our lunch at Marrybrown

okay. i have to admit this.

ITS MY FIRST TIME HAVING MARRYBROWN.

well, everyone have their first time.

and im not the only one.

MOST OF US !

i mean, most of us had Marrybrown for the first time.

it was okay.

or maybe because i was hungry ?

except the mash potato.

it was tasteless :x

the salad is my fav tho :)
after putting our luggage in the room, off we go to the theme park ! ;D

the moment we step in..... it..... start..... raining -__________-''''

the mist was so thick we cant really see.

so, we decided to walk around and play some safe game + take some pics

while waiting for the rain to stop

and the moment i pass by this huge statue

ah pek said : AH XUAN ! GO !

so, i went.

and the moment ah pek uploaded this pic..

i spot....... short legs...........................................

short and fat legs that been planted on the floor !

sad dao bao !
we were Q-ing for some car game ??

and i got a habit of sitting on those pole when i Q

old ad. cant stand so long :P

i bet he's laughing abt something.

u see. ear also red ad *shook head*

must be something bad :P

hahahhahha.

my wifeys :p

ah pek, please dont jealous when i call ur wife as my wife :P
we manage to get on the first ride.

we decided to stop at a side to wait for them .

camwhore to waste time .

wohooooo ! xD

ahhh ! they finally reach :)

look at ah pek and calvin.

sweet dao baooooo ! :p
finally outside, the rain stop, we manage to see the environment.

still cold . pfft !
since the train stop, we decided to walk around and take pic.

look at this.

ah bii and i decided to jump at the count of 3

PHAILED !
so, we decided to go inside.

okay. better than the first one :P

much better i mean
rain come and go.

so not fun ! :/
i taught Jojo how to pose this.

aigoooo.

IM SUCH A POSER :p
after 2 rounds of corkscrew

it rained super heavily again, so, we took the merry go round , and hoping it could stop again :(

another place to get away from the rain - The Chocolate Factory ;)

this smart guy here thought can come in after going out.

we were laughing and nobody helps.

he manage to climb in tho. HAHHAHHAHAHAHHA !

the benefit of being thin xD
rain stopped, off for spinner.

we went to the toilet after that and i start puking -.-

too much spinning after eating :/
oh ! my fav pic !

ah bii is like : ohh ohh ! please dont melt my icecream. i love you !! xD

and btw, he's not my bf -.-

im not the only one who call him ah bii

we called him ah bii because ah pek called him hubby

in the end, it influence everyone to call Calvin as ah bii.

i bet non of us are calling each other's real name one day xD
after half day, we decided to go back to the hotel and bath before dinner.

rest + bath + lazy around.

OFF TO BUFFET !

we Q up for almost 1 hour :(

Jojo was having gastric and she didnt say

she drank tea before eat and her gastric got worst :(
we were hungry like mad but we nvr finish what we took :x

thats so ME :x
look at ah bii's face !

HAHHAHAHAHHAHAH !

shin chan xD

i cant stop laughing.

*after 3 days*

STILL CANT STOP LAUGHING !!

and im the photographer for this pic !!

HAHHAHAHAHHAHAH !
my teammates :D

sarang sarang ! ;)))
after the heavy dinner

we chilled at Starbucks, again :)

Lee niu came all the way here to meet us and then go back to KL again cause he have exam the next day.

after chilling at starbucks, we walked around and look for beer for PILLOW TALK !

YAY-NESS !! ;D

girls always love pillow talk

i nvr know i can pillow talk with guys as well :3

start drinking, i got a lil tipsy

and i actually burst whatever i hide inside my heart :x

every single thing .

u know, how hard is it, when u hide something in your heart

and u dont know who to burst to ?

its hard.. its really hard.

i felt much better after bursting out

they did advice me, they did listen to what i said.

in the end,they showed me what a true friend did

they showed me, i can actually burst to them

they showed me, they will be there listening without any complains :')

they nvr fail to make me love them even more.

saranghae chinguyahhhhhhhhh !!!

we pillow talk until almost 3am.

we decided to slp in one room.

yes, we booked 2 room but everyone wanted to slp together.

hiao lo :P

we run from 1 room to another when at 3am just to see which bed is bigger and can fit all of us xD

i bet we are the noisiest . CONFIRM !

i woke up at I DONT KNOW WHAT TIME due to freezing.

and spot pan tau's awake as well.

we talk talk talk

and he woke up and said : xuan. hungry. let go cook noodle .

i asked : where got noodles for us to cook ?

he shooked his head

and i drag him go back to bed.

damn epic.

end of day 1 .

next post, DAY 2 ! :D

Lovelies ! :)

2011-10-25T19:44:00.000-07:00

will blog abt this trip when i get the pics from my friends :D

too much fun, too much laughters xD

oh btw, spot the guy with stripes

he's a stranger that followed us everywhere we go because he's alone.

LOL.

and i din know he's inside this pic until i upload them in instagram :x

so, stay tuned ! :)

Penang + Ipoh ! :)

2011-10-16T23:16:00.000-07:00

well, im back from Penang and Ipoh after 3 days, 2 nights ! :D

i miss Penang alot tho. i miss the BEACHHHHH !

i miss buddies and boyfie , i dont feel like coming back to KL.

i dont wanna face reality ! :((

boyfie have to face assignments

bou have to face class

nic and i have to face work.

GAHHHHH ! we wanna play more :(((

here it goes. we woke up at 5am. get prepare, and leave my place with boyfie around 6.30am.

reached nic's place around 7am.

thank you to boyfie's dad for sponsoring his innova for us or else, we'll nvr know where to put our luggage and things we bought.

my plan was, i get to sleep at the back, bou get to sleep in the middle and boyfie and nic have to SIT infront.

plan fail.

the back was full of our luggage and things we bought :x

so, bou and i have to sleep 90 degree. LOL.
see ! we got the same bracelet :D

on our way there, we went to OUG for breakfast first.

and off to Penang.

we used 3 and half hour to reach o.O

fast isnt it :x

got blocked twice for speeding -______________-'''

there goes our trip's $$$
boyfie ! ;D
we took the ferry there.
Q up like mad before we manage to get into it ! HAHAHHAHHA !
we went to Air Itam asam laksa.

HIGHLY RECOMENDED !! thumbs up !

i miss the laksa there :((

after resting for an hour in our hotel room, off we go to the beach ! :)

one very funny and epic thing happened.

i was sleeping next to boyfie, hiding under my blanket.

we both got woke up buy nic's call , calling us to get ready for the beach.

boyfie hang up, and woke up

i heard him screaming : ah bii ? ah bii !! ah bii where are u ??!! ah bii ahh !! ah bii !!!

and start tossing around to look for me

i open up the blanket after that and he said : oh ! you're here ! i thought where u went !

and he hugged me.

i was laughing like mad cause he's so cute that he just screamed and start tossing around.

but nvr try to open up the blanket because im actually inside there ! HAHAHHAHAH !

ahhh. before beach :)

bought a new swimsuit tho ^^V
look at these 2 guys, SO HAPPY ! xD
was disturbing him :x
and all in a sudden, he stood up and made me scream on top of my lungs cause i wasnt ready ! :x
okok. HAPPY ! xD

we had our dinner at Gurney.

2 rounds of dinner !

so gonna gained weight.

the next day, we packed up, checked out and off to Ipoh already .
checked in and off we headed out looking for lunch EVERYWHERE.

we were so hungry

hungry like mad that we can eat up the whole buffalo xD

after eating, we dapao it back to the hotel and eat AGAIN :p

we had movies at night.

at 12am !!

so, i went and rest around 10.30, and woke up around 11.30pm.

off to Ipoh Parade for REAL STEEL !! :D

awesome movie !

its a must watch and u wont regret watching it. trust me ;)

the next day, we had our breakfast at FU SHAN .

so priceyyyyyyyyyy :x

then checked out, and off for Tau fu far.

as smooth as SILK ! xD

okay. im serious. its really nice but, its just too sweet for me because dumby me went and drank the sugar as well -.-

but its really smooth i crave for even more :x

oh oh ! the soya is yummy tooooooo ! ;D

okay. the pic above is a true story xD

anyway, after having tau fufa, we walked around Ipoh, under the HOT sun and looked for biscuits to get them back to KL .

SO HOT IMMA MELTTTT :/

after that, off to Lou Wong for Ipoh Nga Choi Gai :D

makan makan, and back to KL.

we went to Nic's place, hang around.

and then off to MV for grill fish.

Journey end this fast :(

i miss everything nowwwww ! :(

ahhh. end this post with my fav pic .

because his other girlfriend is the POLE ! xD

;)

2011-10-10T01:42:00.000-07:00

wanted a darker hair color

and ta-dahhhhh !

FINALLY DONE ! :D

the other day, CK and Gordon came over and wanna tagged me for snowflake.

CK TREAT ! HAHHAHAHH.

but i told them i wanna eat grill fish instead.

too baddddddd.

in the end, they told me : hey ! you're not bald anymore ! xD

but i wanna change my hair color for some time already.

after dilemma for few weeks.

i went to the saloon and told the hairstylist : choose hair color, choose hair style. thank you

ended up, IM SATISFIED !

wheeeeee !

no more light hair color.

NO MORE LA LA HAIR ! xD

EXPO ! ;D

2011-10-03T00:00:00.000-07:00

look at my happy face ?

HAHHAHHAHAH !

it was last day of fair at Midvalley yesterday.

i THOUGHT i am happy :x

i didnt know when i was closing down, and packing up everything when it ends

my heart is actually heavy to bid goodbye :/

well, during my first day, I WAS SUPER LONELY ! :(

alone standing there, not knowing anyone.

slowly i made new friends tho

some ppl who works in the bank or something

and when customer say they dont need credit card, they said : wanna have a look at Juice Beauty ?

they seriously made me LOL .

too much fun to describe with everyone there eventho we just know each other for like few days.

my first day, not knowing anyone.

ppl next to my booth came and talk to me, asking abt our products.

didnt know there will be any mascot .

until i saw MR. LOSE WEIGHT POOH !

HAHHAHAHHA ! i was laughing to myself when i spot him.

and he spot me laughing alone :x oppppps !

i passby few times, he was there, standing , not moving and starring at me.

until i look back, he put his hands up and wave at me .

i just nod and smile.

i nvr know, this pooh manage to cheer me up for 3 days !

my second day, non of my friends came ! -_______________-'''

its like OH MANNN ! ANOTHER BORING DAY !

i was so pek chek early in the morning as everything have to be done last minute.

super not happy !

i nvr serve anyone and just sit inside , playing games :/

Grace came over and spot me and i burst everything to her :(((

damn pek chek. so she call me go buy some drinks with the cash she gave me.

i still not happy so i just stand outside and pout + not giving out leaflets !

this Mr.Pooh came over and did some funny movement and errrr.... kinda cheer me up ? :)

mood was much better after that tho. LOL.

my 3rd day, LAST DAY !

woke up too early, so i have sometime to put on make up on that day . HAHHAHHAH !

11 new messages, reply everyone, off to bath.

this is what happen when u sleep too early :x

Mr.Pooh was early today.

i still nvr get to see his real person yet, UNTIL TODAY !!

i was doing my stuff and talking to my friends as usual.

this pooh came over, pat me on my head and hugged me !

i was super shock yet i hug him back.

WHO CAN EVEN RESIST THIS CUTE LITTLE THING ?? ;)

i was so happy because Pooh hugged me and the kids was just starring xD

damn mean, i know ! hehe !

few moments later , a guy pass by and wave to me.

my face is like O.O and wave back and smile a little.

friendly sial xD

until he pass by again and said : i need to start work already. i'll wear it and find u later, k ?

AND HOHOHO ! THATS WHEN I FOUND OUT HE WAS POOH !!

nvr expect it will be a muscular guy.

with big muscles !

pass by few times and ppl around me start hitting him cause they claim this pooh kao lui and hugged me.

wtf weihhh. he was standing in the middle and every bank ppl gather around him and start hitting him :(

he nvr care and still patting me and blow kisses to me. LOL.

times up. i gtg . pack everything, bid goodbye to everyone.

walked out, spot pooh again !

carry everything and i said goodbye to him as well.

he nvr ever talk, even in a single word when he was wearing that suit.

but this goodbye, he did and it really shocked me.

the last thing i said : be KITTY next time !! xD

he ans : i'll try my best !!

HAHAHHAHAHHAAH !

he shook my hand and hugged me again.

seriously, this pooh is too SWEET !

gahhhhhh ! i wish im still a kid :(

covered my face cause muka tak boleh tengok.

HAHHAHAHHA !

thank you for all the smiles and laughters u brought Mr.Lose Weight Pooh ! :D

Septemberrrrr ! :)

2011-09-29T03:15:00.000-07:00

its almost end of SEPT ! :D

gahhhh. time flies isnt it ?

Christmas on the way, Thai trip on the way, and now we're even planning for Taiwan trip !

OMG OMG OMG.

broke lo :((((

this was TODAY ! :)

the chef from Yogitree gave me macaroons.

ate them for my FIRST TIME.

ahhhh yes. FIRST TIME :x

was creeped out by their colors at the first place tho

nvr know it's this NICE ! :)

jjang !! ;D

nowonder ppl are crazy over them :)

went for Curve for movies with the lovely ones :)

first, we went to my parents shop for lunch cause bou still having her classes.

decided to go for movie, mr.nic went and meet bou.

so, me and boyfie decided to go home first while waiting.

half an hour later , i drove to curve and tadahhh

MOVIE TIME WITH THEM.

watched Fright night, VAMPIRES :x

i was pulling boyfie's shirt and he was grabbing my arms.

bou start patting on my shoulder all in a sudden just to scared me :(

the next day, we went to Connaught night market.

and YAY! more kitty stuff ;)
my little chefs friends came over .

and SURPRISED me .

hahahhahhaha !

we talked for almost 2 hours outside my shop.

plan plan plan.

2 trips next month.

seriously BROKE lo :/
everyone's reaction : WOW !! OMG !!

i bet cha ! :P

p/s : Kara is getting BETTER !

listened to their STEP UP.

and i can seriously say, they are getting hotter and hotter.

google-ed them, and found out Hara actually admit she get plastic surgery on the eyes, nose and lips !
how daring is she huh ?

made me respect her even more.

she said : this is the truth that not much celebrities will spill out.

TRUE INDEED !
brave HARA GOO ! :D

some celebrities just doesnt admit they go for plastic surgery and hide themselves at home with the reason : WELL, IM SICK . IM INJURED... bla bla bla ~~

some even use the reason they had their medicine and it cause them to zao yong -.-

lamest reason ever. LOL.

Yogitree even turn on big bang's TONIGHT !

nyahhahahhaahhahahhaah!!!

NEW LOVE ! :)

2011-09-26T02:22:00.001-07:00

im just kidding ;)

after loving Jaejoong, i found a guy that attracted me soooooo much years ago .

yup ! *nod head* TOP from Big Bang :)

i've stop thinking abt him after some time and now, listening to High High made me fall for him AGAIN ! +.+

i watched back all those old MV of Big Bang as well.

gahhhhhh. good old times !

TOP is soooooooooooooo stylish and everything, that he even made Amanda, my supervisor, FALL FOR HIM !

she start posting videos of both of them this morning .

spot it when im reach work place at 2 .

she told me : the voice is so deeeeep !

then we start watching more videos.

ended up , both of us stare at each other and laugh out so loud.

like freaking loud .

until i bang the table non stop.

HAHHAHHAHHAHA !

TOP OPPA, BE MINE , PWEASEEEEEEEEE?! *innocent face* xD
how can one man be cute and cool at the same time?! OMG !

A night ! :)

2011-09-21T03:29:00.000-07:00

a farewell with FEI JOEEEEEE !

well, i know him since i was 7 !

and when he left when we're 16, i cried like mad.

hugged him and cried like mad, imagine that.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

he came back when we're 19.

THREE FREAKING YEARS LOH EU JOE ! >:(

and my friends were like : xuan gonna cry ! again again !!

LOL ! i laughed and ans : so long ad. NO FEELING!

dam mean. i know xD

hahhaha !

well. like a normal party

we eat, we snap, we chat, we drink, we play.

pics will just do the talking, araseo ? :D

and for the very first time, JASON CHEN PRAISED ME !

HAHHAHAHHAHAHHA !

he told me : xuan, you're getting more and more attractive.

i ans : oh really ? dont lie. dont sounds like u.

jason replied : i nvr praise u before right ? now i did, means its true !

HAHAHHAHAHHA ! laugh die me . seriously. for so many years, he nvr praise me.

tease me then alot :x

okay. i know.

cut all the talking.

scroll down :)

meet Joseph Loh ! :)

how we know each other ??

thru our parents :)

we stay right behind each other.

and well, his parents are my parents customer.

i used to go to the shop alot as well.

and bam ! we're in the same school during secondary.

HAHHAHAHHAHA !

this is yuen fen xD

US with star of the night :)
there's quite number of ppl wore red that night.

another, YUEN FEN ! xD

behold, THE PICHA OF EYEBAGSSSSSSS ! xD

i cant stop laughing after spotting it.

im sorry.

no offence.

cause i have them too.

and ppl said, eyebags make girls look younger !!

WE SHOULD BE PROUD ! :D
meet Genee.

dah pergi NS.

will see her back in 3 months time.

she fed me with jellies that night.

well, another 3 months more to get fed by her xD

i wait lah, okay ? :3

somehow i like this pic because i look skinny and genee look tiny , as usual ! :x

not like what boyfie teased me : u, muka macam bola !

>:(
super red !

super yuen fen ppl xD

hahahhahahah !
LASTLY, my fav pic.

always save the best for the last.

and ta-dahhhhh !

meet my babes ;)

my lovelies.

D;

2011-09-16T19:50:00.000-07:00

super love the dress above.

boyfie bought it for me

went to the tailor to tighten it.

and the tailor cant stop praising this dress.

so boyfie said : of course its nice. because i buy one !

LOLOLOLOLOL !

damn funny.

everyone cant stop laughing because boyfie felt so proud for choosing this dress and bought it xD

btw, tragedy strikes

i realize im SO BRAVE ! -_____________-''

i drove to MV all by myself for the first time and speed at 100 and on the phone at the same time.

wtf weihhhh.

i nvr get to in the train.

too pack because of delay delay and delay !! :(

went to the wrong way and u-turn, banged pavement, saw road sign, follow road sign, reach safely.

-__________-''

seriously spoil my mood early in the morning.

parking sure pay die me !

i read the newspaper yesterday and it said : follow your instincts instead of road sign, Malaysian.

so i follow my instincts loh !

mana tau ended up like this.

dam pek chek cause i dont know where the hell am i .

do u know how happy i am when i saw the road signs say <--- MIDVALLEY

my face like, OMG ! I FOUND U !!!

wtf -.-

one prob is, i dont know the way home now -.-

seriously can die lo .

LALALALA ~

2011-09-15T02:50:00.000-07:00

totally forgot abt cousin bro's wedding the other day.

stucked at work since i put myself as noon shift -.-

until Daphne instagram-ed me and asked me am i going to the wedding dinner.

and im like, oh shiat......

im such a bad coussie -.-

daddy told me Daphne was so quiet during the whole dinner .

i bet she was boring cause she have to sit with a bunch of unknown auntie and uncles xD

hahahhaha ! IM SORRY !

we'll meet up someday! :D

i think if i went, there's only 2 youngsters there.

which is me and her.

and OH. my family dinner wont be so boring anymore because finally there's someone to talk to me.

and im not stuck with whole bunch of boys talking abt football and wrestling only.

(fyi, im the only girl among all my cousins on my dad's side)

even when im with cousin, we only manage to talk abt kpop !

how sad isnt it ?

at least there's someone who talk abt girl stuff to me right now.

im so HAPPY ! HAHHAHAHHAHA !

im soooo free to blog right now since im having full shift right now.

business are much better since everything is better xD

did i mention we had our dinner at Tao because we manage to hit target at the month of July ?

and boss was so satisfied with our great job ?

its not only we hit target.

IS OVER TARGET ;)

and choosed my bday eve to had dinner , is like SHEONG HEI LAM MUN ? xD

guess what Jimmy told me the other day ?

: im kicking u to Grace. she'll fetch u these few days cause im busy.

sounded insulting yet funny :x

i cant stop laughing and shouted : kick me to your sis. then next is kick me to where ???

yeahhhh laaaaa. their family provide me transport and meal if i work noon shift or full.

oh ? i heard that.

what meal isnt it ?

look down.

Thousand Layer Cake and Mousse Cake.

HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA !!

oh ohhh ! not to forget Chatime as well :P

i was still full the other day when they bought me this.

so, felt happy only :x

while, one day, i was freaking hungry since i had my last meal at 2pm.

and my tummy start growling around 8 plus -.-

u know, the feeling when you're hungry and alone.

and suddenly someone came in with food on their hand for YOU !

that feeling is very TOUCHING.

wait, that feeling is explainable.

i feel like asking why, i feel like eating.

is like as if that someone know im hungry

i bet they do :x

by seeing me working full shift alone, his mind must have told him : the girl next door is hungry. make her something

ah ? who ???

the chef next door lo ~ HAHHAHAHHA.

BEST BREAD WITH RAW SALMON AND CHEESE TOPPING EVER !

well, i dont eat raw stuff at all.

and that, was very yummy and i finished it fast.

guess im hungry ehh ? :)

ppl said, food taste better when you're hungry.

i guess, its TRUE ! :D

oh, btw, Pond and Ashley were here.

i saw someone knocking my shop's window

and my mind is like, ''so familiar one ? ''

i know. delay betul.

there's been few friends coming over and look for me these few weeks.

at least im happy!

hehe ! :)

:D

2011-09-11T21:19:00.000-07:00

bye bye Joseph Loh !

*this is my iPod's wallpaper tho* :)

be good in Canada :)

btw, we had a small surprise party the other day at Pond's house.

we tricked him, hide at Pond's place and ta-dahhhhh ! SURPRISE ! :D

heheheh ! i'll nvr forget his O.o + whatthell face xD

we had a blast of course.

but i left early due to working morning shift the next day .

laughed like mad before Joseph came.

Jokers mates xD

more pics coming up when Pond upload them. LOL.

ahhhh ! btw, Amanda... Amanda is..

HAHAHHAHHAHA!

not telling :P

will show u pics in few months time.

we're all so excited and happy for her. :X

i was jumping around when i heard the news.

and still, praying for the best :)))))

so, i volunteered to work noon shift as all my transport is provided by my manager xD

i can finally sleep till NOON ! :D hahhahahhaha !!

yup, i volunteered :)

doesnt sounds like me eh ?

i even volunteered to work FULL shift.

HAHHAHAHA !

everyone stare at me with the O.O face.

i told them im okay as long as transports are okay :)

why not being good to others when others are being good to u ? :)

nvr want her to be so tired anymore.

as i can see, she's seems more tired and craving for diff foods and not finishing them >:(

i cant wait for few months time! :D

happy happy happy !! xD

and Thailand twice next year.

IM GONNA BE SO SO SO BROKE ! :/

jealousy attacks boyfie the other day.

accident attack me the next day.

boyfie posted this on my wall early in the morning.

ah well.

i had a silly smile for my very first time eversince that accident.

his guilty-ness are funnier :x

he text me , feeling guilty and sweet at the same time

still, im okayyyy ! :D

at least i know you're care :3

p/s : was told to ignore all those nonsense and childishness.

of course I DO !

no worries peeps.

nothing that came out from someone useless and lifeless that hurts me anymore.

NOTHING ! heh !

i'll be a happy kid of course !

for sure.

my life is much better ! :D

no worriessssss !

seriously.

hehehe !

:'(

2011-09-10T03:23:00.000-07:00

its all about FOOOOOOODDDD !

and car :x

let me say.

firstly, we often get free food from Yogitree's chef.

when i say often, i mean it.

and of course their food are seriously, YUMMEHH ! :D

feel free to cisit them at First Floor The Gardens Mall.

RIGHT NEXT TO MY SHOP :P

hahahhahhahhahah !

look at the pics below !

make u drool isnt it ? :)

yeaaa ! made me drool again and AGAIN as well ! :d

and THANK YOU SO MUCHHHHHH , dear chef from Yogitree .

for sending meal to us to satisfied of hungerrrrr ! :D

there's a pic of choco brownie and another pic of salmons on top of some bread that i didnt upload.

well, sorry.

IM LAZY ! :p

look at my baby car this time..

accident kau kau early in the morning while i went out da pao since im having my noon shift today

i woke up at 9am, and i was thinking, why not go get some breakfast before heading to work

since im hungry. work starts at 2pm. its soooooo EARLY !

and fucking accident ruined my appetite and my day.

called boyfie, asked him how :(

he woke up right away until my prob is solved.

called brother to come home asap and hide from parents.

well, hiding plan nvr work.

LOOK AT THIS WEIH !

how to hide ?!! D;

yeahhhh.

got screwed... BY BROTHER .

'' driving is not a video game ! ''

this word is just repeating in my mind and i cried like a baby because i was scared.

i was really really scared.

no joke.

manager found out and she called me right away.

talk to me until i felt okay.

parents called and told me they sent it for fixing already.

cost so much that i smacked my own head because they said even the light bulb is broken.

now u know how hard i banged ??!!!! :'(

i seriously feel so guilty that my parents have to dig $$$ from them again.

i felt so guilty for the one who i banged.

IM SORRY !!! :'(

Baby Kitty ! :D

2011-09-07T00:57:00.000-07:00

HHEHEHHEHHEEH !

the new car reached here like, end of last month ?
:)

right after the Hungry Ghost Festival of course.

and damn. i love that new car.

i mean inside.

regretted for promising my dad to drive the old one instead :(((((

OWH WELL ! face the fact ! HAHHAHA.

so, yeahh.

been driving around.

i even drove to Gardens Mall

*clap clap !!!*

with bf guidance of course.

right now, my off day = train myself to drive to Gardens Mall.

LOL.

i'll deco my car to make it look new. *nod head*

spot this ??

bought this for my baby car ! :D

owh owh ! and i bought something like this as well !

ordered it online thru Amanda's friend :)

cant wait for it to reach.

she told me it will be end of the month and Amanda will go to her house and get it for me.

gahhhh !

i cant wait. i cant wait !!

KITTY AHHHHH !!

i bet i'll super love my car :D

thank you parents.

for this wonderful birthday present as well.

iloveyouboth ! :))))

they told me : u look much more happier now without anyone creating troubles and stories around u, isnt it ?

i guess, IT IS :)

:)

2011-08-10T19:48:00.000-07:00

IMMA HAPPY KID NOW ! :)

.
BECAUSE THERE'S FINALLY A CAR FOR MEEEEEEEEE!

oh yeahhh. ME ! :)

a week before my bday, parents plan to get a car for me as a bday present.

HUGE ONE THIS YEAR ISNT IT ? :)

but the car nvr get to reach on time because they were having a dilemma abt which car to choose =/

and yest, they decided to call my manager's brother up for some talk

so, yeahhhh.

talk talk talk. they met for the first time and mum started to burst out all my things to him -________________________-''''

amat amat sedih :x

she even ask abt Jimmy's stuff.

u was shooking my head when i knew :x

anyway, they finally decided to get one from him

wheeeeeee !

deposit paid and all i need to do now is wait patiently :x

a white MYVI.

that makes my hse, 2 MYVI @@

might be driving the old one first .

u know la.

had my OH-I-ALMOST-GOT-MY-CAR-BANG moments for SO MANY TIMES.

and parents say after getting used to driving, i can trade in the old Myvi and get any car i want.

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA !

was laughing like mad this morning when i heard.

means, the worker will drive the new Myvi :O

nobody wanna see me banging a new car =/

i've been sleeping real early this few days .

still, dark circle is still here.

seriously, mou dak gao lo :X

and when i mean real early, is like around 9-11pm ++

yes. sleeping at that hour, dont sounds like me eh ? ;)

i finally get to drive around.

well, next month onwards if not mistaken.

since parents said no one will get a new car on Seventh Month .

well, superstitious isnt it ?

i do believe in all these tho .

oh well, I'LL WAIT REALLY PATIENTLY LIKE HOW A FAT KID WAIT FOR HIS FOOD ! :)

eventho im not the one who drive u, still, at least there's an extra car in the house.

NYAHAHHAHAHAH !
i've even think abt how to decorate it with all kitty stuff .

OPPS ! :X

stering, gear, seats, EVERYTHING ;)

oh, btw, went to meet up with cousin brother the other day.

he came back from Aus, went to Bangkok, then Taiwan

and finally back in Msia for 2 days and off he go back to Aus =/

seeeeeeee ! not much time to meet.

i was like late for like 2 hours ?

thanks to boyfie >:(

woke up late, lunch, hair cut, jam.

ended up like that loh !

i reached there, cousin brother went and paktoh already -.-

called daphne and they say he's on the way.

he left daphne at Kim Gary since she's with chuckei .

decided to drag me to Kim Gary to meet with both of the girls after meeting with the aunt.

but i refused lo :x

HAHHAHHAAHHAH. i shy ma !

as usual, talked abt Kpop, life, dress up.

and yeah, he's the closest cousin brother to me :)

we sayang each other alot , k ?

during family meeting, we only stick to each other and talk abt kpop for 1 whole day ! :x

gahhhh. come back soon gor gor !

another cousin bro coming back soon.

ah well. another kpop cousie >:)

0508 :)

2011-08-06T19:53:00.000-07:00

so yeahhh.

IM 19 ALREADY ! HAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA ! *EVIL LAUGH OUT LOUD*

so, how is it ?

well, better than last year i assume :)

at least there's cake for me this year.

HAHHAHAHA. wtf i know xD

the best thing?

I GOT PPL I WANT AROUND ME :)

thats all it matters.

my FAMILY, MY COLLEAGUES, MY BOYFIE :)

it started with this.

my boss came over and call me to clean up the shop.

fountain, floor, window.

i did with ayu while cousin sis and Amanda went out and dapao snowflake since im craving for it.

i cleaned, i accidentally knock my boss with the mop, i drop the dustpan and cause a loud thud, running back to shop and LOL until boss LOL along with me.

turn around and saw Amanda holding Baskin Robbins' ice cream cake.

WTF right ?

my face was like O.O then i goes HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA !

and they goes HAHAHHAHAHAHHA along with me by seeing my reaction.

lovely cousin sis actually rmb what i want !

i once pull her to look at Baskin Robbin's cake since i tried their ice cream and choco fondue .

their ice cream cake are so pricy we walked away just like that.

on Bday eve, I GOT THIS.

i seriously have to love her so badly for rmb everything i said and planning it with them

GAHHHHHHHH ! :D

look at my happy make up-less face .

that face -________-''

anyway. HAHHAHAHAH !

thank you, boss ! :)
thank you, cousin sis!

btw , its her first time putting eyeliners on.

pretty isnt it ? :)
thank you Ayu! :)
Thank you, supervisorku, Amanda ! :)
on the same day, boss decided to close the shop as early as 6pm

just because she's bringing us to Tao Cuisine for Japanese Buffet ! :D

lovely isnt it ? xD

everyone was so excited

and LATE.

due to not enough time to dress up and JAM JAM JAM from MV to Sunway Giza.

if you're wondering why our plate is so clean, thats because the waiter changed a new one for us.

VERY GOOD SERVICE ! :)
and wonder who capture for us ?

Boss drag her bf along to be our cameraman :)

and my boss decided to do something like this
and take 2 . mind my ugly faces

i dont know when she start capture and stop capture.

i keep complain complain and complain after that. hahahahaha !

everyone was full and all start chik chak and chik chak ! :)

we had a really really great night.

thank you boss

thank you for planning

thank you for spending us.

thank you for allowing us to relax :)

btw, Ling spotted me in Sunway Giza, wished me and hugged me :)

thank you honey too ! :)

saw ning's instagram , gahh ! I LOVE U ! :D

on my birthday, the 5th , boyfie decided to take leave and he call me to take as well

so i did :)

like usual

lunch, movies and dinner.

before that, Darling Xian came over and gave me a present in the morning.

HEEL CREAM :)

just what i need for my cracked heels :x

lunch at parents shop since im craving for meehoon with lou wong gua soup !
its been awhile

and old ppl say during birthday, u have to eat meehoon soup, with boiled egg and chicken.

so, mum asked me am i having lunch at her place, and yes, she prepared them :)

YUM YUM !

we watched Captain America and i have to say DROOLS WHEN I SEE THOSE MUSCLES ! xD

dinner at Daorae.

my choice since it's been awhile since i went there.

boyfie's salary out on the same day

so, YAY !! ^^V

look at my huge smile and boyfie's fake smile since his wallet gonna bleed xD

and tadahhh !

dbsk, suju, rain is like everywhere when i go in

they put on 2ne1's , Secret's , and 2am's songs.

ahh. its much better than Kepong's branch

highly recommended :)

oh ! and we capture some polaroid during dinner.

idk should i hang it or frame it.

Jimmy came over and said it look better hanging there.

so, HANG THEN :D

i had a blast this year.

i really do :)

Thank you so much.

for everything :)

*curved hands into love shape with a big wide smile*

p/s : in this company, nobody boycott u. nobody gang bang u.

we find it weird why all these happens.

spit it out, WE FOUND OUT THE TRUTH.

and yeahhh. hurtful truth, still, I GOT OVER IT . :)

and YOU, yeah yeah. tiny little YOU. *pointing*

remove me all u want.

delete me.

nowonder u text me insted of facebook me.

checked it. ahh ! ADD AS FRIEND :)

nahhh. im alright of course ! D

cause seeing u believing someone who lies so much, and someone u just knew

than your own friend for years, you're not worth to be fuck ! :)

opps ! sorry for being rude . cause i thought its okay to be rude to someone like u.

maybe u guys and be unnie and maknae since both had lied so much.

your friends, your super close friends, found out your lies, spit it to me, and everyone decided to forget it.

well, i realize that made u lied more. UH-OH.

and others, i have to remove them, because i start doubting everything she used to tell me.

well, dorky said : let just say she is wrong in all this..

but what else can you do about it ?
You being unhappy it just would ruin your day.
do you think is worth it to let something like this ruin you ?

well, thank you.

but seriously.

its hard for me to trust someone right now.

2011-07-27T03:20:00.001-07:00

finding out everything.

i finally know whats behind

and thank god, everyone of us nt being quiet and decided to spill out everything.

and we all finally knew whats behind.

yes, u nvr ask me to leave her or what.

u made me think that way

u said they backstabbed me.

u knew i eat ppl's word easily.

but when u go to them, u said they backstabbed me.

bt all these while, u're the one who said everything.

u said i nvr care abt u , nvr ask why are u being so furious ?

well, i showed them i did.

and slowly, everything been spill out.

now i know, why u dont have any friends.

u only have friends u know thru the net.

and the only one is HIM

u always said 8 years of friendship.

but u backstabbed him non stop

but he's the only one you hang out with.

he didnt know anything.

u always said : between your friends, i back u up, i made them shut up, i ignore them. u dont need friends with that kind of attitude. im nt a barbarians like them.

but u didnt.

didnt at all..

yes, i was angry at that moment.

but i ask myself either, do u even have a right to say them that way, calling them that way ?

no matter how angry i am, they are still my friends...

i know myself better

u borrowing money from all the colleagues and nvr wanna pay back.

what she said was right

u manage to pay on snsd stuff, buying so many things.

but when ppl ask their money back, you'll say : im not going anywhere arent i ? i'll pay when i have money. is not like i'll run away with it.

but no. every month, after salary, you'll spend on your own stuff without thinking abt paying them back. u borrowed frm the whole company.

added everyone's tgt is almost 500++

this is how much u owe.

and when ppl confront u, you'll start scolding back

thats you, you're always right, you'll always win.

sometimes, we wonder, do u fake your sickness up .

since u can fake so many things up and make up all the stories.

of course, no one can get away with karma.

but it depends, how huge or tiny little one it is.

dont say as if im the only one who hurted her

what abt u causing her to drink and drive, not replying her, deleting every single msg of hers without reading ?

what shocked me the most, u even try hacking into my facebook to remove my boyfriend ?!

what are u even up to ?

my friend called me to printscreen everything.

but no, i didnt.

i capture it down instead.

because printscreen can totally be edited.

u tried before, editing a printscreen, to start a fight between sones.

and everyone think you're right and back u up.

when all the words on the printscreen pic are fake.

i decided to stay in this company.

because i finally realize all those misunderstands that cause by someone.

and because the other job offer is sending me to somewhere else.

i got my own reason.

i dont have to explain everything to u.

few years ago,

my ex warned me abt u.

my bf now warned me abt u

my family warned me abt u

my colleagues warned me abt u.

but i nvr listen.

i scold them back instead.

i continue hiding all your wrongs and trusting u.

but seeing everything, made me realize , AHH. they were right all these while. why nvr i listen and hurt myself. ?

but no worries

i've delete, remove, threw everything into the rubbish bin :)

yes, facebook, contact number, things she get. EVERYTHING .

i dont feel that way, i always tell them, we're like best friends, like sisters, dont think to much

they tried to convince me.

but i nvr listen

sorry peeps.

i do now.

i do believe what u guys said now.

there are more, but i just wanna full stop..

Oh La La !

2011-07-20T01:17:00.000-07:00

ahh. it was another 18th the other day :)

i had my off day on 17th

since baby need to work on 18th. well, same goes to me.

we went to JOJO PAN MEE at ss2 for lunch.

SUPERB PAN MEEEEEEEE ! :)

after that, Transformers for movie at night

wait. we went home after getting ticket.

to SLEEEEPPPPPP ! i was very very tired.

same goes to him.

and Transformers, AWESOME PAWSOME !

jinja. ! i really really really want a BUMBLEBEE !

baby made me feel better.

made my day feel better of course.

telling him what happen, showing them messages abt what i said and someone changed stories.

ahhh ! IM MUCH BETTER ! :)

i learn. learn to get a higher EQ.

my boss, told me : have a higher EQ, dont care anymore.

true indeed :)

one thing i dont understand.

we called each other BITCH.

thats close friends. we all know there's nothing more than that.

but the moment i text, why do u even complain when most of us call each other that way ?

and one other saw it and said : whats wrong with her calling u that way ? now we should know who's our friend and who's not.

OMGEEEE ! come on la. we call each other bitch, u call each other bitch, should we or everyone of us make a war at the very first place ?

making a huge fuss for one call.

pffftt ! -.-

of course, Grace is like the greatest boss ever.

but, im really sorry i have to resign this time.

i had a job offer, high pay, bright future, leading .

i wanna be successful.

i wanna show ppl who look down on me, that im successful one day, leading that company.

i'll work hard for my new job, i'll promise.

i'll save the money eventho its high pay, i promise :)

sorry i cant help much anymore..

sorry boss :')

me, being quiet, not fighting back, act nothing doesnt mean im wrong.

IT MEANS I HAVE A HIGHER EQ .

better than barking nonsense. :)

DRAMAS

2011-07-13T19:43:00.000-07:00

HI, DEAD BLOG ALIVE ? XD

So much happens nowadays ..

things happens, ppl twist and turn, hurting each other with words.

well, DRAMAS of course

it hurts when someone told me : You know why ? because u couple already mar. how to call u out ?

fucking annoying.

doesnt mean when someone couple, they cannot have friends.

i got shocked listening those words from u when im trying to tell u how i feel.

u tell me u felt the same, u did complained , backstabbing.

but WHY, in the end, u go tell others everything u said, IS ALL I SAID ?

and when i nvr say anything abt insulting anyone, u told i've insulted ppl around.

i didnt know until i read abt it.

how would i even trust u now ?

please, ppl with BRAINS AND HEART should listen to both party and not only 1.

parents been comforting me these few days.

well, i nvr tell the boyfriend a single thing.

not even one. having someone listening to me crying over the phone is already enough.

i dont know where to start since things seems so complicated.

the unnie did copy and paste to other unnie abt what someone just post.

well,i nvr call anyone a slut before.

I SWEAR I NVR.

but of course, both unnie trust me more.

oh well, you're bursting it to the wrong person.

i nvr make up any stories.

im not the only one who complains.

not the only one who say two faces.

u did too. few others did too. but why, im the only one who get it ?

why is all the blame on me ?

the moment we talk, we shared, not spread.

nt making things worst.

and YOU, think abt it, stop making a fool out of yourself , saying mean things abt it, jumping into own conclusion, and spread unknown rumors. thank you.

oh well, i really should cool myself down.

i know i know.

Vacation next year.

HELLO THAILAND. I CANT WAIT TO SEE U AGAIN :))))

2011-05-01T21:58:00.000-07:00

as time goes by, it bleeds even more

i've been swallowing blood sometimes..

and when i cant stand it anymore, i spit it out

seeing the whole sink or tissue is full of blood, disgust me..

im tired..

tired of being like this..

god, if u wanna take me away, go ahead..

im tired being like this

surrounded with shits.

2011-04-20T07:14:00.000-07:00

What else I can say besides saying I'm disappointed ..?
Why should everything be blamed on me and make it sounds like I'm the one who ruined everything..?
I'm tired with all these
I heard enough...
I rather stay alone now...
I got nobody..
Yes, nobody...

oppa

2011-04-16T21:35:00.000-07:00

what oppa told me last night is still on my mind..

what unnie told me last night, is still on my mind..

what honey told me last night, is still onmy mind..

its replaying like a CD..

Good man doesnt need chances, xuan
♥ :D

because normally, if its wrong or right in my position..
i still think is not right to argue with a weaker person.
girls heart are so weak..
and once its break, its very hard to mend it back.

if i ever do anything wrong, first thing i do is say im sorry.
but i seldom do that since im nice guy ^^ 하하하

Guys that has still have ego inside them means they are no man at all..
If you are comparing to another guy, of course..
we must be ego.
but why be ego towards a girl ?
dont make any sense...
what happened to you....

Your partner is not treating you well ?
You are so young !
we never thought you are so quickly taken 하하하 ~
What to do, pretty girls are always taken.
you want my judgement on this ?

Araso ! Okay !
Here's my concept.
Girlfriend are to have.. is to be love.
not a doll for you to let go your anger at..
Is like...
You want to give love... you want to love..
so you find a girlfriend that love you.
Rule number one, namja dont lay hands on their girl..
this is never ever, cos,,, if he ever does.. means.. he is not a namja !
Rule number two, guys dont raise their voice to show that they are angry.. if true guys... they will just tell other close namja how angry they are, cos if they love their girl.. they wont scold or shout at them..
Rule number three, for the most important.
no namja should make his girl cry because of his wrong doings.
If your namja never did this, then you can give him another chance ^^
If not, cancel his name out from your list.
put my name 하하하 !!!!

anyway, i dont agree of what you are thinking.
i mean, what your heart is thinking.
xuan-sshiiiiiiiiiiiiii ♥

love, oppa.

Darling, I hope i wasnt too late..
Im still outside..
but im free to talk for the moment.
things are still messing up your life isnt it?

Im here for you

you knew we love you and want the best for you.

etc..etc...etc...

love, unnie

well, actually there's more from unnie.

but , its just too private for me to post it out =/

i read those msg, 1 by 1 and i cried..

i cried for seeing how much they care abt me

how everyone gather together just too cheer me up

kamsahmnida (_ _)

for staying up late just to talk to me

cheering me

giving me advice..saranghae

xoxo !

Grandma, Popo, Hemoni :)

2011-04-15T20:07:00.000-07:00

last sunday. :)

had our dinner here with my family

why ?

because its grandma's birthday celebration.

im gonna make this short

since is 1 week ago :x

rush home after work to prepare.

and off to CHUI WAH LAO.

i was drunk for my very first time.

oh well.

half cup of red wine make me dizzy

uncle came to my table and cant stop calling me to drink another half cup

1 SHOT ! D;

i walk to the toilet, calmly and puke -.-

but nothing out.

well, just a little -.-

went home, and the boyfriend have to carry me up to the bed and take care of me

i dont know why, i cant stop hitting him until he got angry.

yahhhh ! i was drunk mar ;(

getting drunk when u have to work next day isnt right.

BUT ITS ONLY 1 CUP OF WINE -______________-'''

and this is my grandma :)

saranghae, hemoni

happy birthday ! :))))

we'll make it bigger next year.

hopefully :)

and i didnt post much pic here because the file was too big and it'll take forever -.-

i've post them on facebook tho :)

Genting AGAIN :p

2011-04-02T20:46:00.000-07:00

HI TO GENTING AGAIN EH ? :D

so, like i said in my previous post, i went genting with boyfriend and his friends :)

woke up around 8.30am, wake him up, both prepare for outing

and guess what happen next ?

TRAFFIC JAM -___________-''

all the way from Kepong to SS2.

we reached Kuchai Lama to meet karbou and nicholas around 10.30 :x

then off for dim sum.

yummehhhh dim sum they have there ;D

i dont know what's that restaurant name tho

but they open till 12pm only.

off to genting after that.

Gao dim everything and off to THEME PARK ;D

we only manage to play like 5 games ?

cause the 5th game was the river thingy that made all of us WET .

we decided to go back to hotel and rest, and off to KFC for dinner :)))

the guys went to casino

and girls have to chill at starbucks.

kar bou said : they gamble so long. we're like wives waiting for husband to reach home from work

LOL !! xD

our room satisfied us

he even said : i wish this is our house. comfy, warm :)))
kesian him for driving all the way up.

tension eh bii ? :)))
this is karbou

our first picture :)

ehhh ?

wait wait.

our first pic is captured with her iPhone .

hehehehhehhe.

pretty aint she ? :)
US :)))
Spaceshot.

VERY THE CHI GIK ! XD
kar bou say boyfie look like those ferarri driver by wearing this xP

and he like it.

HAHAHHAHHA

btw, i love this pic :)

i love the way he hugged me

hehehe
this game that made us WET TO THE MAX !

everyone like after bathing only. hahhhah xD
we slept at 3am, wake up at 8.30am.

for what ?

for breakfast lo :)

at first world hotel

check out at 12pm, leave genting at 2pm

and no, we din go back home straight

we went for lunch and movie at 1U :))

boyfie and i headed home after the movie.

and we fall asleep straight :x

from 7pm till 11pm.

i woke up and unpacked my stuff till 12am and off to bed till the next day +.+

now u see how tired we are ?

but seriously, WE HAD FUN :))))))

waiting for the next trip :)
p/s : sometimes i wonder are our gap getting larger and larger..

i miss all the USED TO :(

every single thing we did.

i wonder will our 6 years end just like that ? :(

;D

2011-03-26T21:02:00.000-07:00

spot my BLACK lens ?

my VERY FIRST COLOUR LENS xD

hehe. i give up on wearing this already anyway.

back to my own brown eyes. LOL

oh well.

im very very excited abt this coming week

am heading to genting with Hubby Ng, kar bou and nicholas.

2 days 1 night :)))))))

having OT these few days for replacement D;

did u switch off the lights for EARTH HOUR last night ?

well, the train station did.

it was dark and humanless -____-'''

JOGOYA ;D

2011-03-25T22:28:00.000-07:00

went Jogoya on the 21st :)

with Hubby Ng, kar bou and nicholas.

yeaaaaa. i met new friends. :)

hubby sleep at my place a day before Jogoya.

nowonder he always fail to wake up

his alarm is like lullaby ! D;

make me wanna sleep more >_<

off to timesquare to met his friends.

and there. start MAKAN !

hahhahhahha.

seeeeeee. take take take.

we cant finish :p

by kar bou :)

i love this pic, idk why :p
and we spot some funny mirror at Starhill xD
LOL ! after Jogoya, SHOPPING AROUND KL !

but i nvr buy anything.

damn guai right ?

somehow, my money is like water.

flush away super fast =/

had my hair done at MITO HAIR STUDIO after that .

aigooooo. NO DIFF ?

idk :x

HAHAHHAHAH !

aigoooo. i wanna dream abt HERO again ><

Jaeeeeee !

2011-03-25T22:19:00.000-07:00

I dreamt abt you..

and now, i really really wanna meet u again :((((((

i wish that dream was true..

i dream i nvr wake up.

in reality, u give good advice.

i wish to talk to u right now.

my feelings are all mixed up :(

i wish u would comfort me like how u comfort me in my dream..

IN YOUR DREAM XUAN ! :(

p/s : xuan-shhii, fighting ! :')

kamsahamnida, oppa. <3

Bare Face is the BEST .

2011-03-14T19:22:00.000-07:00

who in the world tells you that you need to make up ?
everyone have their choice alright.
doe they even know the real basics of why make up was made or produce ?
1st, make ups were made only for people who were on performance to use...
like as well i can say during performance, dancer wants to look as good as they can.
and then they uses it.
but people misused make up and thought it was a way for a beauty result but they are oh so wrong about it !
Make up can cause some several damage to your skin as the layer of our face is really thin and is also one part of the most sensitive layer of our body.
As everyone should know, make up with toxic chemicals will cause redness and at times itchy-ness and also pimples.
if you ever have pimples or open pores.
applying make ups on it will cause scars too.
well, people might say that you can protect the layered of your face with moisturizer or whatever they can think of.
come on, we are not eight.
everyone know that's a lie !
make up contains toxic chemical.
who are we so stupid to believe it wont damages on our face ?
well, perhaps you can..
with a plastic bag over your face then.

Perhaps when you are used to using make ups and it has causes some severe damages on your skin and now your life is depending on make ups to cover it up then hell yeahhh, that will be the excuse.
Cover up more of the scars and it will only worsen.
not helps!
thats basic 101, how can anyone who has experience on it doesnt know about it ?

shall hope you two dont go on putting any make up on when you are working.
For real this will causes some damage on your face in the future.
and the moment in the future you are regret..
wont that be too late ?
Whoever who forces you to put on make up, stand firm on your own ground and stick to what your heart says.
if he/she still wanting to do so.
let them have all the make up they want on their face (NOT YOURS)
they can even eat it if they wants too.

You are selling on natural products.
and you standing there greeting them with your make up on ?
I mean, if i was a potential buyer that have just so happens to walk into your shop, and i see you having all those make ups covering your face...
do you still think i would trust you in introducing me on your organic product ?
When you yourself is still using make up, how do you expect for me to start using organic product ?
what makes you think you have the right to convince me into buying your products ?

if i were you.
I put nothing on the face.
since you are selling natural organics.
meaning, people who uses organic wants a better face..
with natural ingredients.
not using make ups to cover up this and that.
Organic can helps improve our faces becoming better.
if you or any of your colleague is there in the shop with make up on.
i am so not walking into your shop because if i cnt even rely on the staff who has make ups on... why would i go into your shop ?
isnt thats the point ?
the main point of organic shop is to let people know..
it doesnt harm your face and it will beautify your face.
unlike other chemical products.
but you can convince a customer if you stand there with even one bit of make up on your face.
you have no right to ask a customer to try on natural organic products when you are using something to cover up your face.
NATURAL ORGANIC.
i think as a person who sells this products should know the basic of what this 2 words mean.

this is what my unnie tell me.

WAY TO GO MY SMARTY DEAR ! <3

and i WOW-ed when i read this. xD

Thats why i only make up during special occasions or going out for a date or something.

i dont put on make up everytime, every single day.

i rmb hw i first meet my bf with make up on.

and everytime during our date , i got used to it.

he asked me to be his alot of times with my make ups on.

until 1 day, i realise this doesnt help.

i can show my bare skin, my skin isnt cacat.

there's no holes, no pimples. only dark circles.

so, why am i afraid?

so yeahhh. i decided to show him my bare face after few dates.

and of course, if u love me, accept me.

and on that day, he even call me to be his gf. with despo feeling. and ask again and again xD

and he claims , i look better without make up.

right now, i can even wake up from my sleep and seeing him beside me with no make up on.

not a single moisturizer or bb cream.

so, whats with make up that cover our face that much ?

there are no ugly girls. only lazy girls.

girls should take care of their face.

not cover everything with make ups.

it will make them go worse than ever.

ps : i nvr wanna put on make up every single day during my working hours and yet, i nvr wanna wear high heels everyday.

kamshamnida.

2011-03-12T18:13:00.000-08:00

谢谢各位大德的关心及祝福...可惜舅子还是逃不过因果业障...
舅子在昨天早上及下午健康慢慢好转,但是到了我回家过后大概晚上11点20分,太太打来说医生说非常紧急了,因为舅子的心跳和血压突然变得很弱很弱...医生在急救...

我盖了电话马上去载岳父又一次下Muar 医院, 到了医院大概1点了..太太见到我说"走了...弟弟走了", 走的时间是12:15AM,看见岳母和太太出奇的冷静,但是可以感觉到她们都是撑着的...很是担心...

安排好一切,我进去看舅子,当时他已经包起来了,只是跟他说要他放下一切,好好上路,家里有我还有其他人看着,父母也不用操心,要他好好上路...说着的时候心情是无比沉重的而且也很伤心,这么乖又这么孝顺的孩子...哎...

安排妥当,就安排载送舅子遗体回家,到家大概4点多凌晨,已经很多亲戚朋友在等着了,但是有交待谁都不准哭,不然舅子放不下的...岳父决定把遗体放在大厅,当时还不打算放入棺木,要念弥陀佛8个小时,因为他们相信这段时间舅子是业障夺命,而且还有意识的,如果在这段时间穿上衣服,身体会很痛,有如乌龟脱壳一般...也或许是想看孩子多几面吧...

遗体放在客厅,舅子鼻子,眼睛和嘴巴都有血...看了很叫人心疼...太太亲戚们一直默念阿弥陀佛...早上10点多才把遗体放入棺木,嘴里还是一直流血...或许是之前住院太久的关系吧...而且医生都是用很强的药物...

这个星期四会出殡火化,好好的一个人..突然间就酱紫了..真的很难接受...

两个礼拜前,太太跟我说,一天舅子还是病着的时候,在房间突然跟他妈妈说,

舅子:妈..来下

岳母:什么事?

舅子:来下就对了..

岳母: (走前来)

舅子: (大大力的往岳母身上抱..) 妈妈...谢谢你这么久以来对我的照顾,我很感谢你...

岳母: (当时就流泪了)

我听了真的眼泪都快彪出来...怎么有这么好的儿子...真的很令人怜惜...太太说他从小到大都不喜欢麻烦人,从来没有要求父母买东西,也不跟父母讨钱...即使是身体很累或很不舒服,也从来不告诉人,什么都不想让人担心...究竟要修多少世的福才能有酱紫的孩子啊??? 当时我的心是酱紫想的...

舅子在KL读书,每次都会Send MSG给我太太,跟她说"姐..你几时回来Segamat? 我很想念你,很想见你",不然就"姐..我很想念你" ...太太跟我说的时候已经哭成泪人了..舅子在医院的时候一直都有很多朋友来探望他..都希望舅子早日好起来,而且很多朋友跟我太太说舅子是一个活生生的开心果...而且人完全没有脾气的... 他们都很喜欢他...很多人都哭红了眼睛...

乖巧,孝顺又很好人格的孩子为什么会有酱紫的下场????? 我只能说...这是因果,是业障...唯有承受,但是家人真的能够接受得了这个事实吗??? 这是很长远的一个问题...现在伤口是血淋淋的,痛苦无比..诺干年后或许没有这么痛,但是伤口复合变成疤痕...疤痕虽然不痛..但是是一道永远无法忘记的痛...永远.....

希望朋友们珍惜当下和眼前人,还要多修佛法,孝顺及行善...阿弥陀佛!!!

再一次谢谢各位朋友们的关心和祝福!!! 感恩!!!!

i found this.. from your facebook, wrote by your bro-in-law right.. ?

u've suffer too much, xiao mei...

i dont understand this article at first, until my cousin read 1 by 1 for me..

do u know that everyone misses u and wanted u to come to our dream ?

i miss your HOHOHOOOOOO laugh :(((

everyone of us stay far away from each other.

but a single phone call, makes our day .

right now, we nvr even get to hear your voice ;(

before u left, my high school friend came and visit..

and i said, my true friends ? IS YOU GUYS.

you guys helped me alot alot alot.

and honestly, u guys give me great advice and always be there for me ...

not a single time, u guys wont be there for me.

rmb how i was sick, and u guys are teasing me saying i'll get H1N1 ?

after i recover, its your turn. that makes me run around infront of u and tease u back ?

but during the moment we tease each other, we actually helping each other to recover.

calling each other to drink more water and eat med, get strepsils and all..

all of us, DID THESE..

and when im in trouble, and all The Chef's ppl stay far away from my place.

they get the cab to my house, and call the taxi driver to drop us at KL and everyone accompany me back to my house even if its midnight.

that moment. flashbacks abt our class came to me..

that moment, when you're not with us, we still talk abt u and laugh.

abt how u beat the batter and your epic laugh made us LOL..

we tried calling u after that, but u didnt pick up..

u pick up once and said u're sick and hang up..

you're the one who promise me that you'll come for convo.. but u nvr appear.

u text ah pek and apologize that you're not coming anymore..

we didnt know that your sickness will be this serious :(

why didnt u tell us ?

why do u hide from us.. ?

even we ask u what sickness, u will answer : SMALL PROB ONLY LAH !

if it is, why would u leave, xiao mei... :(

yes, i said we'll be strong..

but every night before i sleep, i had flashbacks abt us.

how u tell others that i look like a mixed-blood and trying to confirm im pure chinese.

after confirm, coming to me and intro yourself

saying i look like mixed blood and i say u look like a taiwanese..

and there goes the history.

xiao mei ah xiao mei.

we'll be alright, we'll be fine..

i promise.

jinja jinja yagsog !

and you and others will shout : STOP SPEAKING IN ALIEN LANGUAGE !

:')

xiao mei :'(

2011-03-09T07:27:00.000-08:00

i rmb how u come to me and intro yourself as xiao mei.

i thought u were joking and ans u, '' yea yea. im chao mei err . ''

That's how we know each other isnt it ?

we can camwhore non stop and u'll still be more choosey than me.

we even talked abt make ups like BB cream is the most important thing as the base and everything. and yet, we can share the same BB cream together.

u would hide it in your pocket, bring me to one corner and sneak it to me because u said : '' i nvr wan ppl to know i use it because im a guy.''

we can even argue abt should we on flash in the Karaoke room during singing session.

u said no, i said yes. in the end, '' i'll say NO LA NO LAH. U WIN LOH ! '' and we'll take satisfied pictures.

u know, you're one of the reason the whole class laughed loudly..

because the way u laughed is too funny till all of us have to LOL because u laughed.. we have more memories besides this.

but why, why do u just have to leave us without bidding goodbye...

our friend told me that you're gone, i called him not to play a prank on me because u're the hyper one.. right now, why do u leave before us..?

we've said we'll be chef together.

and when i cried during our last day.

u look at me and cried along with me until we both be able to laugh...

RIP, xiao mei. keep your chef personality, no matter where are u.

we always do saranghae you

you always say goodbye after class..

this time u didnt...

and sorry, i nvr get to say goodbye to u too...

xiao mei ahhh. u know, WO MEN YONG YUAN DOU SHI HAO PENG YOU... :')

YI DING DE !

p/s : who's gonna play tong pak fu and chow heong with me now .. ?

who's gonna randomly come over and tell me : pan dao is mine, not yours now.. ?

which guy will ever share skin care info with me now.. ?

who's gonna laugh with the epic laugh ever that make everyone stare at each other and LOL non stop in the end ?

who's gonna run to me and smack me when i shouted : Xiao mei, your BB cream in my bag. get it yourself later !

who's gonna give me THE LOOK when i said : what skincare u using. flawless skin u have there.

who's gonna come to me and say : ah xuannnnn. HOHOHOHOHOHO.

xiao mei ahh. RIP. i promise..

we promise..

we'll come over and visit u..

we will..

Graduated :)

2011-02-27T01:42:00.000-08:00

look what i wore today ! :)

lets see. i pack my stuff to stay overnight at Swiss Garden last night with my friends.

4 girls, 4 guys.

we played poker till 3am and have to wake up at 6am.

imagine everyone's face.

smiling with eyes close .

HAHAHHAHAHAH ! too excited mar xD

we went and prepare and done before 8am.

supposed to be in the hall at 7.30pm, u know :x

we were late.

rehearsed twice and when all the parents, fam members or friends reached.

there start our convo.

luckily only 2 of them have their speech

the speech can really kill me.

but somthing kill me thru laughing.

one of the lecturer said : HI PARENTS.

and all the parents start to wave

the lecturer said : good. polite parents. must be malaysian.

HAHHAHAHAHHAHHA ! xD

that makes me cracked up really bad.

we had Hi-Tea session after that .

we're like hungry ghost u know xD

the convo end around 2.30pm.

and there.

i started to miss all of u already.. :(

he said he gt no time to buy flower.

but i got this as a surprise ! :P

thank you hubby Ng

1st teammate, ah pek :P
2nd teammate, pan dao :P
sinji, jojo and moi ! :D
Chef Simon :)

he look botak with this hat :x

im sorry teacher !!

HAHHAHAHAHHAHA !

group photo.

spot me ? spot u ? :D
:)))))

honestly, i cant stop smiling today eventho im tired.

we can even be as crazy as monkey eventho we only had 3 hours of sleep.
my hou zhi mui, carmen :D
we start as a teammate, graduate as a teammate.

we 3 had some heart to heart talk yest before sleep.

spilled everything out during the conversation.

and now, i start to miss u guys already :(((

the crazy peeps of mine ! ;D
i look happy right ?

HAHAHHAHAH !

i AM darn happy ! :D
ah pek.

he hide some secrets from me.

and when pan dao told me, i start to confront him.

ended up, both of them having pillow fight

and i just WHEEE WHEEEEE and WHEEEEE on the bed and cant stop laughing :x

my MAN.

gomawa (_ _)

have to spend another RM250 for this kind of pic.

aigooooo.
Chef simon in start outfit :P

hahhahaha.

i said the 1st pic i look fat and we need to take 2

he cant stop laughing and say i'll nvr chg :p

he understands me well eh. hahhaha
Hot dog. :)

babi dog.

HAHHAHAHHAHAH !

US <3 :)

:))))
another surprise ?

pink hello kitty headphones with a couple keychain.

finally ! :)
i love today.

and i miss all of u.

:(

2011-02-24T21:05:00.000-08:00

sometimes, i wonder .

WHAT AM I FOR THE PAST 7 YEARS.

sometimes, i wonder .

HOW MUCH I MEAN FOR U GUYS.

boyfriend doesnt mean EVERYTHING to me.

but most of u should know, u guys mean ALOT to me.

somehow, what u guys did, disappoint me...

alot... TO THE MAX...

HIS big day :)

2011-02-20T01:05:00.000-08:00

yesterday was 19th of Feb eh ?

guess what ?

HUBBY'S BIG DAY !

his 21st bdayyy :))))

and what i bought him ?

THE LATEST GARMIN GPS :D

iPhone's GPS shucks to the max.

for him, the road blind guy need something like this :P

dae dae dae.

Garmin just release this this year ?

the latest GPS now.

i bought the smallest size one since i cant afford the big one for him.

ahh. mian :(

off to his bday party after work and preparing.

brotherku fetch me and kate there :)

was nervous at 1st

u can hear my heartbeat even with loud music blasting xD

hahhahaha. slowly, im alright after he intro me his friends.

after intro, i realise i know most of them already :x

and they still cant pronounce my name D;

especially munkeat -.-

gt once i call him pokai zai, he said im mean.

now, he cant even pronounce my name after i repeat few times.

WHO'S MEAN ? :((((

anyway. i can recognise most of his college friends and they ask did i do some research before coming ? :x

gahhhh. i helped hubby with cutting the cake and cleaning the table.

his mum come over and talk to me .

im like, *jaw drop open wideeeeee*

plus heart beating non stop and faster ?

LOL.

brother and kate cant stop calling me to relax myself before heading in the party anyway

u know hw nervous i am right now ?

no good :P

lastly, happy bday, namja chingu aka chagiya of mine :)))

all the best to u and all

sayang me more pls :P

nyahhahaha

i love u much much my MR.NG :)

i wrote all the wishes in fb d.

read there better lo :P

love love ! ;D

Valentine 2011 :)

2011-02-14T18:17:00.000-08:00

i guess everyone can guess who's my Valentine this year eh ? :)

on Sunday night, which is Valentine's Eve, i get a surprise from him.

wait. let me go back to the little beginning.

sorry if this is a long post abt my love life for 1 little V'day :P

on, V'day eve, i have to rush home and go out for dinner with the family before my kai gor heading to Korea and then heading back to Australia.

hmph. Korea again.

oh well, im waiting to go with Andrea unnie. :P

nehehehehhehhehe.

i watched WGM- seohyun and yonghwa's part during work. and i cant stop repeating how yonghwa wake seohyun up ! =O super sweeettttt !

i was sleepy on that day. u see, i slept during my working hours, i almost sleep during dinner as well :(

hubby Ng wanted to come to the restaurant and pick me up

but when he's half way there, my parents said go home.

and im like, YAYYYYY ! CAN GO HOME SLEEEEEPPPP ! ;D

hahhahahhahhaha. but noooooo. they said going home to fire up some firecrackers.

and when i reach home, hubby Ng is already outside my house waiting for me.

YAYYAYYYYYYY ! X)

after firecrackers session, i wanna sleep !

since hubby Ng have to start working at 2am, he slept along with me :)

and yes, 2am -.- we even argue abt this abt him strt to work at 2am. but oh well. no choice. his job >:(

we slept around 11pm, and i heard someone whispers in my ear.

someone hugging me and whisper '' bii bii'' in my ear.

i ans him , like ''mmhmmm ?? ''

and guess what ? that's how yonghwa wake seohyun up ! gahhhhhh !

sweet die me :P

he wished me Happy Valentines Day and kissed me.

i was shock because its hard for him to be a romantic and sweet one u know ?

he put a bag infront of me.

since its too dark, i cant see a thing -.-

laziness attack , so he used his phone for some light :P

and guess what's inside ?

HELLO KITTY PERFUME ! :))))))))))

i rubbed my eyes to make sure it is because everytime i pass by and saw this, i cant stop starring at it and called kitty's name out :x

and yes. its the PINK one !

the next day, hubby Ng slept for only 3 hours before going out for a date with me.

we watched WHAT WOMAN WANT.

honestly, im kinda disappointed .

everyone lip-talk ??? hahhahha. lip-sync or whatever.

so, yeahh. long story -.-

we bought my Honeydew pearl milk tea at 1U, then headed to snowflake and da pao ours and then headed back home.

i was surprise because he kissed me all in a sudden in public.

so not him u know :p

HAHAHAHA!

btw, dear Hubby Ng.

thank you so much for this Valentine.

i know u didnt get enough sleep at all.

u always told me how much u love me and all.

but i always dont understand and always ask myself, WHY ME ?

i know i always gets jealous easily and all.

but please, bear with me, Hubby Ng.

u know what u did to make me feel this way eh ? :P

u asked me what i wanted for valentine.

well, i didnt know u nvr celebrate Valentine with anyone before.
nowonder u keep asking :P

but im satisfied and happy no matter what u get for me

because all i want for Valentine is u and i got it :)

i wanna stick with u like a tattoo.

i love u, hubby NG :)

my MR.NG

dont leave me and go thru every obstacles alone, araseo ?

its sweet how u google sweet talks in korean and post it on my facebook wall .

nvr know u'll be that smart :P

i wanna stick to u and want u to stick to me as well

take care of me and love me well, araseo ?

gomawa and saranghae (_ _)

*curve hands into love shape*

ps : your shoulder is the best shoulder for me :P

your shoulder = my shoulder :))))))

why ???

BECAUSE ITS ALWAYS A PLACE FOR ME TO SLEEP, A PLACE FOR ME TO LEAN MY HEAD, A PLACE FOR ME TO CRY, A PLACE FOR ME TO WIPE MY TEARS, A PLACE FOR ME TO BITE.

so, its vry important to me, araseo ? :D

Finally ! :D

2011-02-11T18:40:00.000-08:00

finally what eh ?

FINALLY I MET MY FRIENDS !

hahahahahha ! i know i know.

but u have to understand.

i was so busy till i nvr get to meet them.

i forget abt going to merv's house and all.

until when it's almost 10, i read some comments on facebook abt meeting each other on fri night.

and im like MANNNNN. am i late ? is the gathering over ?

haha. thank god it haven start yet.

still, i felt guilty for forgetting it because merv call me like, 1 week earlier ? :x

grrrr. i told myself to go home around 12am

but those fun stopped me

and ended up, i went home at 2am ! :x

last night was fun.

we played something unusual ?

hehehhe.

LAUGHING GAS :)

jason, derrick and pond told me not to play since im havin asthma.

but i told them i'll be okay.

and when mervin wanna pass me the handkerchief with laughing gas

jason and derrick stopped him and said im too weak :(

well. ITS CNY. so, i tried in the end :x

the weird thing is, i THINK im OVERDOSE :x

i cant stop laughing like dont know for how long ?

well. the feeling is like

im dizzy, feel like laughing. ended up black out. drop on the floor. realize i fell. and there goes the ROFL !

i went HAHHAHHAHHAHAHAHAH! for dont know how long :x

till everyone have to lift me up from the floor to the sofa, fan me with newspaper and bring me water :x

i got surrounded by them for a while tho. fanning me.

gahhh, i felt guilty. MIANHAE !

the truth is, i can even laugh like that without laughing gas.

CCTV in my shop got too much this kind of video. :x

HAHHAHHA ! till today, i still have flashbacks abt yest, and i smirk a lil , ALONE :X

thank god i didnt LOL alone in the public !

mannnn. i wish last night repeat every night :x

pondy. the one who i called last min and she drove me there :P
and friendship for 6 years + still counting :)
elain. babe for 6 years :)

u can ignore my retarded face :D
derrick :)

gahh. u have to come back soon u know ?!

friendship for 7 years + still counting :)

oh wait.

and relationship for half year ! HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAA !

not to forget, THEM :)

too bad, zi yang cant recognize me till merv and derrick told him who i am >:(
sticking tgt since 12 :)

7 years already

time flies, huh ? :(

and when we grow older, the gap widens.

i wonder what will happen when we're 25 :x

btw, this is my fav pic of the day ! :)))))
last but not least, GROUP PICHA ! :))

should combine last year's and this year.

epic :P

CNY :)

2011-02-05T01:34:00.000-08:00

Gong Xi Fa Cai, EVERYONE !! :D

its new year eh ?

but this new year seems to be more quiet than the previous year.

well, for me laa :x

i know i've been abandoning my blog for some time.

its like i only blog 3 times per month :x

i'll try to be more active now onwards, araseo？:)

so, what have u guys up to for CNY ?

mine is BOREDDDD ! ;(

cny eve, up to genting with family

the weather was so cold till i beh tahan. :x

came back on the first day of CNY

2nd day was normal.

slept early, and off to work on the 3rd day

no no no. not in Juice Beauty

i'll thank god if i work at Juice Beauty

no other place than MY PARENTS SHOP -______-''

i'll cont to work there till monday.

this is saddening.

CNY marrr. got bash by some customers for waiting too long

HELLOOOO ! cant u just see its already crowded, already full

we're trying our best to serve those dishes asap

u bash us and just leave

and those uncle who smoked, U DONT HOLD YOUR CIGARETTE AND SHAKE YOUR HAND EVERYWHERE WITH YOUR CIG ON YOUR HAND.

if i didnt realise it, u might have just burn my tights with it -_____-''

bloody fool.... :(

im super angry one laa..

sighh.

im tired..

my legs hurts

my body hurts..

too crowded till i nvr get to eat lunch..

i wanna slp.

but its CNY ! :(

life shucks .

p/s : thank you, u HURT me.

bye !

pls dont come back.

:)

2011-01-23T09:33:00.000-08:00

now im sick :(

well, at least there's something for me to blog right now. hehe

sick is really suffering -________-''

fever say hi and bye to me again and again and again and again.

fedup one laa. flu + sorethroat. :'(

everything seems so tasteless to me

dont feel like eating.

but hungry -.- mmg fail to diet ni.

1 day before sick, was 21st jan :)

kena offended kau kau by ppl on the 20th night.

beh song-ness make me dont feel like going to the party

so, i decided to join bii and his friends for other party after his work

i was shyyyy :x

hahahha!

shy till i dont dare to take pic.

really not me :x

his friends pranked me when bii was away for toilet .

hmmm. they were okay laa. keep serve me.

oh. and the bday girl's name is Mei Chern

sounds like Mei Shen -.-

hahhahah ! i claims i keep hearing my name the whole night :x

the funny thing is, we went to the food court nearby after the party for supper.

nowonder i cant diet.

now i know why

reach home, next day sick.

:'(

i wanna recoverrrrr.

so tasteless, so suffering :(

u see. this is what we get when we reach.

i know. i look like a ghost.

with no black pupil. LOL. !
with the bday girl :))

kthxbai

2011-01-09T20:40:00.000-08:00

okay. i know.

XUAN'S BLOG IS SO DEAD !

yea yea -.- i heard it.

am blogging nw. happy ?

no ? get lost. thank you :D

sooooooooo. on the 27th dec night.

cold night i mean. CHRISTMAS MAH !

nyahhahhahhaa !

ling, xian, genee, elain and i went to ning's hse to give her a birthday surprise.

ning din know. she only know ling was there

so, surprise success ba :D

play till around 1am.

am lazy to elaborate now.

sorrayyy

elaborate 1 by 1 thru pics, k ? :)

nene ~ this bday girl i heart to the max :D

MAIZ was there.

its vry hard for us to gather together .

like errr... few months once ?

for a complete gathering :x
and of course, we always love u, ning ning :D
always do ;D

*love love*
ppl who went :)

spot my pink fairy thingy ? :P

hehehehhehhehheheh

oh. that nude bra belong to ning.

ling bought it for ning as bday present xD
genee twinee xD

we're not twins now.

genee, chage your phone if u wanna be twin with me >:P

hehhe just kidding *innocent face*
oh. my pink kitty .

love it ? :D
camwhore with the soulmate aka wifeyy :)

camwhore like siao.

but most of them on facebook, not here :x

saranghae :)
us :)

with ning's super cute sista ! :D
oh. and this.

met Russell Lee on the 9th Jan.

what to say ? hmmm...

he came in to the hall way, and asked, '' you're mei shen right ? hehe. your pink jacket''

LOL. he want me to stand up and bow to the crowd !

thats embarrassing -.- roarrrr !

oh well, he said i can be the 1st one for him to sign my books.

but his assistant say have to follow the Q wo..

so, nvm. i said i can be the last.

unnie said : save the best for the last.

so, mei shen ni mmg best xP

nyahhahhaa !

had a long cht with him.

laughed 99.

until the event end. LOL

he's someone nice to talk to.

giving me advice.

he even said : im nagging u like im your dad right now.

and he said book 21, will be featuring me in his page.

my pics.

im like =O ! meh si ohhhhh.

scaryyyy. i dont know is he even serious or not -.-

nice meeting him, btw :)

leaving behind 2010 :)

2011-01-02T02:04:00.000-08:00

its 2011 now already huh ?

hw time flies.

LIKE SERIOUSLY.

i still rmb 2009's countdown, i celebrate it at desapark too.

waiting for HIM to call after his performance.

ah well, ITS PASSED :D

2010 ? lets see what i've done.

: being nervous and cried 1 day before SPM results was release.

yes. i cried everytime before i took my exam results :x

: going for Undang.

: Skipping NS >:)

: Found my Mr. Right.

: get my driving license.

: make new friends.

: go for my diploma in patisserie :)

: found new job in Gardens.

i DONT wanna start a new life by changing boyfie or having new wifeys.

i sticking to my MR.NG and my MAIZ :)

and yeahhh. is till haven try clubbing yet while the other friends tried already -.-

ughhhh. but im not really eager to go.

i dont feel like, it suits me :x

NO OFFEND LAAA PEEPS :)

hehhehehe.

i'll just hope my 2011 will go smoothly.

no accidents

not much tears.

not sad case.

and wait..

1 most important.

MY PARENTS ALLOW ME TO DRIVE.

pretty please ? o:)

countdown at Desapark was fun :)

kids nowadays are unpredictable.

saw someone which i hoped to see at the same place during 2009 countdown.

well. isnt that surprise anymore.

heh ! :)

Happy New Year everyone.

oh and btw, my results came out on New Year

really Happy New Year -.-

not a good way to start my 2011.

since i'll have sleepless night till i know my results -.-

Christmas Eve

2010-12-24T18:35:00.000-08:00

it was Christmas Eve yesterday ! ;D

hehehhee.

this year, i celebrate it with my Bii :)

lets see.

we went to Curve for lunch at movie

lunch at Kim Gary

Meet The Fockers for movie :)

seriously, Meet the Fockers was really really H.I.LA.R.I.O.U.S :D

hahhahhah ! everyone in the cinema cant stop laughing tho .

normal Christmas Eve eh ?

we left Curve around 8pm ++

went over to MCD for my Mcflurry since i was craving for it :D

we headed back home after that and slpt at 10pm -.-

bii claims he isnt feeling well.

oh well. i guess its just nt enough slp :(

i went up to my room, sneak under the blanket and fell asleep with him since i gt nothing to do

I WAS BORED WHEN HE'S ASLEEP.

there. i admit, chagiya !

the funniest thing was, i woke up at 12am since my phone was ringing non stop.

we wish each other Merry Christmas at 12am.

received a kiss on the forehead and both went to slp, AGAIN

sounds so piggy isnt it ? :)

hehhhe.

bii left when its almost 1am.

washed up and went back to bed myself too.

did i mention he was a pig ?

and i gt influence by him ? hehe :)
ahh. somehow, i feel that i can bully him too >:P

and yes, he was too sleepy to camwhore :x
see ~ babiku syg xD
hubby came over around 9am to fetch me to work since he's working at Gardens too.

woke up by his sms, headed to parents shop for breakfast

and well, surprisingly, there's no traffic jam ! =O

we expected it to be super jam since its Christmas.

well, not really for this year =/

hahhaa. i think it will be jamming during new year ?

baby slept too much last night

and well, he was hyper this morning.

cant stop singing.

well, i sing along with him too xD

i bought this wallet from Fossil for him as Christmas present.

and well, u know what he bought ?

JYJ tee for me as Christmas present ! =O

nyahhahahhahahha !

i cant stop laughing when i received it.

darn darn happyyy ! :D

i asked him why nt SNSD instead

he said SNSD no stock at all.

i guess, there's alot alot of Sones out there isnt it ? :)

Merry Christmas, everyone.

saranghae * curved hands into love shape*

thank you, chagiya !!

love love :D

Happy Winter Solstice Day :D

2010-12-22T18:29:00.000-08:00

winter winter ! :D

chinese called it as Guo Dong :)

well, if u're a chinese, and celebrating guo dong as well, i know u should have eat tong yun right ?

nom nom nom :d

me love love love tong yuns !

especially those that been made by Mummyku sayang :D

heheh

this year, mummy made PINK tong yun with brown sugahhhhhhh inside :D

special tong yun

heheh. i ate two bowl and im super super full D;

full + sleepy

really pig -.-

ppl around me are uploading old photos before 2010 ends.

are u doing the same too ? ;)

hehehhe.

dont upload my specty and curly photos please !!

jebal o:)

Dead ?

2010-12-20T19:33:00.000-08:00

mian mian~

i knwo i haven been blogging for so long huh ?

its vry vry DEAD till u can see spider web around ? :x

hehehe

busy ?

no time ?

lazy ?

dont know what to blog ?

nahhhh. i pun tak tau :x

i'll write more than i post pic today.

lazy laaa.

mian (_ _)

on 11th dec, saturday

i took my off day sicne its my cousin's son full month :)

that afternoon, babby and i went to 1U for shopping

we nvr get to catch any movie since it was crowded

so, we just walked around and headed home

waited for my parents to come back and prepared

then we went out again for dinner at Kajang :)

long journey ~

i get to spend some time with my cousins while baby was outside spending some time with my parents and his yi lai aka his iPhone >:P

the funniest thing that night was, baby and is tart playing inside the car from Cheras till BSD -.-

nyahahhahahha !

after dinner, headed home.

merv, rick , jay and i went to EKOBA for a drink.

well, honestly , i had fun of course :)

its been so long since we last hang out tgt :x

another day, perhaps ? :)

ohh. btw, i seriously LOVE MY JOB !

hahhahahha !

manager told management that we wanna close our shop early for annual dinner

and yes, management aproved us to close our shop at 8.30pm

we headed to Galatica laser gun game

and after that dinner at Sushi Tei

had lots and lots of fun ! xD

i think somehow, im addicted to that game

i wanna play again !

unnie, JOM xD

too bad, her children are leaving to K.K today

yeahhh.

we'll just wait for them to come back again and play again ? xD

i miss her kids tho.

nyahahhahha !

Penang ! :D

2010-12-09T03:22:00.000-08:00

as i promised, i'll blog abt penang :D

okayy. left KL around 8am plus, reached Penang at 2pm :)

Flamingo Hotel, 12th floor with SEA VIEW !

spot it, SEA VIEW ! x)

i can die there. the breeze at night is very very cooling :)

but.. well, i was pretty tired. once i reached hotel room, i fell asleep right away

until sis woke me up and say we're going out again.

fuh~ thats why, u can spot my dark circles and eye bags in every pic :(

i'll elaborate 1 by 1 :)

before we left :)
i know la. damn yeng right ? xP

im joking ! please dont punch me.

HAHAHHA !

i just wanna cover my dull and ugly eyes with this huge glasses :x

Penang Bridge ! ;D

longggg bridge xD
seeeeeee THE view ! >:P
oh oh oh !

and this!

romantiknyaaaaa ~

i know, antique

but still, its romantic :)
1st place, Komtar Food Court :)

i dont know what is nice food or what is bad food.

i just know hw to eat.

gt food for me to eat, i eat.

no food, i drink xP

thats all.

i nvr wanna explain so much abt food.

mianhae :(

view from Lobby's balcony :)

saw the sea ?

opps. i din capture the view from my room :x
ahh. relaxing before getting hit by the wave x)

day 2, makan day of course

spot my pale face

saw my eyes nw ? :(

now u know what i mean ??

saddening. i din bring my make up to Penang.

not even foundation. the worst thing is, i even forget my toner !

ughhhhhhhhh ~ D;

i only apply moisturizer and sunblock. thats all.

really really saddening :(

with siew lai's son :)

Jason :)
Im a Monkey girl ! ;D
we went to damp after resting in the hotel for 1 hour :)

sunny sunny day !

panas betul -.-

oh. btw, this is where the water come from.

i mean, the water that we drink everyday.

or mayb Penang ppl only ? @@

sisterku sayang :D

went back to Hotel for swimming after that

my nail just spoiled my mood..

i was fixing the strap of my bikini, and then i broke my nail.

''SMART'' me didnt bring the nail clipper along so, i just peel it off.

the wound get deeper and it bleed.

ughh. potong steam.

so, i just swam for 20 minutes :(

plus, after i got up, it was raining.

HEHEHE x)

so, i feel much better la. i just blame it on the weather xP

Straits Quay shopping mall after dinner

its a new shopping mall

but this shopping mall is just 2 floors.

above the shopping mall is apartment .

cool huh ? :)

the decorations was SWEETTTT ! ;D

huge Christmas tree
and 2 row of sweet stuff

CANDY ! WHEEEE ! x)
and I SPOT THIS !

i wanna faint on the spot :O

went back to Hotel room and my niece gt addicted to camwhore

so, me and her, gila gila sikit la :P

day 3, packed up , makan and headed back to KL :)

home sweet home at last.

a day before Penang, Fluffy left..

i went and look for him when i woke up that morning, he's laying down

i called his name, he nvr look at me anymore..

not moving, i touched him, and his hard..

i tried to wake him up..

wit tears..

calling his name..

with tears..

but, he's gone..

i love u, fluffy boy

i always do..

i cant stop my tears for few days...

i nvr dare to sleep in my room because i know i'll cry again and again..

i miss this little fluffy ..

:'(

Baskin Robbins + Honey + Oppa = LOVE LOVE ^^

2010-12-03T07:24:00.000-08:00

Off day on Tuesday

Sunway with the boyfie :)

decided to watch movie and shopping.

but he gt rewarding lunch all in a sudden

so, we dont have time for movie :(

shopping instead :)

we walked around and cant find anything right

i just get 2 pair of flats from Cotton On

and then, Iphone4 case for my brother as his bday present

was sad cause no clothes to buy ! D:

on our way to parking lot, we passed by Polo and saw discount

poof, we went in

and bii tried few clothes

i choose for him geh, okay ? x)

he bought 2 from Polo

i went next shop and grab a dress instead

and yesh. we didnt go home empty handed x)

no. not this x)

was to bored while waiting for him to try his clothes 1 by 1.

poser lah him :p

how many times u want me to tell u, YOU ARENT SEXY ? x)

im joking ah bii

saranghae :P

he loveeeee his muscle

show off >:P

spend my Wednesday night with Honey and Jason oppa :)

we went to BASKIN ROBBINS at Sunway Giza

makan d, then we chao to Desapark for a walk.

jason left around 11pm

potong betul

nvm .

ling and i still gt each other x)

heheh!

and we talked till 12am plus :O

we gt too much to talk

heart to heart talk btw

we shared and spill out everything that night.

its good to spill it out to someone you trust and love :)

i feel much better that night

hopefully, she will too :)

on our way to DPC

jason FLY car xD
jason's skill..... haihhh. * shook head *

mmg best skill

paria ! x)

spot ling and me and u'll understand x)
honey honey ! :D

Jason oppa :)
am nt a midget.

thy just cant stop laughing after looking at this pic :(

insulting

but still, im proud to be a midget among all x)

nyahahhaha!
3 of us :)

night talk with honey ling :)

am heading to Cheras tmr night

and then Penang on sunday morning

will be back on Tuesday

miss me more, ppl ! :D

i'll blog abt Penang when i have time :)

Wifeys.

2010-11-30T18:29:00.000-08:00

am seriously missing the wifeys right now :(

i read back all the previous post just now.

everything abt the past..

and i realise, everything is much diff now.

so much..

wifeys.. bogoshipo ! ;D

somehow, what u've said kinda hurt me last night..

it doesnt mean that when i gt bf, there's no u guys..

we nvr hang out, doesnt mean i gave all my time to my bf too..

u dont understand my life right now..

but only 1, that understand.

she know hw busy i am..

she even said, when we go out for alcohols, we nvr call u. only call u for shopping.

and yes, its true. because i dont drink at all..

and you should know, i've started to work right now.

i dont even have much time for the bf.

he even have to visit me during my working hours.

and when im free, were u ?

and u started to blame me on everything..

idk.. mayb im too sensitive or what..

but yeaaa.. it hurts me, btw.

much speechless now.

signing off..

xo's

u guys should know

how much i love all of u

and it'll nvr change..

황미신 :)

Charity :)

2010-11-29T08:24:00.000-08:00

i know i know.

i nvr update my blog for super super long time d :(

mianhae ! o:)

so, these few days, except busying for work, what else eh ? :)

we had exhibition at Sunway on Friday

and well, Tropicana City Mall on Saturday and Sunday

yes, only 3 days. but its freaking tired -_- ''

lets see. on Friday, reached Gardens at 9.30am.

carry everything from the office to the car

and poofff, off we headed to Sunway

reached Sunway around 11am

packed here and there, promote here and there, pose here and there.

cannot sit somemore ;(

very very tired lorrr

around 7.30pm, Rose Chan reached :)

incase u dont know who Rose Chan is, she's the one who act as Ip Man's wife in

LEGEND IS BORN- IP MAN :)

yup. thats her and she's only 18 !

-_______- ''

damn, she's tall ;x

ahahhahhaha ! went to Papa John for dinner together after that.

and around 9.30pm, andrea unnie, amanda and i headed back to Midvalley to pack some stock.

the worst thing is , we were stuck in the jam for 1 freaking hour

and lost in some area for another 1 hour :(

in the end, we reached Tropicana at the same night at 12.30am :(

saddening , kan ?

reach d, then thy only say we cannot set up.

we just dump all our stock there, clear the place a little then headed home

and i reached home at 1am :(

Saturday was much better. reached home at 12am

while Sunday, because of some problems occur in Tropicana, we left there around 4pm

get to reached home at 7pm. thats better :x

i wana rest more mar :x

btw, Rose Chan and Donnie To will be coming here again on January

wheeee ! ;D

i cant wait to meet Donnie To :x

might be coming to our shop at Gardens.

nyahahhahahahhah !

anyway, im still tired to blog now :(

mianhae.

will stop here.

enjoy the pictures :)

Rose Chan's 18th bday cake :)

with Manager, Amanda and Andrea unnie :)
now u know hw tall Rose Chan is :x
yes. even without heels, she's taller than me 1 head.

i look at her, and she look at me is like hw jason and i look at each other.

:x

this was taken almost 1am at Tropicana.

we were waiting for our manager to gao dim everything.

hehhehehhe

in the end, i got bored and run up to the stage :x
this is during Tropicana.

seriously, ppl there arent as friendly as ppl in Sunway :x

its just too boring in Tropicana

until the boyfriend came over and bring me out and snake :P

for 1 hour only la.
Performing Wing Chun at the entrance of Tropicana City Mall

she's vry sweet in real person

*faint*

with Takki from Hong Kong if nt mistaken

she'll be vry vry pretty if she dress as a girl

seriously, no joke ! :D
last but not least, ME :P

signing off, nerdy xuan :)

xo's

p/s : been adviced by few ppl to leave u..

but, my heart is just too heavy to do so..

Specially For John :)

2010-11-21T06:17:00.000-08:00

well, we had birthday dinner for John's bday on saturday night :)

went all the wayyyyyy to Subang !

hehe.

i was so rush. only left 40 minutes to prepare everything D:

saddening, i know !

left work at 6pm sharp, took the 6.10pm train

and reached home at 6.50pm !

run up and down to prepare and when i make up half way, received phone call from ling.

yahhhhh ! i faster pack all my stuff and run down.

my make up was vry vry horrible that night >:(

hmph !

nvm. life still goes on. ahhh ! camwhore still goes on x)

kok wai came and fetch me

headed to aman puri and wait for others

and poof. off to subang after 1 hour !

im not talking abt the food there

well, i met new ppl

new friends of john :)

funny ppl i can say.

hahha !

thy made me and genee laugh till we cried ! x)

seriously, we cant stop laughing for few minutes :x

after makan, some headed to Maison, some headed home :)

well, im still tired..

sleepy..

not enough sleep.

this is what happen when u party a day before work.

LOL D；

the babes :)

take pic with cowie is a must

YL's order :p
well, my wifey and i always love cowie o:)
with John, the birthday boy ! :D
Carmen :)

my 1st pic with her.

teeheee :D
chap yeap

we met each other in the train station before dinner.

plan plan plan.

aiyar. ON only lah x)

then we meet each other 1 hour later and laugh non stop abt it x)

ahh.

my new fren

kiong :D

hehhe. i din take pic with the others tho

cause he's the only one who request wanna take pic wit me.

LOL
ah xiang ;D

the crazy one

x)

GROUP PICHA ! :D

the BSD peeps ;)
ohhhh.

btw, guess what i found when i reach home ?

unnie edited this !

awwwww ! my Heroooooo 1

saranghae ! ;D

she even claims that we look alike

nyahhahahhahah !

*happy happy*

p/s : we hugged and cried..

u apologize..

having me bursting out everything isnt easy..

u know it too..

till i can see your watery eyes.. i cant bare to see anymore..

u hugged me, wipe my tears away and cheered me up..

mianhae.. saranghae..

ECHOES..

2010-11-15T20:19:00.000-08:00

i know i know..

my blog is freaking dead isnt it ? =/

well, besides saying i got no time to blog, i dont know what to blog abt too .

hmm. my life is boring now.

all alone. LOL. well, look at the bright side.

i have more freedom huh ? heh !

i will nvr cry... nvr cry anymore..

on saturday, sister and her family came to my work place for a visit.

hehehhe.

they wanna go for shopping.

so, i joined them in the end :x

my shift isnt over yet.

but still, i cant stop trying clothes from GAP with my sister :x

nyahhahaha ! evil isnt it ?

i went back to work after i satisfied with everything of course.

heheheh. and wait for the time to tick and tock :P

after work, joined sis for shopping again :D

but , my leg kill me. my leg was so so so tiredddd D;

we went to SUSHI KING for dinner after that, bro-in law fetch me home :)

well, on sunday

andrea unnie and i walk around again.

and fuhhhh ! guess who passed by us that day?

ITS EKIN CHENG.

at 1st, both of us were like, WOW....

until , his guard push us away and say TEPI TEPI with really fierce look.

both of us got angry. and i think EKIN knew.

cause he look back at us and smile.

after he passed by, both of us were like, CHEH ! EKIN CHENG ONLY MAR. IF ITS SNSD, U CALL US TERJUN ?

nyahhahahahha ! i know how evil i am :x

and and when i get back to shop, i tell unnie, what if HERO PASS BY.

she said, Butakan Mata :x

hahahhahaha ! that really cracks me up x)

sis fetch me home again on sunday

went to dinner

but, im chilling eventho we didnt sit in the aircond room.

i think its because i ran under the rain that day.

well, i reached home, wash up the guinea pig's cage.

and i dont feel so good.

dad said my fever is back.

and this is really really sickening D:

i dont feel good at all.

this i sleep wit long pants + jacket

the surprising thing is, I SLEPT AT 10PM ! =O

hahhahaha ! seriously, i know i mmg tak betul d that time -.-

well, im much better today

its tuesday peeps !

just a lil flu. thats all.

near to fully recover ;D

p/s : whatever u said, is echoes in my mind right now..

eotoke ??

i dont know.. should i still call u my chagiya..

because, i nvr exist in your life, huh ?

HURT... (edited)

2010-11-04T06:14:00.000-07:00

u hurt me too deep this time..

i never wanna talk to u anymore..

p/s : u wont know how deep the wound is..

i'll never cry for you anymore..

NEVER..

after i found out what happen..

after i found out those lies u made...

it just broke my heart into pieces..

well, who dont .. ?

isnt it ?

yes, u did hugged me and apologize..

my mind was blank..

because all i felt was, its just a needle poking right thru my heart..

u were angry, or should i say emo ?

but u said u were pek chek..

i know why..

the reason behind u're acting that way..

u're afraid i'll do the same thing too ?

u afraid one day, i'll come to u and say : bii. im going clubbin with my friends.

but when u know u'll say no, u know i'll ans : how come u can and i cant ?

true... very true indeed..

even me myself know i will do that..

but the real me, know that, im not that kind of girl.

not that kind of girl who stick to alcohols..

even my friend told me , we nvr call u hang anymore because we usually went for alcohol. when there's shopping, we only call u because we know u're not those kind of girls..

so, u dont have to worry..

because, i'll nvr do the same..

i nvr wanna forgive u at 1st..

but what u said last night, keep repeating in my mind.

i think its the 1st time we argued till like this...

i asked u the reason u wanna lie..

and asked you, are you even happy when u go by lying to me ..

u ans : NO. because i felt bad myself. i sat there for hours and think abt u for one whole night! i've put u number 1 in my heart u know ? i even get coke as drink and no alcohol ! not even abit !

i dont know what to say..

u texted me apology msg..

i dont know what to reply..

staying awake for 1 whole night..

made me think..

its so hard for us to be together..

dont go also go d...

well, at least u apologize..

i always do love u..

Finals :)

2010-11-03T06:07:00.000-07:00

today is THEORY FINAL EXAM :O

yeaaa

im damn nervous till i prepare to go to bed at 11pm

and only get to slp around 12am + :(

woke up at 6am + wit super swollen eyes

i wonder why.

OH WAIT.

because the parents and boyfriend are being so supportive

few friends start wishing me.

and parents put alot of hope on me

daeeeeeee ! 1 word S.T.R.E.S.S !

so, yeahhh. i cried out in the end because of too stress

alot of ppl said i've put too much stress on myself..

true i guess.. cause i felt much much better after i cry out.

well, i tried to relax this morning.

and stop studying a lil

but noooooo. i start turing those pages when i waiting for train and inside the train

till i reach mamak -.-

everyone decided to gather at the mamak nearby

so, yeahhhh. the mamak is full of 20 ++ student early morning. LOL

went up to the classes and then we realise, we're not the only class who's sitting for exam.

well, more than 70 students

so, we've been seperated to 3 groups :)

im with ah pek !

nyahahhahahhah ! pan tau got jealous and start complaining non stop. early in the morning !

he claims ah pek and i alwiz together. he's so left out x)

blame ur surname lahhh, LEE KEE CHUAN :P

so, i have to sit for my exam in a super cold examination hall.

u see, the diff is, 1 in classroom, 1 in kitchen, 1 in examination hall- WITH RED CARPET

x) thank god i brought my jacket :x

hmmmm. overall. it was okay. i came out 1 hour later.

hopefully i'll get good result and get to attend the graduation ceremony on feb.

oh yeahhhh. IM OFFICIALLY GRADUATE ON 27TH FEB! :D

cant wait cant wait x)

teacher say bring 2 person along during the graduation ceremony

which is, of course, PARENTS

but well, my parents sure not free cz thy hav to work

i feel like asking teacher can i bring 14 ppl ?

SNSD + ANDREA UNNIE + MAIZ + BOYFIE

x) isnt that amazing ?

HAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHA !

but.. dream on xuan -.- u thought ppl wanna attend the your stupid graduation ceremony meh

hehehhehe. after exam, we hang around for 1 hour ?

then we headed off to timesquare for SING K session.

well... I DONT WANNA BID GOODBYE AT ALL...

tears say it all..

i really really love every single moments with you guys..

sinji made this :)

pro isnt it ??

hehehhehe.
and i get to get 1 of the lollipop !

wheeeee ~ thank you sinji ! :D
ah pek ah pek :)

he claims im getting more and more rude already :(
ohhh. the day before exam.

hubby never get to come

he felt so guilty and all

i get sweet messages from him the whole night. !

non stop till i fall asleep.

he said : bring the love love okay ? it means im there with you too. it replace me

and so, i did :D

thank you hubby.

well, sometimes, i dont say things face to face to u.

but.. during my exam, when i cant ans few ques

my mind was like, hubby is just behind watching me. supporting me

i must do it. focus ah xuan.

dont disappoint anyone.

u've made a big promise.

so, SEMANGAT DAH BALIK DAH :P

thank you so much hubby

u always give me strength when im weak, when im down.

supporting me when i need u

i was suprise when u told me, i've promised u to be there whenever u need me. its your exam tmr, i really want to be there for u.

because, usually guys will only rmb during the 1st to 3rd month.

u always come to my mind whenever im doing something.

never .. ever .. left.

kamshamnida , chagiya.

saranghae :)
this is what happen when nobody prepare to capture.

LOL x)

we are 1 BIG family ! :D
we are 1 HAPPY family ! :D

conclusion, WE ARE ONE :p
Chef Simon :)

he miss us alot.

seriously.

because of our 38-ness x)
still sticking together :D

well, i guess u guys read the letter i wrote to u guys d ?

hmm. i'll pray for us to meet again during graduation ceremony.

both of u have promised me to attend, araso ?

dont ffk me.

must come back to KL.

and when u're in KL, must find ah XUAN

okayyyy ??! :D
pan tau pan tau.

he claim HE lose weight :O

i claim.... he's still that DARK :p

i know what he'll say when he saw this.

'' ah xuan ahh. zhen de hen bo ka si. ''

then ah pek will ans, '' shi lah. bo ka ahh ''

x) LOL !

i'll super super miss u, CARMEN LIM !!

:'(
Mr.Lau still rmb

sticking candy

siao zha bo, siao lang, siao ta bo

hahahha ! he called us that when he saw us this morning.

:O
the 38 gang of mine.

:)

Timesquare :)

had our lunch at LEO'S :)

outside NEWAY

nt bad. the price are affordable too :)
HOT DOG.

who is a PRO IN LOVE x)
ta-dahhhhh.

look at the pics

saliva dropping ??

wipe it. try it when u go there the next time :)
pattern banyak lah u :P
we were both actually teasing ah pek's height when we stand near the mirror x)

well, he din realise it :P
the close ones with me throughout the study days :)

from strangers to super close ! x)
we were playing with our phone this morning.

then pan tau said why everyone chg hp

but no one ans him . LOL

so, he take out his Iphone and said : en la en la. all use touch screen now !

ngam betul x)

we laugh non stop after that. hahahahhahah !
kelvin ahhh ~

i know u're strong.

strong enough to handle everything.

we'll always be there for u no matter what

u know it right ?

u've did what u promised.

u said u'll smile and laugh like usual today.

and u really did it

im proud of u.

non of us wanna see u emo

SMILE FOR US :D
overall, i miss everyone of u.

im glad that i found all of u.

craziness that bring us all together like 1 family

saranghae ! :)

HTC :)

2010-10-28T07:57:00.000-07:00

rmb my previous post abt LG Cookie ??

i cant find that.. i fail to find that LG COOKIEEEEEEEE ! D:

sad case betul.

so, i found another one

the guy intro me this, HTC SMART :)

its PINK too !

thats what i really want x)

A PINK PHONE.

so, andrea unnie and i was keep thinking thinking and thinking abt it

we wanna get it together but only left one

so, i took it. and she took Samsung Galaxy.

hehhe. yea. we buy together :P

i find it super excited when im getting a new phone wit unnie x)

NYAHAHHAHAHAHAHA !

unnie's

I-MY-ME-MINE :D

so, nowadays im super stress

i can say, IM VRY VRY STRESS

i cant slp at night

i hav to wake up early in the morning

im facing my finals on wednesday..

eotoke ?

i've study finish d..

revise back everything only

my body dont feel gd itself too.

aihhh. im super nervous.

not supposed to off today

but i wanna stay at home and study more

so, i took MC from my manager

now i feel bad :(

i've woke up around 10am to study

until 12pm, i went to my room to watch SNSD

this is sad weihh

i cant concentrate much :(

family members are like, i know u can. prove it too. dont disappoint me.

hubby like, i believe u can. dont stress out okay ?

well, frenz.. only pond and andrea unnie encourage me ?

LOL ! i think, others dont know im sitting for finals ?

whenever i heard my parents are putting their hope on me

the word S.T.R.E.S.S appear above my head :x

YAHHHH ! HWANG MI SHUN YAHHHH !

HWAITING !