I start growing mushroom now in the office now and I miss my kitchen.!  :( 

So there's so many ppl start calling me and asking me after finding out I've resigned. They thought im getting married and even tell me "you good la.  Be xiu lai lai ". 

Im like....  whatttt?  

Im still working,  still earning my own income.  

Im just working from home.  Alot of ppl thinks working from home means be a housewife. 

I double face palm myself.  Lol. 

I keep receiving calls from clients congratulating me!  Wth....  

Anyway , back to my point. 

Im actually squeezing in some free time at work to blog before i run out of time.  Lol.  

I always have a paparazzi that capture a pic of me in the kitchen.  

Ok la.  The person is marcus.  Hahahahahah. 

Ppl used to tell me "dont ever do things because its your hobby"

Well,  there's always a hobby turned passion right?  

And now,  its not a hobby, its a passion. I do it because I love it and also I decided to grow and dream big with it.  

From time to time where im very stressed up with the cakes due to last min orders.  

We always have to be 24 hours stand by.  

For example, this raya we thought the crowd will be lesser since everyone is leaving town. 

We were quite relaxing for having that thinking,  going out for lunch like normal,  thinking everything is finally done.

To our surprise,  all the cakes in the cafes are selling out within the first-second day!  

Our phone are overflows with I NEED CAKE TOMORROW massage. 

Yea.  Doing everything within a day.  Imagine that.  

Working from 9am till 1am ? 

I can officially call Janice and I as superwoman.

Its a good kind of busy. 

At least everyone loves our cake.  Hehe. 

Some ppl thinks baking is nothing.
I have ppl telling me baking is stupid.  Its for ppl who cant study. I'd say go back to elementary school you. Lol.
Some even think baking is easy.
No,  if its easy,  proof to me you can too.
Both of us dont do only baking.
We cooked,  we do marketing and also we improve ourselves  from time to time. 

While i've been sleeping late for so many days and waking up early to bake,  marcus is always there to accompany me.  

One day,  i saw him bending down with his arms on the floor,  infront of the tv.  

I thought he was watching tv in a cute way so i run towards him. 

Then i found out,  he was actually sleeping.. 

I was so so guilty and told him to go to bed first but he refused and insisted to wait.  

So after i done,  which is at 1am, we both walked to our unit. 

And while walking,  i cried.... 

I swear ah,  suddenly my bf cry while walking at 1am during hungry ghost festival,  i bet i will cry along and run away because i'll be very scared loh!  

I was crying while talking,  pouring out my guilts. 

Abt how I got myself into this business and he have to accompany me everyday and wait for me to finish. Early morning till late night. 

I was guilty ~

But he was like "its okay.  You can now chase your dream , you should be happy. As for me,  there's nothing much i can do ".

So supportive T.T 

You tell me how can i not feel guiltyyyyy!  

I will be updating our website soon!  

No time to do them. 

And also I will announce more flavors to be out when im free!  

As for those that has been following my insta, yup,  u got it.  

Not only new flavors k,  new places to have a piece of us too!  :) 

Stay tuned alright? 

I've been drafting this post for quite some time already. 

Lazy?  Busy? 

Lets just say both.  Hehe. 

Bangkok 2014

Im back from another getaway !! Sadly... 

Hahaha. Im still recovering from all the blueness when i come back because i cant stop being busy and my mood went really pms -______-

and also the works are pile up when i come back T__T 

So, how does this vacation happen ?

a colleague of mine bought a dress from bkk few months back and marcus said its very pretty. 

So i told him that all bkk clothes are so cheap and pretty, he booked the tickets to bkk right after i told him.

Sometimes, it isnt a hint but he took it too seriously. hmmmmmm. 

Ok la, its a good thing. I couldnt stop shopping at bkk !

And very unprepare..... i'll tell the story later. 

We stayed at Ibis hotel.

Its a very small room, unlike the previous one we stayed at Krabi.

Even the toilet is small T_T

But there's a reason why we chose this place because its right opposite MBK ! 

and BTS station is just downstairs.

We can just walk to MBK and Siam's Mall. 

We can take the BTS for further place.

so so so convenient. 

We headed to MBK first had our first meal there.

And whats a must have ??

SWENSEN ICE CREAM !

I rmb its not cheap in Malaysia and i couldn't find it anywhere here T.T

 So, to satisfied my crave, we ordered 4 diff flavours of ice cream fondue. 

the green tea and peanut butter ice cream is toooooooo good. 

now i miss the ice cream there :/

I should just bring back few tubs. grrrr.

 The we walked around Siam Ctr, Siam Discovery and Siam Paragon.

I thought i wouldnt buy much in bkk.

I mentioned i was unprepared..

because..... i only brought 1k++ for my trip.

whatttt. someone please slap meeeeee ! T___T

I couldnt believe i finish my 1k++ within the first 2 days. 

during day 3, my wallet left empty .haihhhhhh.

 I wasnt that excited anymore during the 3rd day because I used up all my money for the 2 days of shopping.

Marcus realized that because during the first 2 days, i told him where i wanna go and wht i wanna buy excitedly .

but during the day 3 im like , go where.. shop what.... err.. ok lo. u like la...

Then he asked me why am i not excited anymore during the 3rd day of my trip.

So there, he found out i used up all my money and im pretty sad because i cannot shop during the 3rd day of my holiday ! 

Marcus being Marcus, knowing i didnt bring much and being so understanding that i'll shop alot, he did change more extra money and decided we can just sign with credit card when any shop allowed. 

people, please go sign up for international credit card. so damn useful okayyy! 

HHAHAHHAHA. but dont blame me when u oversign ahh. 

so there, i have another extra thousand to buyyyy !

so i quickly dragged him out for lunch for i can faster cont my shopping.

i always wanted to try the ori boat noodle in bangkok.

no, i didnt try the one in Empire Damansara. 

I wont be that crazy to queue up for 2 hours for few bowls of noodles !

We took the Bts to Victoria Monument, 10 min walk and there, few shops that selling boat noodle.

We gave the orange color boat noodle a try due to there's more reviews abt it from tourist and locals. 

 total bowl of pork + beef.

the amount is for both of us. not only me. 

i still dont understand why so many ppl can finish 10 bowls per person. 

i was so so full i dont even feel like walking . :x

 After our lunch, we took the bts again to ChitLom for Platinum Mall !

if you spot my hand with a burned mark, i tell you ahh, i burned my hands during baking 2 days before our trip !

and i didnt bring any medicine for me to apply. I didnt even wrap it.

It hurts like mad and i keep ouch here and there when Marcus start holding my hand or when the crowd is too big, ppl just knocked on my hand . 

Marcus was complaining because he couldn't hold them properly and he keep forget that i hurt my hands, he accidentally touched them T ____T 

i think he pattern one la. must be wanna hold my hands to control my shopping. scared i run too fast and bought the whole bangkok home lahhh. 

HAHHAHA. 

 and if you forget how many stations more to reach your destination, you can always refer to the back of your ticket.

all the destination are mentioned right behind it. 

So, BTS is actually our leg's savior.

another reason i like taking them is because... 

There's a mini tv in the train that plays commercials only.

and.. KIM TAE YEON COULDNT STOP JUMPING AND RUNNING AROUND CUTELY !

grrrr. for her bing collagen cf !

i wanna fangirl abit also cannot. because no one fangirl around with me.

except marcus. hahahhaa. 

there's a diff feeling when u watch the video at home and at public.

and i spot this old man go and get some ice cream for me when i went and buy some fruit juice.

OH ! BTS stations also has alot of food kiosk and boutique kiosk.

they had the beauty buffet kiosk, jelly bunny kiosk, mcd kiosk, and some bras kiosk. 

you will even forget its a BTS station !

i.. i  even start shopping the moment i stepped down from the train station.

Platinum Mall is so big, it has 6 floors and we walked every single floor of it. 

not only 1 mall, is 2 malls !

i shouldn't call him as old man anymore.

He can seriously walk more than me. 

They closed at 7pm, we start shopping since 11am till the shop close. 

oh gosh.

and after trying all the clothes, we went back the next day to get more.

Marcus told me that his leg felt so soft even before we start walking because he was traumatized by the way we shopped a day before. LOLOLOLOL. 

after all the shopping, we decided to have some street food .

but we both couldnt stand the smelly drain smell along the whole street -____-

so, what can we do ? we just packed everything back to the hotel and eat them there. LOL.

 i bet everyone knows this place. 

Mr Jones. 

Famous with their assorted flavors of desserts and creative environment.

i like the environment. 

it looks really comfy with teddy bear handing around.

but ppl hand to be careful when they walk because the place is too cramp. 

 we ordered 2 cakes and 1 waffles.

waffles need to wait 20 min and there, this is what this man do when i was taking his picture with the 20 min waffles.

 so i did as well. HAHHAHHA. 

also because we're trying to roll our eyes due to the things we had. 

i honestly think this place is overrated.

i still think our Petiteserie cakes taste wayyyyy better than theirs. 

Kinda regret having the 3 desserts, mini bottle of milk and a cup of milk shake , costing us 700plus bht.  

 street food is still the best !

look at this ice creammmmmm !

 Mango Tango, something similar with our Hui Lau Shan and KTZ. 

Probably i put too high expectations.

 We had our own customized phone cover too.

700bht for one, please tell me there's somewhere else is cheaper because Marcus insisted we should make it there when I claimed its a little to pricey .

But its all worth. 

the image is so clear and details. :)

 And on our last day, we went over to chatuchak before heading home !

i finish up the extra thousand that Marcus gave me half way when i was shopping  :x

i didnt know money can be spend that easily -_______-

wth. how ahh u tell me.

so hard to earn, so easy to spend :(

 poor man , the had his sorethroat on our last day .

but just have to eat them because its our last day ! 

look at him. no, he's not acting cute. the sun is just to bright. 

HAHAHAH.

 yes. it was really really hot so we need this coconut ice cream to cool us down a little.

 after spending half day in chatuchak, we took the BTS back to Siam and spotted this Mr Bean cafe at Siamsit. 

The whole theme is just Mr Bean.

And Bean is there to entertain us.

Those tai tai who wanted to have their tea session can just come over with their kids because i saw all the kids sitting down quietly watching Mr Bean on tv.

including my old man here. HAHHA.  

 Im so so in love with their Thai Milk Tea.

I WANT MOREEEE :O

 Nothing special abt the food . hmmm/

Just some french toast with bananas and ice cream. 

 Walked to Siam Paragon and I heard ppl screaming.

i know that kind of screams!

THATS THE ONLY KIND OF SCREAMS WHEN THEY HAVE IN THE CONCERT.

so we followed the crowd and we found out Han Chae Yeon is inside Prada doing her shopping.

OMGGGGG.

how can like this u tell me ?

everyone was running there and there just to catch a glimpse of Chae Yeon.

 I posted on my insta abt the amount of clothes i bought and everyone went omggg why u buy so many ahh. open night market ahh ?

errr. that was actually up to day 3 only .

we came home, our bed here is actually bigger than the one in the hotel, i start arranging everything i bought on the bed.

Marcus was starring at me and he voiced out '' are these included next year's cny clothes?''

very funny old man.

then he added '' i think you will buy the whole bkk home if u really can ''.

very sarcastic old man, nice try there. 

so yeahhh. i dont have enough space to put the clothes thats when i have to put them really really close to each other. LOL. 

Not to forget, i finally get few months supply of beauty buffet !

i first spotted them at HatYai, but i only bought a bottle of cleanser.

I was so so so deeply , madly in love with the cow milk cleanser but i couldnt find it anymore on my next trip to Hat Yai. 

ITS EVERYWHERE IN BKK ! wth.

so i bought few, i went back to the hotel and used them.

Everything is just so thumbs up i bought all these home. 

their packaging is so cute hor ???? :D

this old man here ahhh, can be known as the most patient man i ever known. 

while shopping, he just wait there, giving all his opinion and told me to buy it if i really like it.

he teach me not to think twice one ah !

and how i ended up overspent.

because he tell me '' aiya, we dont come here every month mah. u buy if u like only la since its cheap.''

so, this is why i bought all those home. 

i have to thank him for this trip otherwise i wont be having so much fun buying quarter of bkk home. 

and also preparing extra $$ because knowing im always the unprepared one.

searching all the places i wanna go and i eventually manage to get there . 

and carrying all my shopping bags for me so i can focus on choosing clothes. 

ahhh. thank you so so so much for everything old man :)

i was so so so sad to leave bkk .

and also during our stay in bkk, it was the plane crash of MH17. 

i couldnt sleep during the whole journey back home because i was pretty scared. 

i was so sad to go home too because i felt 5 days is just not enough !

i wanted to stay longer till marcus tell me '' so, u wanna stay here? if u wanna stay here, u want the time to pause here, then there's not sept, oct and dec. and if the month is not arrive yet, there's no sg, kr and jp.''

whattttt. this old man know how to twist and turn nicely hor . 

so yeah, we did hop on the plane and head home in the end la of course. 

he said we can go back anytime next year if i wanna do more shopping.

soooooooo, i'll see u next year, bkk ! :D

Diff of dating a man vs dating a boy

Few days ago, marcus, melvin, janice and i were having dinner together.

We had so much to talk about.  

And suddenly the relationship topic came up.

And how it ended up as a ques "why do girls like dating older man? especially those late 20's or early 30s" 

Been there done that. 

So i decided to write abt it today. 

Commitment.  

A boy:  doesnt want commitment.  Still wanna be free as being young. Still love laying eyes on others girls and wouldnt let other guys to lay their eyes on their girls. 

A man:  knowing what he wants. Wants a stablize life.  Started to plan about marriage and future.  

This is because when i was with a boy,  he wouldnt allow me to tell out abt our relationship.  I always get scolding for "spilling out my personal life ". He would look up for girls on facebook and will msg them and talk to them,  telling them how much she meant to him.  One boy even hide our relationship from everyone and tell everyone that he's still single. Saw someone familiar and there goes my hand swinging away.  

And when im with a man,  all he said is "probably around 2 more years,  wait till i hit 30 and i will marry her ", IN PUBLIC. 

And he wouldnt going on social media to search for other girls.  He just go online,  look for pretty drawings and there. 

Spending time 

Most guys love games. No matter a boy or a grown up man,  they still love games.  You wouldnt change that. 

The difference?  A man would pause for a girl.  

When im with a boy,  i got ignored and everything. When he's playing game,  no,  all will be assuming im not around. When driving,  when dinner,  when right next to each other, even before going to bed,  even after complaining i'm too tired with all those noises and light, he wont care.  As long as he can just play his game!   But when i play games on my phone,  he complained that i will just play and ignore him. Sometime i will just have the jackie chan meme on my face.  Lol.  

But a man,  he will pause when i tell him i need a hug,  i need to talk, i need him to help me with the kitchen.  

When i said no playing games while driving,  he'll understand and put them down.  And just finish then when we're home. 

Sometimes,  i even help him finish up his game while he's driving.  

Arguements. 

A boy wouldnt wanna solve his problems. 

They would either ignore and avoid them,  and take time for cooling period . 

Some even use the hard way:  laying hands on girls.  

A man wouldnt wanna go to bed with the problems hanging.  He always make sure we solve it before end of the day because going to bed angrily at each other is a no no.  

Financially. 

A boy would spend all he want without thinking "do i need them?"

Or eveb they would spend on branded clothes and stuff,  but inside the wallet are flies.  Lol. 

I rmb dating a boy,  he love all branded stuff,  he dont wear cheap clothes or even with discount clothes. 

Ended up i sometimes have to pay for my own dinner.  I pay for tolls. I pay for petrol when he use my car.  Rmb,  when i paid, he claimed back from the company for himself saying because he did fetch me so i should pay.  

Well.... 

I also pay for the parking.  

And he's been complaining when he's with me,  he use alot of money because he did because he buys me meals too. 

My advice?  Dont date anyone if u wanted to count that way.  Imagine now a guy can do all these during couple. Think abt marriage,  they might even call u to pay for the plumber because u stay in that house as well. 

But when its my turn to shop,  i'll get scolding even from buying my own facial care or make up.  Saying i waste too much money.  

A man would just make sure even after spending,  we still have enough for our own use.  

Not to overspent and buy only if necessary.  When im dating a man,  he would let me shop whatever i want or need. 

But at the end of the day,  he would just say " are u happy? As long as you're happy "

It doenst count with the amount of money.  

Its abt what makes us happy first. 

Insecure. 

A boy wouldnt care are u insecure or not.  

Thats your own problem. 

If you look at his phone and found something flirty, u tell him and all he said is "if u dont like it,  dont even look at my phone,  dont even play with it, asshole. " 

Not sure abt u guys la,  but thats what i get. 

A man apologize and ask what can he do to make us more secure?  He apologized for making me felt insecure. 

Showing off.  

Abt the purchasing branded stuff part,  it also meant he buy all the branded stuff even there's not enough to use because they like showing off.  

I dated a boy who drives kancil and later on change to the "sporty" saga which has been provided by the company.

When he pick me up or drop me down at my place,  he used to like make all kind of engine noises with his car. 

I asked him why did he do that as we're in a neighbourhood and it will distubed the neighbourhood.  

He answered " so ppl will thought a ferarri just pass by and all will run out and see.  At least ppl hear a sport car engine. "

Which i felt really immatured.  

Which men, no matter what car they drive,  they wont even show off or even brag abt it telling ppl what car he drive, not even speeding with it,  just driving normally like what everyone does. 

I dont mean to offend anyone in this post, and this is my personal feelings where i can feel the difference between a man and a boy. 

But doesnt mean u will face the same as mine as well when u date a boy.  

Some boy would think and do like a man. 

What did i answer when melvin asked?  

"We want guys who wanted commitment and matured.  Not a boy who just touch and go ". 

Right girls?  

I can proudly say that i am happily attached with a man right now.  

Like what i mentioned above.  

Im still a kid,  inside me,  there's a small kid. 

But having a man who will just joke and kid around like a kid when we did and think maturely when he's supposed to is just great.  

My brother and my dad are both good man i've ever known in my life. 

I always tell myself i want to look for someone who would love me as much as they love me.  

And i did.  Being so spoilt and pampered,  i always thank him for doing so.  

Tolerating with each other in one relationship has never been easier!  

A man,  which told me that we will grow together,  tells me good morning and good night everyday. 

Ahhh,  how can i complain?  

Nth to be nag about. 

Im with a man.  A great man!  :) 

Bath salt.

It was one of the off day where janice and i gave ourselves.  

We planned to just take few hours of break after finishing the orders by noon, supposed to come back and do more cakes,  but something happened. 

We went and delivers our cakes to lewisgene,  and ended up at publika!  

How?  Its actually going there for a short lunch. 

Then err, after lunch, we went to cafe surveys abit....  jalan jalan abit.... errr.  Hang out abit. 

Then,  we went for ice cream at whimsical.  

Hahahaaha.  I wanted to try their nasi lemak ice cream.  

I remembered seeing it a paradigm. 

But there's no where to be found at publika :( 

So we ordered bailey&chocolate chip,  mango&passionfruits and lavender honey.  The bailey and chocochip is really good.  

Somehow I only can taste lavender and no honey in my ice cream 

Nuuuuuuu ~~ 

And how ice cream telling us that we need to pampered ourselves even more....

We made a reservation for 4 and tadahhhhh. 

We ended up at thai odessey@tropicana.  

Melvin wanted to go for massage since last week,  but u know la,  we consider ourselves as lifeless because we worked like a robot. 

Hahahhahaha.  Its not a bad thing u know. 

Hard work paid off,  and so we went and enjoy some taitai and xiu ye life.  

And something caught my attn,  thissssss.  

Bath salt.  

Marcus know I wanted onsen so badly and couldn't wait for it so he get me a bath salt and just get myself soaked in the hot bath tub.  

I tried it today.

Frangipini smells sososo good. 

There's lemongrass and rose as well. 

Will probably try those 2 next time. 

Then!  We went for movie till midnight. 

There goes my saturday night. 

Nowonder im so busy today. 

To finish up the orders! Annyeong!!  

:D 

7th heaven.

On one 7th July, God sent a pair of twins and they live happily ever after.

Hahahahhh!  Sorry.  Cut the craps.  

So last week was Marcus bday! oh,  not to forget Malcolm too.  

We went to dave at 1U on Sunday for their bday lunch.

 Then there's pork,  pork knuckle. 

 And another pork,  suckling pig. 

 Escargot 

 Onion soup.

I ordered a mushroom soup as well but forget to capture pics. 

All these are captured by Malcolm.  Not me.  Hahahahha. Too busy eating.  Lol. 

 The amount of meat is too damn high. 

We ordered some beef steak thingy as well. 

Feeling full even when i think back about the meat we had T.T 

 The next day was 7th! 

I planned some surprise with my colleagues. 

Lunch at Rakuzen, with a hello kitty cake from Iscream and lots of wishes!  Hahahha.  So we all planned to pretend like we forgot his bday. 

And there we are during lunch!  :D 

Then i planned dinner for the bday man as well. 

For only once a year i have to plan everything. 

Totally worth it.  Hahahah.  

 Booked Kogetsu at Saujana Hotel. 

Its the nearest place already because its impossible for us to jam for hours at other place. 

 Had japanese for lunch.,  then we had japanese for dinner. 

I think we can survive in Japan.  Hahaha.  

So,  after few times of having western fine dining,  we tried Japanese fine dining this time!  :D 

Beef tenderlion!  

The sauce goes with the meat and how the fried garlic goes along with everything. 

Ahhhh.  So perfect. 

I never love a meat this much before.  Haha. 

 It was a unagi month at Kogetsu! 

So we ordered a unagi claypot. 

Ok la, there's actually a decent name for this but i forgot whats the name. 

So, lets call it as unagi in claypot la ok?  Hehe. 

 The best soft shell crab i ever taste so far. 

So crispyyyy! 

 Sashimi is must when u have Japanese!  

We had assorted sashimi.  

So so so fresh! 

Marcus been to japan few times before so he said the freshness and thickness is exactly the same one in japan. 

So,  its totally worth it!  :) 

 This is some fresh squid maki. 

I forgot this name,AGAIN. 

Im so sorry. 

I even forgot all the price as well T.T 

But total bill is 300 plus.  

So u guys can count abit la k? 

Hahahhaa. 

 Dear old man,  happy 28th bday.  

Im glad I can celebrate this special date with you. 

Lets celebrate with each other's companion in the future k?  

And grow old together :)