HED CHRISTMAS DINNER

When its coming to end of the year, it means, ITS CHRISTMAS !!

ahhh~ all these while i wanted a white christmas. i always dream  of it.

MALAYSIA, WHY U NO SNOW ?!

but i might be freezing due to the cold weather. 

so, ok la. fair la. 

Last year, was my first year joining for christmas dinner, rmb  ? :D

ahhh. how time pass. im a year working with them already!

I remember how last year, because its my first year. im to shy to even talk. 

-____-

last night, my crazy side appeared. 

sei mou. no more image already. 

i only act that way infront of my high school mates.

now, infront of my colleagues and bosses. 

they told me im not the innocent one and look very different in the office .

This year's dinner held at The Curve  - Marche. 

 This is like the only part of the restaurant i capture. 

It looks like buffet. but its not. 

They gave each of us a card. We could go to each booth to order our food. and get the chop to stamp on our card. 

and when we're done eating, we will be paying our bill by showing our card. 

 Every year's bday, we will celebrate our GM's , steven chin bday as well. 

so easy to rmb his bday. hahhaha. dont think he'll feel surprise anymore. HAHAHHAHA.

 my GM, always looking very serious in the office.

now u see what happen when we're out ?

hahhaaha. and how another manager cooperated with him.

all of us cant stop laughing abt this. HAHAHHAHA. 

no one is taking care of our own image anymore that night. !

 not remembering what happen.

all eyes on me 

O__O

 he got a magnifying bookmark and was looking everywhere. 

i somehow saw this and i told him to stand still and let me capture a pic of it. 

it ended up this way ! HAHHAHAA !

trust me, you'll nvr find a GM as funny as mine !

Doreen, cant stop doing the peace-sailormoon-pose.

and she wanted to capture with me because she wanna see the difference of her doing it and the youngest one, which is me , doing it together. hahhaa.

 now you see, everyone is addicted to this pose. 

aigoooo.

 This year, we had more guys. 

and of course, they have to perform something for us. 

my boss asked what do we wanna see.

i told him, i wanna see some agua show.

 and jajjanggg ! this is what we get instead !

i wish i had make up to dress them up !

it will be more more more fun. hehehhe.

 my elder sisters. :)

 first time taking a pic of four of us together. HAHHAHAHA. 

our group convo is always a yellow wallpaper. wth. 

now we got a pic with our face on it ! HAH!

 everyone just blend in lahhhhh . HAHHAHA.

 oh! not to forget.

let me intro you my family.

from left, my assistant manager, my s.dept manager and my 2 executive.  

rmb how i always told you i only had one mom and sis in my team ? 

now i had 1 mom, 2 sis and 1 brother !

its expending ! MWAHHAHAAHA !

 im always glad to have them. 

no joke. so lucky to be in this team too!

 see, even ling ling wanna join in as well cause we are all being so lovely. hahhaa.

 my tiny little ah jie. 

dont even look like elder than me. hahhaha.

 my secret santa this year is liza ! :)

thank you for the kitty ^-^

 my 2 ah jies.

the best ah jie ever. gahhhh~

u know when 3 of us walk together. doreen said we look like charlie angels. HAHAHHAHA. 

 and do you know the consequences of being the youngest one ???

to let everyone  grab you and suffocate you !

 such a big family arent we ? 

thank you so much for this opportunity to blend us in and knowing each other more.

we've nvr felt this relaxing and crazy before ever since the tsunami hits us. 

thank you for the treat boss.

thank you to the organizer for organizing as well. 

now you know the reason why im still being so happy even when we're facing all the troubles in the office ? 

they are the reason why ! :D

DKSH Annual Dinner 2013

The time has come.

Its december !

Its our turn to have annual dinner !

There's not much of us from my department attend. 

which makes it feels like a lil boring ? :x

anyway, having them could actually made me laugh non stop

imagine having the whole dept

x.x

my stomach hurts so badly due to too much laughing. wth.

This year's annual dinner held at One World Hotel.

Kindly let me surprise you with the fully dress up ME.

HAHAHHAHHAHA.

trust me. most of them dont really recognize me and ppl claims i cheat too much ppl that night.

i think i should just dress up more often :x

i felt so insulted all in a sudden. 

they told me i look so different in the office and at the dinner T_T

not sure should i even feel happy or sad abt it.

Anyway, the theme for this year's annual dinner is mad hat.

I dont find any hat that could match my dress. 

-____-

I found a page in instagram, Just_one_and_only.

I found so many pretty flowery hair piece!

and u know, when u buy things online, u always have to wait for weeks or months ?

i didnt really put my hope on it. but i decided to try my luck.

DO YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPEN ??

you pay today, u get the stocks tmr or the day after tmr.

damn fast right ?

you dont have to wait from batch to batch. Super fast delivery!

Do you love the hair piece like i do ? Go visit their page in insta now !

Overall, the dinner is still okay.

there's games and performance from different department. 

if everyone in my dept attend, i bet it will definitely be better. 

too much happy pills there. LOL.

The food is still a nono for me.  

not recommended laaa :x

another year end this way. here is just part of my colleagues.

I'll intro you guys the full ver in my next post.

XMAS DINNER COMING UP ! :)

December !

Its december already ?? :O

time flies eh ? a week of december gone like that.

im sorry im neglecting my blogs for few weeks agin.

im so busy, i never even realize time pass so fast :/ 

Busy life strikes again. Company is expending and we're the busy and stress one.

 so one night after work, me and my colleagues decided to release some stress after work.
We went to brussells to get some hoegarden and bacon strips and went to murni for dinner after that,
yeahhh. drink before dinner.
thats how stress we are. cant think properly anymore
x)
we had too much fun. dying of laughter every seconds. hahah.
bonding session always make me feel closer to them.
of course, eventually i feel better. hehe.

oh! are u a fan of kitty ?

did u collect mcd's kitty ??

I'VE FINALLY COLLECTED ALL !

mysterious kitty hiding behind ah >:)

the smalls ones without boxes are kitties from mcd during the 90s . 

all. those days. they were bigger and fatter.

my colleague was laughing at my kitty now, she said it looks like a ping pong bat to her

:(

mcd, did u cut cost ? or the cost went to the box ? :(

it was Sat. 

Warehouse moved to shah alam, a bigger place.

when due to short of manpower, we all volunteer to go and help on weekends.

such good kids we are. lol

i proudly tell u, i finally , manage to drive to shah alam.

the furthest place i've ever drive to :O

and gladly i did it.

the feeling of being independent ? ahhhh~ just feel so good !

im glad i arrived so safely too. 

and of course, working on weekend isnt that bad because i have too much funny ppl around me. hahhaa.

all my happy pills.

but now, my whole body hurts.

i just need a full body massage, badly! :x

lai, meet my twins. hahhaha.

December is going to be a really long month this year due to i have so many weekends to work 

:/

but hard work surely pays off.  hopefully. 

its end of the year already. another year gone and 2014 is coming !

christmas is coming too ! ahhhh. my fav season besides cny ^-^

have u done anything meaningful and memorable before 2013 ends ? :)

Feelings

My mood went upside down lately. 

Things were just out of control.

Or maybe i felt out of control.

I did showed how emotionally am i for the past few weeks. 

Its either might be due to the medications im under now.

Or i've lose appetite.

For the past 3 weeks, my appetite was a total loss.

I dont even feel hungry after not having anything for one whole day.

I cant even swallow anything .

Parents were getting very very worry.

Every single day, they will start calling me and when im home, they stock up so many foods that i never touch.

I failed to finish half bowl of meal.

Dad told me im like this since i was a kid.

but that was years ago. Not now.

I started being stress over my job now as everything is expanding.

too much things to stress about eh?

Everyday, my colleagues and boss were nagging me to eat, eat and eat.

I didnt listen. Some were nagging till they got angry.

Some bought me food but i didnt touch.

But trust me, i didnt lose a single weight. 

:x

Last week, i told myself, i cant continue being this way.

Even if im down, i shouldnt influence anyone around me.

i was literally emo when im alone.

but i always make myself to laugh and create jokes in the office.

my colleagues start making me laughs and yeahhhhh i did.

i start being the playful me and i eventually felt better.

of course, when i start driving alone, too much flashbacks hits me. 

when i start being alone, i cant stop thinking abt this and that.

but i did learn a quote.

LIFE IS BLACK AND WHITE, YOU JUST GOTTA PAINT IT COLORFUL.

it actually depends on us to made our life colorful.

i start eating back. no worries.

ppl told me i should gain some weight.

im putting a full stop there first. hahha. 

for ppl who worried abt me for the past few weeks, im really sorry.

MIANHAEEEE !! (_ _)

Just to let you all know, im very very fine now. no worries.

oh! my xray report is out too.

everything is back to normal now. Just a little asthmatic and still under medications.

I tried not eating the medicine if im alright cause i dont wanna lose my appetite again. 

hehhehe. 

Things are good now. Everyday im laughing.

see.

:D

Goodbye, Little one...

The thing Im afraid most happened..

I was only 12 when daddy brought him home.

He was with another owner for 2 years before joining this family.

The owner have to move to an apartment and he decided to sell to us.

That moment he stepped in, he was wagging his tail and tongue sticking out.

We remained his name so he wont get confused.

i got soooo clingy to him till i wanted to bring him to school with me !

everytime after school, i'll saw him waiting for me at the door.

i rmb my mom sent me to my sis place to stay for few days.

and on the 2nd day i said i wanted to go home because i miss this little boy so so much.

again when i reach home, he was sitting at the door side waiting :')

 He's always by my side.

When im sad and he heard me cry, he always manage to sit by my side and put his head on me. 

as if he's telling me everything will be fine , not to cry..

When there's rain and thunder, he'll always stick with me. 

And Im in my room sleeping, he'll run and bang my door so he can come in and stick with me.
he's really a good boy.
he listens to every single thing we said.
when we called him sit, he'll sit
when we called him home, he goes inside.
when we called him come, he come.
when we called him gai gai, he'll run.
when we called him a good boy, he'll wag his tail and stick his tongue out looking satisfied. 

 He's always clingy with everyone.

He loves how ppl scratch his chin.

Always love how ppl rub his tummy.

Always love how we comb his fur and clean his ear.
i love massaging for him .
because when i stop, he'll rub his head on my hand as if he's telling me more massage. 

 basicly, we were like growing up together.

i even told him, one day he'll see me marry and accompany my kids too.

I told him even if he grow old, he's always my little boy.

every morning before going to work, without fail I'll tell him '' good bye bobi, i love you.''

 Few months before, this little one gotten so naughty.

He ran out of the house without us realizing what he's trying to do.

He scratch his butt on rough floor !

We nvr realize anything until we saw there's maggots in his wound. 

immediately, we send him to the vet.

He was being hospitalized for 3 days that time. And injection too.

3 days later, we thought he's better.

I bring up my bravery and check on his wound. 

To my surprised, his wound nvr recover at all !

We paid so much money to the vet and the vet just throw my little boy in the dirty cage without doing anything.

So, i decided to do some medications on my own.

I bought medicine and utensils, and my courage , and pull the maggots, one by one out his wound.

NO ONE MESS WITH MY LITTLE BOY !

 i wrap his wound everyday , change his medicine twice a day. 

he recover after that.

his wound, are all closed up !

 he's back to the little happy bobee.

im so happy as well.

Im glad he start making loud noises.

because it means he's healthy enough !
but as time goes by, i know he's getting old..
his fur are all out..
most of it. underneath his stomach is almost bald.

 last few weeks while cleaning his ear, i spot maggots inside again.

inside his ear. means its coming from inside. 

we asked around the vet, no one said he can be save.

he's old. and its affecting him from the inside..

living 11 years of dog age, is beyond a dog age.

they told us to put him to sleep. non of us want to do that.

maybe there's miracle like previously? i decided to do the same to him again.

He was crying in pain for nights.

its been few nights since i stay up till 2-3am just to talk to him and accompany him..

i told him abt every single thing we've been through for the past 9 years.

he looks like he do understand, we gain up all his energy and walk nearer to me and lean his head on my leg.

it hutrs me seeing him crying in pain, but i doesnt want to let him go..

last night after work, i searched for him everywhere. 

no signs of him....

i thought maybe he's healthy again, i walked further and i keep looking for him.

i started to get worried.

no signs of him. i decided to call my parents.

they told me he's gone...

they brought him to buried ...

to be honest, i cant accept the fact that he's gone.

I cried from last night till tonight..

i cried to sleep...
all of us cried.. we know he dont have to suffer anymore..
but, all of us miss him.

i'll never get to pet him anymore.

i'll nvr hear him calling anymore.

i'll never get to scratch his chin anymore..

i'll nvr get to buy his fav snacks anymore..

i'll nvr get to carry him around anymore..

lastly,i'll nvr get to tell him, GOODBYE BOBI, I LOVE YOU...

you'll always be the little boy in my heart..

i'll always love you..

MAIZ

If you're still wonder who is MAIZ, you might just now me. 

MAIZ is US.

we are MAIZ. 

HAHHAHA.

why MAIZ ? the initial from our english names.

we add them up and we get this name. i rmb how xian come up with this name because we were out of name to call ourselves .

teacher want us to name ourselves because we are having some dance performance.

and this is how we are form. :)

and of course, dance brought us closer.

i still remember how we used to fight , laugh, tears, joy, sweat , etc etc. 

i have to believe when you all have the same interest, it will eventually bring you closer :)

 

this is US :) 

   

firstly knowing xian first. 

she introduce herself as angeline when we start Q-ing up at school.

her first word to me is '' hi. is this where green house is Q-ing?''

that moment, i didnt know we will be growing up together !

we got so closed, i felt really awkward at first. I WAS JUST SHY. 

but knowing how comfortable is it to talk to her, i felt pretty close to her after that.

we started to talk about every single thing !

friends, studies , family and what we brought to school as breakfast !

HAHAHA. that was really epic. we were only 13 !!

8 years. 8 freaking years ! imagine we will be telling each other

'' wow. 18 years ad. 28 years ad. 38 years already''

we were always sitting next to each other when we manage to have a chance to be in the same class starting from form 4.

we start making breakfast for each other.

whoever who is sick, we'll be taking care and worry about the other one. 

we'll be staying at each other's house and make supper.

OH MY ! we were like lesbo partners !

we were even sitting next to each other at work. hahaha. 

she left now due to studies and im stuck sitting with an uncle 

:x

Im always, always glad to have her cause she's always there to listen.

not only that, her family are like my family. they were always there when im having problem and not dare to tell my parents :x

pondy is the last one i knew.

her first words towards me is '' hi im chutipond, u can call me ah pond''

im like wow ! this girl is so cold. 

HAHAHHAHAH.

we were 14 that time. 

the most unexpected one that i'll be growing up is her.

because we fight the most during high school.

we were childish. we fight over small matter but she nvr fail to apologize and hug me after that.

HAHHAHAHAH. i felt so much win yet guilty that moment xD

we were both LEO. sometimes we were thinking, does the same horoscope bring us closer or made us argue even more cause we're both lion ? . kekeke. 

BUT ! she's one lovely wife who nvr fail to try and cheer me up.

when im down, she's there to talk to me and give me advice.

her advice might be sharp at times but thats how it all work isnt it ? :)

no matter how tired is she, she'll be there to cheer me. 

we may fight the most, but trust me , our love are undeniable.

HAHAHHAHAHAH. 

 

last but not least, the youngest wifey !

i was sitting infront of her when we were 14. 

and she said '' hi. im phoon ghee leng, and everytime u turn to the back, i will say hi to you.''

she wasnt joking. every single time i turn behind to grab my books from my bag, she said HI. 

till school over :x

i never even expect i'll be close to her when i was 13.

oh well, trust me. if u see her fashion during 13, you'll feel the same as me .

HAHAHHA. 

but, her fashion taste including hair did improve way alot. 

the way she dress. hmm.

i used to go to her house and ask her where she bought this clothes and that clothes cause its so pretty.

see how much she improved ? xD

how will she cheer me up ?

by acting like a clown.

she might be the craziest and the most 38 one but she can really advice ppl in a sarcastic way at times. 

as she's few months younger than i am, we always advice each other to the right path. 

she's the most random one around us. 

how can we not love someone like her then ?

To be honest, 

I felt so lucky to have them.

I cant even imagine my life without them. 

My life would be more complicated without them.

Might be I'll be dying due to cancer for hiding too my problems in my heart and no one to spill to.

:/

see, my life is that miserable without them. 

Isnt they are the most beautiful human being on earth ? :D

im feeling a little emotional while blogging this now.

Might be because i start missing everyone of them :/

Last but not least,my life wouldnt be that colorful without them. 

I know its a little cheesy here

But, thanks for coming into my life. 

Thanks for allowing me to go into your life. 

Amazing people like you guys wouldn't run out from my life now.

Imma tie you guys with me.

NGEHEHHEHEHEHE ~

come, let me  present you, J.A.M.I.Z.E.A !!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA !