BLACK MONDAY

May has been so far so good to my own personal life. 

BUT not to my country.

if you read my previous post, you should know what had happened to Malaysia as well known as Banglasia right now.

Toh suiiiii -.-

I'll talk abt it later. Let me continue my happy life first before talking abt politics and spoiled my mood to blog, AGAIN. 

LOL.

May 1st was labour day. the holiday that i've waited for soooo long since march and april got no holiday -.-

went to pavillion with boyfie on that day .

when u go to pavillion, u will eventually go to lot 10, times square and sg wang. 

well, thats me and boyfie. i dont know abt u guys tho. hhehe. 

we boleh jalan bai ! AHHAHHA. 

anyway, when i go to timesquare, its always a must go to MYSTAR which sells all KPOP stuff.

well, a varsity jacket and socks aint enough.

i get another hairband, which Jessica wore in IGAB music video. BUT, different color .

LOL. its kinda heavyyyyy ._.

we went to sukiya for lunch. and the clumsy me , accidentally spilled soy sauce on my own dress. 

and it was obvious. 

i actually still get to cover it with my bag

but i dont feel comfortable. 

so yeahhh, i went and search for a new dress. 

and tadahhhhh. 

i manage to found 2. and i didnt know which one to choose, so i bought both. 

soooooo.... kinda speechless to myself. :x

 and jang jang jang. 

i know its a little too late.

but HIHI TAEYEONIE ! ^^

boyfie actually bought it from the kpop shop and im the one who open it and stare at her non stop 

x.x

she's really lovely in the book. 

sooooooo DORKY ! :D

 met up with my wives last week. 

i drove them this time, and it was raining super heavily till everything was sooooooo BLUR !

honestly, i cant even see a thing. i drove using my instinct and car lights. 

and of course, my wives did help me to look around for cars and motors so i can avoid accident . 

i prayed so hard. so so hard for the rain to stop or at least reduce a little so we all could reached the destination safely. 

my dad got panic, and start calling my wives to ask abt me. 

my dad really got panic when it rains and i drive. he really do. thats why its a must to pick up his call whenever it rains ! or else, your phone wont stop ringing and all you heard is angry and worry tone when u picked up. LOL. 

and yes, God heard my prayer, rain decrease, we reached safely :)

snowflake is a long time no see dessert !

and sesame ice, is a bomb ! :D

im actually wanted more right now when i talked abt it. 

and we're crazy as usual.

lots of selfie as usual.

and we laugh so hard that we had tears in our eyes. HAHAHHAHA.  

 its been 8 years having each other. 

how much have we changed ? 

can tell, our feelings nvr changed. 

despite what had happened between us these 8 years, its like being in a relationship with them, ups and downs as well, we still do appreciate each other and loving each other. 

im glad knowing them.

knowing that its hard to find a true best friend, to me, i've found them :D

i wore this to work, along with jessica's headband. and im so glad, I never sweat at all even when i had lunch outside. 

so proud of myself right ? 

HAHHAHAH. 

btw, this hat, is one of the hot item i guess. 

alot of ppl wearing it, wanting it. 

so i guess, why not a selfie ?

match my jacket anyway. xD

 Ben bought this huge kitty from Japan months ago and i only get to collect from him last week.

it was soo soo soooooo cute !

with a japanese costume, reminds me of the cake i made during my baking class. LOL

oh the small one ? im keeping it. the details, nahhhh.

sometimes, i prefer to remember everything so it would be a lesson to me. 

:)

 yesterday was UNCLE JANG DAY ! AHHAHAHHAHHA

im in loved with it. 

just that i dont like how we smells like smoke after eating them. 

it stinks. 

but the food, its still awesome to me.

i've seen reviews where they received negative reviews.

alot of them !

but to me. i still find it JJANG ! :)

have u wondered why is my title BLACK MONDAY ?

like i said, things are really well in my country right now. 

we're on news. 

HK, TAIWAN, US, UK, JAPAN, ETC ETC.

proud ? I WISH ! cause non of the news are positive to us. 

election was on sunday. and on monday, everyone wore black and post a black and white pics to show how dark our country is right now. 

overseas celebrities did the same as well.

overseas people did protest for malaysian to have a fair country. 

im proud of everyone who tried and fight so hard. 

but the big font of UTUSAN newspaper posted : 

APA LAGI CINA MAU.

(what else chinese want)

& The PM who won, calls us chinese as TSUNAMI CHINA. 

well, before election he was like all , '' gong xi fatt chai. happy happy. im friendly and kind. ''

after election? all these issues are brought up. 

what to say.? speechless. so racist . tsk tsk tsk. 

why so racist? could u answer me that ?

u named us as anak Malaysia, u named 1Malaysia. BUT THESE ????

i have friends from different religion, since i was young. i was taught not to see people with their skin color. 

i have chinese friends, malay friends, and indian friends.

i was taught to love my friends from different religion like my own family. we do share the same blood. A MALAYSIAN BLOOD. 

whenever i go overseas, ppl would ask me '' chinese? korean? thailand?''

i would always answer : MALAYSIAN.

tak kira bangsa, agama, KAMI ANAK MALAYSIA. 

im proud to answer im a malaysian.

what if i go overseas for travel again?

when i answer im a malaysian? will the flashbacks of all negative news appeared on their mind ?

SO U ASKED US WHAT WE WANT .

THIS IS WHAT I WANT : 

 take note of that. 

you asked us for it, we showed you what is it. 

no point asking us and when we answer , you just sit down and like '' oh. alright. '' *nod head*

and forget abt it. 

make a move. try to improve MALAYSIA. 

not GTS HARUS DIMULAKAN DENGAN SEGERA. 

increase the price of everything isnt a way of improving malaysia. 

its the only way that made the citizens to suffer even more and paid even more. 

citizen will lose the hope of studying higher, earning more and most of it goes to the government. 

i remember how my mom bought gardenia bread few years back and it was only 1.20 per loaf.

and today, i saw the price of one gardenia is rm4.80. 

HOW DO YOU EXPECT THE POOR TO FILL THE STOMACH ? 

u wanna watch them die ? 

you want malaysia to be full of dead people ? 

why dont u just build a zombieland that way. 

seeing zombie to suffer is much more fun than seeing humans like us to suffer. 

the rich will get richer, the poor will get poorer. 

and the future generations cant earn that much anymore cause have to pay the government so much, the will just sleep in the street cause they cant afford a house. 

i tried imagine myself in it, and i can see how dark our country is, how suffer everyone from all generations is.

price of cars, house, toll, petrol increasing. 

ppl cant afford all these, cause of high taxes and everything increasing except their income = SUFFERING.

younger generations might have a very very bright future. 

due to over charged of studies, personal used and taxes, they cant climb that high anymore. 

their future, are black and white. 

or i can say, DARK.

they might be racist as well since their PM talk that way, and Malaysia wont have semua agama dan bangsa bersatu padu. 

and there, war begins and our future malaysia will be rotting with bombs, blood and tears. 

maybe when i said these, you wont feel anything. 

if u do, u wont do so much to take our money and future away from us.

BUT, TO BE HONEST

if you're really a human with a heart, a heart where your parents will say '' hati mulia selalu. ''

you wont do all these.

you wont be selfish. 

you will put us first like what u put as your slogan.

and we wont feel hopeless like now.

bak kata pepatah,

BUAT BAIK DIBALAS BAIK, BUAT JAHAT DIBALAS JAHAT. 

have a wealthy heart sir.

thats the way of living a healthy and better life. 

which leads you to sleep better at night without nightmares haunting u.
but first, YOU NEED TO SAY NO TO RACISM.
cause most of your citizens aint racism.

050513

 i never talk abt politics in public or anywhere else. but this is an exception.

i bet most of you know abt the GE13 isnt it ? 

no words can describe how disappointed i am. 

im still  20. not officially 21 yet. i dont have the right to vote. 

i underage to vote. still illegal to vote. 

but others who's officially 21 and above, you guys have a chance to vote and to vote wisely . 

and i bet most of u did. 

im proud of fellow malaysian. 

but what disappoint me most is when i start hearing the news of B* bringing in bangla to vote for them. 

video of our PM saying '' im confident that i can win this election. i dont need Chinese and Indian to vote for me. i still can win. ''

i told myself its a rumours. our country wont be as dirty as this. 

I WAS WRONG. 

the airport was packed with immigrant , 2 busses of bangla got down on few stated to vote for them. 

and yes, few bangla and indonesian maid confessed that B* did pay them to vote for them.

and a video of a lady paying them secretly. 

all these made me lose hope, i sit down of the tv for so many hours, losing hope. 

but soon, i've seen where opposition party's vote are going up, i started to be so excited , my hopes are back. 

malaysia will be a better country. 

i start talking to my grandpa infront of his altar. praying so hard that malaysia will UBAH. 

and when few state were announced oppositions as winner, the electricity goes off and few boxes of votes were brought in secretly and everything have to recount. 

and after recount, BN won. 

i got really really disappointed and angry that i cried. 

i cried , not because opposition lost.

i cried, because why do they used dirty tricks to win ? 

i dont see the point where general election were held when they can win by hiring immigrants to vote for them, and cheating to win. 

in our history , British once rules our country and nothing goes well. 

right now, i think alot of malaysia wish president of other country could rule our country so everything will be as good as their country. 

i bet alot of ppl did seek help from president obama. 

and yes, i did as well. 

i did email him.

do your part as a malaysian as well !

IM DISAPPOINTED MALAYSIA, BUT IM PROUD OF MALAYSIAN THAT ALL OF US STAND UP, VOICE OUT AND FIGHT FOR OUR COUNTRY WITH SWEAT AND TEARS, NOT WITH MONEY AND TRICKS. 

Btw, i dont think our PM need malaysian to vote since they got bangla to vote for them. pfft. 

he can totally be the prime minister for bangladesh as well.

MR.PRESIDENT, PLEASE HELP.

WE'RE ALL READY FOR BERSIH 4.0!