NIng's 21st!

As you all knows, 21st is always a big year for everyone. 

We all make it big. Even if its not big, we make sure we had all the fun we wanted. 

and there's always be someone we always love to celebrate it with us.

Its december and its finally my baby ning's big day !

among all the wifeys, she's the latest and also the youngest one, the most 38 one, the rude one and also the tanned one. 

HAHAHHAHAH. sorry ning. i just have to. 

she would just go all smiling and sarcastic even if bad things hit her hard *facepalm*.

a happy go lucky kid that nvr fail to cheer someone else up even if she's in her worst.

 her pool side party with nerd theme.

wth. whoever who gives you this idea ning, i feel like banging my head on theirs.

if its yours, yes, i wanna bang my head towards yours.

but oh well, most of us didnt follow the theme.

so not cooperative :x

 do you wanna see our full outfit?

 yeah. completing the look by adding one spect. HAHAHHAAH. 

 alvin could just win best dress. 

with his bowtie. HAHHAHAHHA.
my love for converse is unexplainable . xD

 Joo isnt bad as well.

Do we look like we're going back to school ? 

:D

such good kids. hehehhehe

 the long time no see elin.

she step a step shorter so our height will just look the same.

but the first thing she asked me is '' why do you look shorter now''

.___.

i didnt shrunk , i didnt grow. 

i stop growing since 12. imagine being at this height at 12. damn proud one ok. hahhaa.

 we found some place we thinks it looks not bad for shooting.

so we did a little. 

:)

 Im still wondering am i still the shortest or they look taller because of heels 

*stares*

 finally its cake cutting time.

ning ning doraemon cake.

arent my wife beautiful ?

if there's a most beautiful wife award, it will definetly present to them. hehehe.

 oh! not to forget my oppa for 9 years ! :D

 a group pic, finally, after N years. 

:x

 lastly, happy 21st ning ning. 

8 years of being each other's wife and still being strong !

my first kiss to a girl went to her. oh my. 

it went to her when i was 17. at school. because we were playing truth or dare. 

what were we even thinking ? HAHHAHAHA.

thank you for being by my side at the lowest moment of mine.

not only you, most of the kawan kawan too.

trust me, for the past 8 years, we nvr really shopping with each other unlike today.

we visited the orphanage together and went for one whole day shopping today.

most of the time we just did some short gathering like having dessert and sing k. 

21st, just enjoy few more days telling ppl '' im 21 this year''. 

ngehehehhee.

i love you berry berry muchie, araseo ?

SARANGHAEEEEE ~~ :))))) 

2013 Ending.

Every single year, there's always a wishlist and also a thing that all of us wanted to accomplish .

Every end of the year, i tend to make a llist of what has been done and what hasnt. 

to be honest, 2013 is a year of roller coaster. 

my life has been up and down but lovely people never leave me at all. 

not even once. HOHOHOHO. sorry, let me lc abit. 

*smirk*

2013 is coming to an end. 

what has been happening for the one whole year ?

to be honest, this year passed in a blink of eye. 

i still rmb how my cny, valentine, birthday all pass . 

or maybe i just had a good memory abt all these ?

HAHAHHA. 

What im really proud of this year ? 

errrr. i need to think deeply abt this. wth. what am i even proud of myself ah?

lets just forget abt it. whatever im doing its no biggy. HAHAHHA. 

the best thing abt this year is i realize i met lovely ppl at work.

its quite hard for me to meet nice people outside. especially because im those anti-social kind.

no, the shy kind . hahha.

but being with them for the past year, make me feel loved. we concern abt each other.

we jokes and gossip. girls always be girls. lololololol. 

I've been travelling to few places this year. 

local and not local. 

never travel so frequent in a year. haha. 

which makes me ended up as BROKE. 

nah. parents always tell me that money can earn back.

so its okay seeing my money fly away. *pat myself*

at least i had fun.ok. at least. 

not only my life has been up and down. 

even my weight as well -.-

rmb how i stated my appetite was back ?

now its gone, AGAIN. 

just like magic. wth. but everyone said they used to it la. so i felt a little better.

i know its not good for not finishing my food. but my stomach doesnt wanna accept it. opps.

im craving for desserts like shaved ice and ice cream most of the time. 

not proper meal. 

aiks. its 2am now, AND I WANT ICE CREAMMMMM ! :(

everyday i want ice cream. wait my red auntie visit me and i will suffer like mad once again. grrrr. 

besides all these, if you guys realize, yuppppp. im back to single 

:)

not trying to elaborate too much but i can say maybe im just too tired of this kind of relationship.

at first we decided to go separate ways so both of us can calm down.

but its not working lah, so yeahhhh.

being this way is better for both of us, we'll be happier.

we may look happy in every pics (of course la. who takes pic when you're sad/arguing/crying, etc sad moments).

but people doesnt know what we've been handling inside. 

it slowly lead to our feelings fading away. Outsiders wouldn't understand how much we've been facing. I guess He does understand. 

2 years we're being together But I'm having some grudge in my heart for the past year. 

Ppl said to forgive and forget, But me being useless,  I can't do either one This time.

Whatever happened between us, money or stuff or even sweet talks  can't replace . It can't cheer me up or fix it. 

I've been reading comments where outsiders we're judging and expecting abt how This relationship should be. 

As you can see yourself as an outsider, you shouldn't judge by what you've seen.

Come to me, let me tell you the truth of how I've been tortured  and from there, you're allowed to judge. 

I'm spilling this because we both decided to break up peacefully But ppl tends to bitch abt me after seeing his facebook and the blame is on me.

Have u ever learn That's No right or wrong in one relationship? But once you felt things are falling apart, it's better to let go than holding on.

2 years has been up and down. it isnt short isnt long.

but i guess i've been handling really well.

every single day, ppl will ask how am i feeling. my friends, my colleagues. 

feeling so concerned, i felt that i must and have to be strong of course .

i'll definetly will just meet someone better (Y)

2013 is not even over yet i have plans for 2014 already!

is good to plan ahead right right ?

but, sometimes things should just let it be that way. 

planning too much will just leads disappointed  at times.

i've planned too much much ahead this year. but haihhh, all the plans are ruined.

have your 2013 been a good year ?

have you plan for 2014 ?

how are you going to celebrate new year eve and welcome 2014 ?

im still wondering is anyone going to date me.

or i'll just stay at home watch fireworks from the tv. HAHAHHAHAHHA. 

life is a circle of life. that is why we've been repeating the same thing over and over again every single day. 

HED CHRISTMAS DINNER

When its coming to end of the year, it means, ITS CHRISTMAS !!

ahhh~ all these while i wanted a white christmas. i always dream  of it.

MALAYSIA, WHY U NO SNOW ?!

but i might be freezing due to the cold weather. 

so, ok la. fair la. 

Last year, was my first year joining for christmas dinner, rmb  ? :D

ahhh. how time pass. im a year working with them already!

I remember how last year, because its my first year. im to shy to even talk. 

-____-

last night, my crazy side appeared. 

sei mou. no more image already. 

i only act that way infront of my high school mates.

now, infront of my colleagues and bosses. 

they told me im not the innocent one and look very different in the office .

This year's dinner held at The Curve  - Marche. 

 This is like the only part of the restaurant i capture. 

It looks like buffet. but its not. 

They gave each of us a card. We could go to each booth to order our food. and get the chop to stamp on our card. 

and when we're done eating, we will be paying our bill by showing our card. 

 Every year's bday, we will celebrate our GM's , steven chin bday as well. 

so easy to rmb his bday. hahhaha. dont think he'll feel surprise anymore. HAHAHHAHA.

 my GM, always looking very serious in the office.

now u see what happen when we're out ?

hahhaaha. and how another manager cooperated with him.

all of us cant stop laughing abt this. HAHAHHAHA. 

no one is taking care of our own image anymore that night. !

 not remembering what happen.

all eyes on me 

O__O

 he got a magnifying bookmark and was looking everywhere. 

i somehow saw this and i told him to stand still and let me capture a pic of it. 

it ended up this way ! HAHHAHAA !

trust me, you'll nvr find a GM as funny as mine !

Doreen, cant stop doing the peace-sailormoon-pose.

and she wanted to capture with me because she wanna see the difference of her doing it and the youngest one, which is me , doing it together. hahhaa.

 now you see, everyone is addicted to this pose. 

aigoooo.

 This year, we had more guys. 

and of course, they have to perform something for us. 

my boss asked what do we wanna see.

i told him, i wanna see some agua show.

 and jajjanggg ! this is what we get instead !

i wish i had make up to dress them up !

it will be more more more fun. hehehhe.

 my elder sisters. :)

 first time taking a pic of four of us together. HAHHAHAHA. 

our group convo is always a yellow wallpaper. wth. 

now we got a pic with our face on it ! HAH!

 everyone just blend in lahhhhh . HAHHAHA.

 oh! not to forget.

let me intro you my family.

from left, my assistant manager, my s.dept manager and my 2 executive.  

rmb how i always told you i only had one mom and sis in my team ? 

now i had 1 mom, 2 sis and 1 brother !

its expending ! MWAHHAHAAHA !

 im always glad to have them. 

no joke. so lucky to be in this team too!

 see, even ling ling wanna join in as well cause we are all being so lovely. hahhaa.

 my tiny little ah jie. 

dont even look like elder than me. hahhaha.

 my secret santa this year is liza ! :)

thank you for the kitty ^-^

 my 2 ah jies.

the best ah jie ever. gahhhh~

u know when 3 of us walk together. doreen said we look like charlie angels. HAHAHHAHA. 

 and do you know the consequences of being the youngest one ???

to let everyone  grab you and suffocate you !

 such a big family arent we ? 

thank you so much for this opportunity to blend us in and knowing each other more.

we've nvr felt this relaxing and crazy before ever since the tsunami hits us. 

thank you for the treat boss.

thank you to the organizer for organizing as well. 

now you know the reason why im still being so happy even when we're facing all the troubles in the office ? 

they are the reason why ! :D

DKSH Annual Dinner 2013

The time has come.

Its december !

Its our turn to have annual dinner !

There's not much of us from my department attend. 

which makes it feels like a lil boring ? :x

anyway, having them could actually made me laugh non stop

imagine having the whole dept

x.x

my stomach hurts so badly due to too much laughing. wth.

This year's annual dinner held at One World Hotel.

Kindly let me surprise you with the fully dress up ME.

HAHAHHAHHAHA.

trust me. most of them dont really recognize me and ppl claims i cheat too much ppl that night.

i think i should just dress up more often :x

i felt so insulted all in a sudden. 

they told me i look so different in the office and at the dinner T_T

not sure should i even feel happy or sad abt it.

Anyway, the theme for this year's annual dinner is mad hat.

I dont find any hat that could match my dress. 

-____-

I found a page in instagram, Just_one_and_only.

I found so many pretty flowery hair piece!

and u know, when u buy things online, u always have to wait for weeks or months ?

i didnt really put my hope on it. but i decided to try my luck.

DO YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPEN ??

you pay today, u get the stocks tmr or the day after tmr.

damn fast right ?

you dont have to wait from batch to batch. Super fast delivery!

Do you love the hair piece like i do ? Go visit their page in insta now !

Overall, the dinner is still okay.

there's games and performance from different department. 

if everyone in my dept attend, i bet it will definitely be better. 

too much happy pills there. LOL.

The food is still a nono for me.  

not recommended laaa :x

another year end this way. here is just part of my colleagues.

I'll intro you guys the full ver in my next post.

XMAS DINNER COMING UP ! :)