2013 Ending.

Every single year, there's always a wishlist and also a thing that all of us wanted to accomplish .

Every end of the year, i tend to make a llist of what has been done and what hasnt. 

to be honest, 2013 is a year of roller coaster. 

my life has been up and down but lovely people never leave me at all. 

not even once. HOHOHOHO. sorry, let me lc abit. 

*smirk*

2013 is coming to an end. 

what has been happening for the one whole year ?

to be honest, this year passed in a blink of eye. 

i still rmb how my cny, valentine, birthday all pass . 

or maybe i just had a good memory abt all these ?

HAHAHHA. 

What im really proud of this year ? 

errrr. i need to think deeply abt this. wth. what am i even proud of myself ah?

lets just forget abt it. whatever im doing its no biggy. HAHAHHA. 

the best thing abt this year is i realize i met lovely ppl at work.

its quite hard for me to meet nice people outside. especially because im those anti-social kind.

no, the shy kind . hahha.

but being with them for the past year, make me feel loved. we concern abt each other.

we jokes and gossip. girls always be girls. lololololol. 

I've been travelling to few places this year. 

local and not local. 

never travel so frequent in a year. haha. 

which makes me ended up as BROKE. 

nah. parents always tell me that money can earn back.

so its okay seeing my money fly away. *pat myself*

at least i had fun.ok. at least. 

not only my life has been up and down. 

even my weight as well -.-

rmb how i stated my appetite was back ?

now its gone, AGAIN. 

just like magic. wth. but everyone said they used to it la. so i felt a little better.

i know its not good for not finishing my food. but my stomach doesnt wanna accept it. opps.

im craving for desserts like shaved ice and ice cream most of the time. 

not proper meal. 

aiks. its 2am now, AND I WANT ICE CREAMMMMM ! :(

everyday i want ice cream. wait my red auntie visit me and i will suffer like mad once again. grrrr. 

besides all these, if you guys realize, yuppppp. im back to single 

:)

not trying to elaborate too much but i can say maybe im just too tired of this kind of relationship.

at first we decided to go separate ways so both of us can calm down.

but its not working lah, so yeahhhh.

being this way is better for both of us, we'll be happier.

we may look happy in every pics (of course la. who takes pic when you're sad/arguing/crying, etc sad moments).

but people doesnt know what we've been handling inside. 

it slowly lead to our feelings fading away. Outsiders wouldn't understand how much we've been facing. I guess He does understand. 

2 years we're being together But I'm having some grudge in my heart for the past year. 

Ppl said to forgive and forget, But me being useless,  I can't do either one This time.

Whatever happened between us, money or stuff or even sweet talks  can't replace . It can't cheer me up or fix it. 

I've been reading comments where outsiders we're judging and expecting abt how This relationship should be. 

As you can see yourself as an outsider, you shouldn't judge by what you've seen.

Come to me, let me tell you the truth of how I've been tortured  and from there, you're allowed to judge. 

I'm spilling this because we both decided to break up peacefully But ppl tends to bitch abt me after seeing his facebook and the blame is on me.

Have u ever learn That's No right or wrong in one relationship? But once you felt things are falling apart, it's better to let go than holding on.

2 years has been up and down. it isnt short isnt long.

but i guess i've been handling really well.

every single day, ppl will ask how am i feeling. my friends, my colleagues. 

feeling so concerned, i felt that i must and have to be strong of course .

i'll definetly will just meet someone better (Y)

2013 is not even over yet i have plans for 2014 already!

is good to plan ahead right right ?

but, sometimes things should just let it be that way. 

planning too much will just leads disappointed  at times.

i've planned too much much ahead this year. but haihhh, all the plans are ruined.

have your 2013 been a good year ?

have you plan for 2014 ?

how are you going to celebrate new year eve and welcome 2014 ?

im still wondering is anyone going to date me.

or i'll just stay at home watch fireworks from the tv. HAHAHHAHAHHA. 

life is a circle of life. that is why we've been repeating the same thing over and over again every single day.