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Friday, April 25, 2014

With him, with love.

Time flies. It really flies. 
Day by day passes.
And every single day, it passes with so much laughs and smiles. 
I couldn't express how I really felt. 
But definitely hard for me to express it infront of him. 
Words couldn't express of what he had done for me that made me felt so touched and loved. 
Feeling so warm and love, I always Thank him for what he had done. 
As I know, he doesn't watch horror movie and just because I wanted to watch, he start downloading horror movies and watch it with me. 
Simplest thing like that made me felt at least he did something and I do appreciate it very much.  


 Even when I'm preparing to cook,  he start helping.  
Most guys Don't go into the kitchen,  as far as I know. 
But him looking for things to help,  cutting and washing everything,  prepared everything for me to cook.  
After I'm done with cooking and washing, he nvr fail to Thank me and praise me for doing a good job. 
I do appreciate him and he did made me felt much appreciated. 
No one thank me before for doing stuff.
Well,  mostly christians,  no offend, but have u ever Thank someone for putting great effort on cooking and preparing food for you instead of sitting at the dining table and say grace only?  
Start to learn to thank whoever that prepare your meal and do your dishes after saying your grace.  
It will definitely make someone's day after a hard work in the kitchen. 

He's been spoiling me and pampering me so much , physically and mentally. 
A guy Who will pause a game for you, it will definitely someone who's worth it. 
Worth to be appreciate as well. 
He's been coloring my life for the pass few months.
This month, it's has more rainbows than I could ever imagine. 
I couldn't know how to Thank him more .
Every day I told him " having you is great.  You're the best." 
Even when I'm at my worst moment, he's always there. Not leaving me even a single step. 
I've been really stress with people and work lately, and he's always there to support and made me hang on for what I'm supposed to. 
He taught me to stay strong and facing problems even I tried to avoid all my problems. 
He taught me to be more responsible in whatever I'm doing. 
I'm Still having the immature thinking and acts,  but he bear with it, and go through , talking to me abt it and making sure everything is positive. 
He make sure both side going to bed without any negative thoughts or problem hanging. 
I couldn't celebrate more as there's too much. 
I Thank you for accepting me for Who I am and all my flaws. 
I Thank you for accepting my past and be with me to make my present and future beautiful. 
I always told u how great is it to have u in my life. 
I know relationship shouldnt be easy. 
But with you, there's nth much I could think about . 
I Thank you for staying up late with me because I need to rush for all the delivery for my cakes the next day.
I Thank you for putting efforts on us, making sure I'm always happy. 
I Thank you for helping me with my stuff, being patient with me and drive me yo anywhere I wanna go. 
I Thank you for bringing me here and there to satisfy my crave. 
I Thank you for being all crazy with me. 
I Thank you for taking care of me so well .
I thank you for doing so much for me. 
Thank you so much for everything, dear boyfriend. 
It's gonna be a long journey and Hopefully we could walk every single one of it by holding each other hands. 
Once again, Thank you =) 
Nomu nomu gomawo    (_ _) 


Hair Atelier @ Jaya One

I got so sick and tired of my goldish hair: ( 
But I know I can't redye that fast because I'm afraid of it spoiling. 
I start looking for saloon for months as well to look for a good hair stylist because my hair is very very important to me!  
Look at this fading gold. 
So boring, so ughhhhh. /.\ 


I've been accompanying Marcus to get his haircut at HAIR ATELIER at jaya one from time to time. 
And I kinda like the colors on those hairstylist. 
He has been letting Terry, the hairstylist cutting his hair for years now!  
I'm like, Why not giving it a try since boyfriend is so loyal to this guy huh.  
So I did. All I wanted is to get rid of my spoilt ends and gold hair. 
He was being so Nice and concentrated on my hair, he tried whatever that could fix my hair. 
And giving me advice abt how to take care and which color looks better. 
He told me one color is boring, so he did 3 colors on me after getting my approval.  
He's a hair stylist with many many years of experience. I trusted him and told him to do anything he thinks is good for my hair.

 Can you guess what color is it?  :) 
He waited hours for me to get my hair done without a single complain. 
Such patient man.  n___n 
Mixture of pink,  blue and purple. 
And Terry is so good at styling my hair!  
Look at tis fish braid he made.
How I wish I could just go to him every morning and let him do the magic on my hair. 
Confirm no bad hair day. Lol.  

It looks pretty when it's straight as well isn't it ? 
:) 
And smoothhhhhh.  
He did treatment and colorshine for me as well. 
Now my hair look so shiny and smooth that I couldnt stop touching it. 
Can it stays like this forever?  The smoothness and color?  Hahaha.
Even if it fade one year later, I will certainly go and look for him and let him play with his magic again. 
I think I'll be the next loyal customer to Terry. Lol.  

He like playing with my hair because of the colors.
And Yes, he style it with curls as well. 
It look pretty no matter what style it goes with. 
Gahhhhh ~ n_n 
I'm so in love now. 

And darn perfect when I lay down okay. 
Now I Don't have to worry how I look when I lay down because my hair is shininggg. 
I'm a mermaid!  Hahahhahahahha. 
I thought the color will spoil my hair, but nope.  Terry has been very careful with my hair because its so thin and fragile.  
He did trim my spoilt ends as well,  very carefully. 
Because not all scissors is okay with cutting my hair. 
Now my so colorful,  just like my life!  Hehehehe.  
Thanks again Terry,  for such great service and care!  



Monday, April 21, 2014

Haters gonna hate.

Today's topic?  Yeahhh.  
As you know, we live in a world of diff humans around. 
It may be a dog eat dog world as well.
If you're not facing this kind of world yet, you're not facing the reality yet. 
If you said you're tired and stress due to exams and homework, especially secondary ones, wait till u face the outside world. 
It's a Shit world out here. 
Yes. Been there done that. 
It isn't always abt work as well, even ppl close to you might hurt you, or worst, betray you.  
You wouldn't know what will happen next. 
You wouldn't predict as well.
And of course, you wouldnt expect how ppl did that to you because u trusted him/her so much. 
No, no worries . I didn't get all these, for now. .not sure any future. 
But I did get how all my negatives comments from time to time and I decided to just shrug it off my shoulders without giving a damn.  

I've finally manage to gain at least 2kg now, and making my weight 45kg with a 157 height. 
I was 42-43 before this, on and off,  looking very skinny and pale always. 
I was worst. I was only 40 when I'm Still working in the bank.  
Can't even stand Still when wind start blowing. Lol.  
Ppl been nagging me that I'm too thin and shall gain more weight. 
I'm not tall, yes. 
Ppl been being sarcastic to me saying how short am I till they cant see me even I'm standing infront of them.  
Nahhh,  I always tell them this is a cute and fun size. Would just shut them up. Lol.  
I got used to being call as mini,  or short, or someone Who didn't grow at all, so, I Don't really care and I'm fine with it. 
I used to be the tallest girl in my class when I was 11, I stop growing at the age of 12. Imagine me being this "tall" at the age of 12, proud isn't it?  
Then when I'm 15, I realize I didn't grow at all since 12. Lol.  
I took advice on gaining weight, I tried. 
Ppl said I look way happy after being with him. 
And Yes, him pampering me too much and start taking care of my daily intake did help me to gain weight. 
I lost my appetite eversince there's problem with my past relationship. I stop eating, I start thinking way too much and sleep lesser. 
But now Everyone told me I've start eating like a normal person and look more glow than previously. 
And successfully gained 2kg . 
But, Still,  ppl called me FAT. 
I received comments telling me I'm fat, very fat,  gaining too much weight. 
They start giving me "the-you're-so-fat look "
And of course I felt hurt, ppl always told me to gain more weight because it would look better. And after gaining 2 kg,  they claimed it's too much. 
As a girl who's wearing XS /S, they would call me VERY FAT.  
I'm like, Okay. Maybe I shall stop eating much and shall just skip few meals. 
But something strikes me!  
Why is someone Who wears M/L/XL calling a XS /S girl fat?!  
And this is Why many skinny girls go on diet and ended up as aneroxic!  
Girls, there's always someone out there to tell you how imperfect you are and all your weakness.  
Rmb,  Don't take things too seriously till it affect your health. 
Even if they said you're fat, make sure it's healthy and u call it curvy, not fat ! 
There's always someone out there could tell you how ugly you are. But rmb, its always the beauty inside that counts.  
They always tell me " u always go eat good food. Boyfriend bring u here and there to eat, you always cook this and that, nowonder you're getting fatter and fatter." 
Well, is it wrong to eat ? You doesn't eat ? 
Tell me how. Tell me how u doesn't eat and yet is double my size. 
Not surprise that you're not learning to cook or even learning do house chores and Still complaining your single at double my age. 
Is it wrong to cook?  I'm at the stage of learning. Why not you learn more at your age?  

 Then,  there's ppl Who tell me how ugly my hair look, the color, the style. 
How ugly the way I dress up. 
" can you stop wearing that?  My eyes hurts seeing u wear such ugly clothes. It's short/too big for you/color too bright/too tight/etc etc.  " 
Well hey, I Don't dress to impress you. 
I felt comfortable,  I wear it. 
I like it, I wear it. 
Do you think I like the way you dress?  I didn't spill anything isn't it?  You have your style, and I have Mine. 
Which  is obviously, age gaps always affects ppl's taste. 
Oh, my hair, ppl tell me I'm a bad kid because I colored my hair. 
They said I'm not a good girl for having colored hair especially dip dye. 
Oh well. I guess he/She is just too old for modern fashion?  
I'm young, wild and free. 
Is it wrong to follow the trend or just do what I like?  
Enjoying my life and everything? 
Is it wrong to just eat what I want and Still be healthy and have a balance diet?  
I'm not doing illegal stuff. 
I'm not robbing, not taking drugs, not smoking weed.  
I'm just doing what I want and being myself. 
It's just something I wanna do, but it's not illegal. 

 Ppl even tell me " you get a boyfriend already. Got ppl sponsored you,life so Enjoy, no need to touch your salary, no need to pay for anything. So good, found ppl to sponsor  " 
Do I look like a prostitute to you? 
If so, do I Still need to work?  
Why do I Still need to bake and sell for my side income?  
Why am I Still tied up with my time and not being flexible and sleeps till the sun is up?  
I Don't depend on him that much. 
Yes, him being a gentleman, he pay for my dinner and movies when we go out for dates. 
It's normal,  isn't it?  
During working hours, I've told him I'll pay for my own lunch because its working hour. it's a deal.
I Don't take any credit cards from him, I Don't use his money for shopping, I Don't use his money for things I want.  
He knew I Don't earn much, he tried to pay for lots of stuff but I refuse. 
I earn my own living , I pay my own living.  
I Don't take money from him or my parents. I only get it from my own bank.  
When I Don't have enough, I held back instead of asking him to pay.
He did offer, but I refused. 
Always rmb,  it's a relationship.
Not your bloody ATM/financial contract.


I was hurts by words of course. 
I was spilling it out to boyfriend and he said if he's me, he'll be pissed.  
I am of course!  
Pissed off, hurt,etc etc.  
But I realize, haters gonna hate. 
Sometimes, there's no explanation need. 
No one understand you  more Than u understand and know yourself. 
Nvr get affected of what other ppl say.  
Don't go on a diet even if they call you fat. 
As long as you're living healthily,  That's fine. 
Don't change yourself for ppl like them, not worth. 
Don't go judging others because you doesn't know what's behind their life. 
You've seen ppl suicide  for cyber bullying isn't it, I bet you Don't want it to happen around you as well. 
There's alot of level of human stupidity,  Don't get affected. 
Still, don't go over confidence and think you're all perfect and ppl are always lower class than you..
Don't always think you're that awesome or overly proud for what you did.
Be humble,  be Nice, this world will definitely be a better place. 
Always rmb,  it's a dog eat dog world. 
Haters gonna hate no matter what u do. 
Be yourself. Care lesser, be happier. 
You're not here to please others. 
You're here to live well. 


Sunday, April 20, 2014

Cheesecakes for sale!


Due to positive reviews,  I've decided to make it sellable!  
Received few orders already!  
Unexpected one. Hehe. 
Currently doing cheesecake only for now, as I'm Still having my fulltime job.  
Please bear with it and be patient with me. 
Kindly leave a comment for those Who interested. 
Or email me at remember_4ever5892@hotmail.com. 
Thank you so much. 
Do you want a piece?  :) 



Saturday, April 19, 2014

Productive weekend.


I didn't waste my weekend this time I guess. 
I was so busy, time flies in a blink of eye and I've done everything at 1am /.\ 
It's tiring but it's worth it. 
Instead of start spending more money or slacking around, haha,  I decided to get my ass back in the kitchen this time. 

Made spicy need tubbokki and cheesy egg omeltte as dinner on a chilling Saturday!  :) 
Beef was marinated by Marcus.  
With some olive oil, black pepper, sugar and mint.
Trust me, it was really good. 
Craving for tubboki, so I just went and get some from Presto and made it for dinner. 
Firstly, u boil the tubboki with chicken stock or water. 
Stir the tubbokki paste with chicken stock. 
Add vege,  fish cakes or whatever u like in the paste, stir fried the tubboki and there u have it!  
:) 
Here, we added golden mushroom with a hard boiled egg, vegetables, fish cakes and marinated beef !
It was satisfying and finger lickin good; )
I Don't think I have to elaborate more for cheesy mushroom omelette because it's very easy.


 Colleagues has been complaining that I've stop baking for them and they miss my cheesecake. 
So, back on track?  :) 
Not telling u the ingredients and they steps because I'm selfish. Hahahahaa.  
Still wondering could it sellable if I sell it out?  
Will u?  :) 
 living a healthy morning. 
So, I made apples, baby tomatoes and Japanese kyuri salad! 
Topped it with roasted sesame dressing and have it along with a bottle of honey juice. 
Gahhhh. Simple, no cooking needed and fast isn't it?  Hehhehe.  

Glad I'm not that lazy anymore. 
Wish it could last long tho.   
Signing off with a thumb up for myself! 
*Starts patting myself.* hahaha. 
Just kidding. 

Saturday, April 12, 2014

Ellui Accessories

 Hello there!  :D 
As you all know, I'm a hugeeee fan of kpop! 
Everything abt kpop,  their clothes, culture, food, the way they dress up from head to toe, I just love it!  
This is Why I'm so into crop tee as well.  
1, is because mostly size S is a little huge for me. if I have to get a tshirt which is just right, it have to be Xs.
2, it's just , very Korean. Hahahhahah.  
If u know me even well, you should know abt me getting addicted to all ribbons head accessories!  

I found out ellui when I was shopping at 1U.
It's a Korean concept store that sells accessories.  
Ellui always capture my attention with their fancy, cute, sweet and lovely design.
I super love their ribbon head piece!  
Very very good quality too. I wouldn't be afraid of the ribbon peeling of anytime. 

Look at this!  So pretty right???  
I got their pics on facebook,  scrolling one by one make me wanna get it even more!  :(
Credits to ellui for all the pictures stolen by me. 
Hahhahahah.   
 their necklace is even cuter!  
So much design, from modern to vintage! 
Of course, I prefer the modern one. 
Which girls doesnt love necklace like this huh? 
Instead of getting branded logos on your neck, Why not something sweet yet simple?  
:) 


 doesn't wanna be that sweet? 
What abt some swag?  :) 
They are really really famous with their eyewear.  
Ohmo!  So much swag right?  
U can be cool to elegant to swag. 
It's your choice, your transformation. 

Shopper like me couldn't resist of course!  
Especially a girl who love ribbons this much!   Hahhaha.  Even my flats are all ribbons one okay!  
I somehow wish they had a smaller design for pins like this because my head is abit too small for big ribbons.
But I Still love it, and yes,  grabbing it home with my Cousin. 

 Colleagues said I look more like 15 years old than 20 over . 
I guess ribbons make me look younger. 
Hahhahaahahah.  
Love it?  
View more on their Facebook and insta @elluiaccessories.  
No, this is not a sponsor post. 
I just love sharing good things!  :D 
TTYL!  gonna go grab more of ellui's accessories!  :D 

Monday, April 7, 2014

Specially for you. =)




Everysince I was single, I accepted diff kind of dates, ignoring some as well.
But sooner or later, I start ignoring all my dates because I wasn't that ready to step in yet?  My heart wasn't fully cured, I start having flashbacks.  
Most of the time I hide myself in my room, ignoring those messages or say something hurtful, trying to make them stop dating me? 
But, there's always one guy Who I can't ignore at all.  

This man here, I couldn't ignore him at all probably because we work together?  
We were just sitting like next to each other and share every single craps with each other. 
Firstlyy,  we didn't talk to each other at all. 
Don't even say hi while passing by each other. 
Don't even greet each other good morning. 
Well, we still have to talk to each other because we're in the same team, we need to teach each other lots. 
Our boss like calling me to communicate with him thru messages when our office is in crisis and he went to warehouse for Help. 
I guess  slowly we got no choice but  to switch phone number and start talking to each other more often.I rmb I was shock because he said he's into kpop too, which is somehow doesnt seems to be for his generation.  
We Starr sharing more interest, commons,  hobby.  
And he was a great oppa to me that taking care of this kiddo so well. 
 Slowly I start accepting his dates,  yeahhh,  so call dates. hahahha. 
We just went for some dinner or dessert from time to time.
Most of the time I'm they one Who crave for dessert and he nvr fail to bring me there..
Pampering me too much hor?  
He start looking for more places that sells good desserts and ice cream just to satisfy my craving.  


Instead of just going for sweet dates, he also  motivates me to hit the gym more. 
Knowing I want my abs but lazy, he start training me and use more ice cream to motivates me.  
Knowing I'm allergic to shell seafood, because I previously had a bad itch after eating prawns,  he took my plate of rice and take it away from me, start separating the prawns. 
Easy, I can hear that. 
But, what touched my heart is, he know I hate spring onion, I Don't eat spring onion, 
He start digging in and each for small tiny spring onions and separate it from my rice. I doesn't know what to do or say except starring at what he actually did.  
I was touched to be honest. Because no one ever did that to me.   

And Slowly I found out, how he love me for Who am I. 
His words and action, fulfilling every single one of it. 
We may have a big age gap, but we both is just being ourselves when we're together and it brings lots of fun!  
I couldn't stop laughing when he's here. 
The warmth,  the love,  Where I couldn't, feel it for years. 
Even when I walk limping,  he take care of me really well, making sure my wound isnt infected. 

1414 was the day he asked. 
Yes, on April fool. 
He held my hands, he asked, and I was laughing like a fool " hahhha.  April fool right? Right? ". 
Yeaaa.  Wondering how can he stand me. Hahahhh.  
He told me the reason Why he chose 1414 , because it's a good date, easy to rmb,  and of course, it meant forever in chinese.  
Dear, please treat me well  and Thank you for handling all my princess attitude even before we got together. 
U can actually run u know, but u didn't and now it's too late. Hahahaaha!  
Thank you for making April a good start for me when all the shits hits me.. you didn't leave me, even a step and handling all with me. 
I like being all crazy with you because we could be laughing abt it like forever.  
please bear with me as I'm Still a little girl and you're a man now. 
I will try my best for us.
I can't promise u that we're have a perfect relationship. But as long as you're willing tl try, I'm staying. 
Saranghaeeee.: ) 



Friday, April 4, 2014

Happy times

It was granny's days celebration the other day.
Rarely had a family photo.
And this time, its an incomplete one because outstation,  overseas , we have them everywhere. Lol.
it's been like more than 10 years since we have a family portrait. 
And I think, we all have the same face.
And well, ehem,  height. 
Genes,  genes.  Tsk tsk tsk. 
We ended up having the same face and mini us -.- 
Now I could see Why I've been called as midget all this while. 


 I could say it was a bad week to start my April?  
Except first of April. It was wonderful!  Hahaaha.  
I start off with an injured leg on last day of the month. 
Which is a closing month!  -.- 
I usually have to run around the office during my closing but this time, I have to walk fast but limping. 
Yaaaa.  I fell down. Really bad.
I wanna go ice skating so badly, trying to make someone feel younger as well. 
And I got distracted by how cute a lil girl was. And tadahhhh,  I accidentally kicked Marcus and I fell lending my left knee first.
See. It was this bad. Kindly meet my one week wound. The biggest blue black I ever had in my life -.- 
It had turn yellowish,  I guess it's healing.
And if u ask me will I Still dare to go for another round of skate, I would definitely say Yes!  :) 
After all those fun, limping for 2 days is worth it. Hahaaahah.  
 First week of Friday! 
We decided to go for a casual dinner and drink.
Ended up the big boss pay everything. Hahhahah.  
It was a good night. We spilled whatever we had in mInd. 
Regarding work, life, everything.  
And big boss is ready to hear our rants and thoughts. 
It was a wine night that night.
We drank 5 bottles,  and I think it's a little bit of over my limit. 
I got a little dizzy and I couldn't stand Still. 

 My 2 bosses.
I Don't know should I call myself as lucky because they always listen to my rants and give me good advice,  but sometimes,  they just Don't take me seriously and I end up as too tired of explaining. 
I guess because I'm the youngest.  
So, I told them I Don't allow them to hire anyone younger than me. Hahhahahaha.  
My GM,  the one in white, was talking any relationship last night. 
He told us how we will all change especially me because I'm Still young.
Slowly we will evolve and change. 
And how we should and shouldn't in one relationship.  
And whatever he said it's True. Very True. 
I was drunk talking to him yest. 
But!  I know what I'm talking. I wasn't too drunk yet. 
I rmb telling him " whatever evolving happens, no matter what a guy shouldn't hit a girl isn't it? 
He was starring at me. My eyes got watery. 
He asked me have in been there. 
Yeaa.  Been there, done that, for over a year plus. Too much experience, I'm not sure is it a good one or not. I'm not sure to call it as an experience or a lesson. 
He was starring at me again. And start giving me the best answer I ever heard. 
While others will just tell me how dumb I am for hanging on, and how I didn't leave at the first place, him, my GM,  told me
No, definitely a no to hit girls. So have u learn your lesson?  Like really learn this lesson?  What do u do if u got hit the next time?  U hit him back!  Don't ever be soft anyone. U hit him back and u leave. 
Well, that advice Really hit me. Hahhaha.  
I didn't expect my GM to say that go be honest. 
And this is Why I told u I have the best GM ever. And u will nvr find a GM as funny as Mine. Hahahha.  
I think alcohol Really makes me spill out everything. Which is good.  Cause I feel better now. 
:)
It's always better to spill than keeping it in isn't it?  
Accepting other ppl advice or not is always up to yourself.

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Eating right and healthy

If you all know me well, I'm a sick cat.  
I fall sick easily, I dont Really exercise as well except recently, hitting back the gym. 
My body is weak, causing everyone to be worry. 

I've been eating right all these while.
Except craving for ice cream almost everyday. 
And marcus has been pampering to much, he's been searching for places that sells diff kind of  ice cream and get it for me when I Don't feel like eating anything. 
This is Why I suffer So badly during my first few days of menstrual cycle. 
Too much pampering isn't that good as well.  :x 

Daddy and brother like the salad I made.
Well, lucky for me I guess. 
Or else they go get something unhealthy for themselves.  
Guys are always meat lovers. I Don't encourage that too much if they're balancing back their diet. 
Preparing salad for them might be the happiest thing I'm doing. 
Veges,  eggs,  raw baby tomatoes,  Japanese cucumber and add apples in it as well if u want. 
Fail decoration I know. I was just being random.hehehhehe.  
Doctor said the colorful your meal is , the healthier you are. 
No,  not m&m chocolates.
Not skittles candy. 
Salad is always the best colorful food.
Agree?  :) 

My fav edamame.  
Boil it with salt water and sprinkle some salt on it as well.
And it will be ja-jjangggg!  Jinja mashita,  anniya?  :D 
it's also good for skin because it contains high collagen. 
And also could help with dark circles. 
I bought Mine from shojikiya,  if you're wondering. 
Girls would definitely love it for the benefits of skin.  :P  
Someone said I made the egg sandwich ever. Hahahahah. 
Not sure how True is it, but I'm happy because I woke up damn early everyday to prepare everything ok.  Hahahhaha. 
Just like any normal egg sandwich, egg mayo,  black pepper,  salt, and black pepper cheese.  
Like I said,  guys being guys, a meat lover. 
Even if I have to pamper any guys in my life, first thing I'll do is to make sure they have a balance and healthy diet. :X 
One of my colleague, was diagnosed with cancer at the age of 22 because of having too much meat and not having any fruits and vege.  
Imagine my reaction when I found out! 
So u guys, better eat healthy ok?  :( 
I'm not good at cooking even my parents own a restaurant.
I'm good at burning the kitchen I guess. Hahahah. 
My parents and my siblings are really really good at cooking ! 
So I guess I have to be good at taking care of everyone's diet. 
:X 
 a healthy diet always start from yourself. 
My diet? 
Start from a fruit-vege salad. 
Most of the time I made egg mayo sandwich for myself too. 
My mom, being the best Mom of the world prepared a bottle of soya bean for me almost every morning. 
And someone having too much air in his tummy,  I boiled ginger tea with honey by myself. 
Sliced 1-2 ginger , boil it in 2-3 cups of water  along with mint leaves, add on right amount of honey. 
My first attempt was successful. Was abit scared abt it because I learnt it from the internet, net didn't say add honey. I add it myself because I doesn't want him to get torture by the taste of Ginger.
And yes , it could relieve gas and Help with digestion. 
Working Really well  :D 
I always eat what I want for lunch because I'm eating with colleagues. They will choose because I Don't Really mind what to eat. Lol. 
While dinner?  I Don't eat rice during dinner. 
That's Why I always got nag. Usually at home, I will make salad or eat what mom cooked without rice. 
If I have a dinner date, I'll just eat what's on the menu.  
So yeah.  I'm not losing weight. Because I shall gain. 
But gaining doesn't mean I have to eat all I have to gain.
I also have to eat healthy and right, isn't it?  
If you're going for weight losing, always rmb - eat till u Don't feel hungry anymore. 
:)